Nope, no reason. Just felt like blogging (and ranting).
[18.11.2009]
i realised it's just a first sem final yr exam. and it's like.. only a few chapters (for each mod) to study. and im in arts. much better off than those in sciencey and others. should be rather slack.
BUT WHY AM I FREAKING MUGGING LIKE IT'S THE FREAKING A LEVELS?!?!
I DON GET IT.
i realised my dream is still there, still consistent. just that the sea of practicality engulfed and drowned it silently. i know what i want. but i dono how to realise it. and i dono if i should go ahead n paddle fiercely against the strong waves and current or just move with the flow. shall it be one of which is conventional? or shall i allow it to be KINKY (new word new word! WAHAHA)!
all right. if i knew the answer, i wun be blogging about it. oh! nvm.
and all the while i believed i'm an optimist, but seems not like it eh (maybe at times? idk).
I AM A PESSIMIST ACTUALLY.
omg. not at all good. now i've got to tell myself, "the cup is half full.. the cup is half full.. the cup is half full.." RIGHT. got it. half FULL.
on a lighter note!
1. im looking forward to end of exams TOTALLY!
2. imma shitting like a worm whole dayS. like.. 3days alr?? omg. LS. must be the stingray and mcspicy + icecream.. heh.
3. i wanna SHOP SHOP SHOP!!
4. i wanna DANCE DANCE DANCE!!
(dancing is my remedy remedy oh! REMEMBER?!? haha.)
5. i wanna meet ALLLLL the ppl i missed!!! ^^
6. imma like cravingggg forrrr CHALET, BBQ and lotsa fun and laughter!!
7. i very long nv paint nails liaoooo.. they are SCREAMING for COLOURS!
and im YELLING for TIME. ...
LASTLY, I AM TIREDDDDDD.
yay. wad a great random post. shall end off with a random pic with my cussie. haha.
he vain sia... wanna take photos EVERYTIME. WALAU. HAHAHHAHA.
BUT WHY AM I FREAKING MUGGING LIKE IT'S THE FREAKING A LEVELS?!?!
I DON GET IT.
i realised my dream is still there, still consistent. just that the sea of practicality engulfed and drowned it silently. i know what i want. but i dono how to realise it. and i dono if i should go ahead n paddle fiercely against the strong waves and current or just move with the flow. shall it be one of which is conventional? or shall i allow it to be KINKY (new word new word! WAHAHA)!
all right. if i knew the answer, i wun be blogging about it. oh! nvm.
and all the while i believed i'm an optimist, but seems not like it eh (maybe at times? idk).
I AM A PESSIMIST ACTUALLY.
omg. not at all good. now i've got to tell myself, "the cup is half full.. the cup is half full.. the cup is half full.." RIGHT. got it. half FULL.
on a lighter note!
1. im looking forward to end of exams TOTALLY!
2. imma shitting like a worm whole dayS. like.. 3days alr?? omg. LS. must be the stingray and mcspicy + icecream.. heh.
3. i wanna SHOP SHOP SHOP!!
4. i wanna DANCE DANCE DANCE!!
(dancing is my remedy remedy oh! REMEMBER?!? haha.)
5. i wanna meet ALLLLL the ppl i missed!!! ^^
6. imma like cravingggg forrrr CHALET, BBQ and lotsa fun and laughter!!
7. i very long nv paint nails liaoooo.. they are SCREAMING for COLOURS!
and im YELLING for TIME. ...
LASTLY, I AM TIREDDDDDD.
yay. wad a great random post. shall end off with a random pic with my cussie. haha.
he vain sia... wanna take photos EVERYTIME. WALAU. HAHAHHAHA.Oh by the way, "freaking" is just an alternative word for "F..." you know what. Pardon me but I need to use it to vent my emotions.