sucks.
[11.09.2007]
i hate tis feeling. totalli hated this stupid feeling. i dono if it's fear or a lost of direction. i dono if it's periodic ting or permanent. i dono whr am i, who am i, wad am i doing, wad have i done. i dono if i caused tis or it jus happened naturalli. i dono so many damned tings and im still leading tis "LOST" life. damn.
how i wish i could jus do nothing. absolutely nth. i wan to withdraw, but i cant. if i did, i have many ppl to.... "answer to".. hv to answer to myself too.. i wan to do sth to find back tt lost direction, but i cant seem to do anyting. it is jus LOST. i lose it.
i jus wan to move back. in terms of time, in terms of "height".
I learnt many things. But I realised I was able to apply NONE.