• board plane early early in da mrng..


• watched sunrise between layers of clouds, beautiful.


• plane in china delayed for 4HOURS! aRgH.. -_-"


• reached zhengzhou(ZZ) at nite.. temp was 23 dEgRees C.. cOoling indEed..!


• took 1hr30mins bus ride to reach ZZ sEc sCh.. wOw.. china's indeed BIG.


• we bathed wiv FREEZING COLD WATER at 1am+++... dARN DARN DARN COLD!

Missing family, HSBC, friends and MAN MAN!

12/8,sunday

• 2nd day of HISTORY lesson.. hahaz.. fell aslp omos every lesson even tho i tried real hard to kip myself awake.. aRGh.


• actl gonna use their sch de com lab.. in e end caNt.. in e eNd, took lotSa photos.. haha..


• nite went tcher's condo for debrief.. some disgraceful ting happened.. hahaz.. we(yang,yong,yan,me) were on our wae back to our hostel aft e debrief.. i din wear specS.. den i saw black tings flying.. i tink dey r bats ehx.. but i realli dono.. hahhaz.. i was holding on damn tightly to yaNg n i tink a bat flew past me!!!! i acted calm.. 2nd tYm, i sCREAMED! 3rD tyM, i sCrEameD n jumpEd, hoping to jump ovEr e baT!! heng nobody was deRe.. damn diu lian!! DISGRACE. den we continued walking, and it was so dark tt we couldnt c anyting.. suddenly, a dog BARKED! wahpiang... we screamed den ran! hahahz.. very DISGRACE!


• interacted wiv some chinA studEntS! cool.

Being outside without your family, it is best to be independent and not to rely on anyone anymore.

13/8,monday

• had an icecream treat from yC! thans yang! tt choc icecream was SUPER DUPER thick! so thick tt i omos had a sorE throat aFt tt! hahaz..


• someting happened. well, things do not only hv one side..

I miss MAN MAN! Awww.

14/8,tuesday

• heard some inner news bout tis trip.. hahahaz.. imbal lehx.. not very happi news.. but at least, i saw more tings.


• e male tchers gave yM a soft toy.. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! dere was NO SMILE on YM's fAce.. hahahahaz..


• ms chin flaRed.


• went cOm laB!! yeAH! emaileD ppl!! yeAH!

I gave up on Xin Yu today? Hahahahahaha...

15/8,wednesday

• SHOPPING! bu xing jie! cool man! bought clothings and hp accessorieS!


• skin damn drY!

I hope I did not cause any trouble when I could not help much.

16/8,thursday

• YEAH! i cAlled home! man man talked to me! hahaz.. but not very willingli la.. hahaz.. wadever!


• china frens leaVing tmr.. dey came over n we chattred for very long..

Planned to wash it, but in the end did not. I should know WHY. Haha.

WEEK TWO

19/8,sunday

• visited many places yestd n todaE! we had an obscene pic of yan picking up yang's phone.. aRGH.


• went kai feng!! bought lotSa tingS!! n man man's "cosTumE"!!! so cutE la!!!


• took horse carriage too.. suddenly felt so sAd for e horSe.. aRGh.. kena hit so many many many tYMs throughout e short 20mins ridE.. haiz....


• sHoppinG aft visiting all plaCes!!


• nite weNt bu xing jie shop aGN!!! woOhoO~! lost a damn nice purple shirt i jus bought... ARGHHHHHHH~~~~~~~!!!!!!!! chao SAD!!


• finalli aft so long, we all get to eat MAC! wo~O!

Yu Chu! Haha.

20/8,monday

• last lesson wiv china tcheRs! damn lit de tcheR.. hahaz.. very emo type.. i lafed.. sRY. hahaz.. end of lesson, she played jay's jian dan ai.. we all sang tgt eh! hahahahahz.. cool..


• ZZ gave all a piece of tshirT!! cooL!


• evening went bu xing jie AGAIN! we strategised.. in e end bought lotsa tings in a very short tYM! cooL! hahahz..


• bot a disney top for RMB89 n a disNey bottoms for RMB179... damn ex but i lyk it. hahaz..

ARGH. How sad Singapore doesn't snow. Wahahahaha...

21/8,tuesday

• i fell sick. very scary. it was ling ba fa yan.. sth to do with e lymph node near my neck.. aRRRGHH.. realli painful..


• despite e pain, i still forced myself to sing 2 songs at e KTV at nite.. but aft tt, i realli cant take it anymore.. went to c doc... n e pharmacy "DoC" said i had to go for a drip in e hospital... i was stunned.. realli shocked... i couldnt react properly.. i was too scared to think of it.. but dey told me i had no other choices.. my fever was 39.1.. VEry hiGH.


• on e wae, many tots went past my mind. i used every nbit of courage to hold back my tears of fear.. i was realli helpless n scared without my family wiv me. guan cried too.. wahahahz..


• on cab, i had many stupid imaginations. hospitalised, death, operation, etc,etc flashed thru.. all i tot of were my family n friends.. many moments, my eyes were watery, woth tears of the reluctance to lose my family.. haha.. but i realli am ok n fine, alive n kicking in e end la.. hahahz..


• had 3 needle pokes all in all.. aRGh.. my firsT tym drip, in china.


• i was tinking mainly of family, HSBC n 23rd when i was feeling realli realli unwell.. =))


• stayed over at tcher's condo.. took huang laoshi's bed.. realli bu hao yi si ..... =((

Heartfelt gratitude to all who provided support in one way or another. i really needed the support, especially when I had no family beside me.

22/8,wednesday

• damn ke lian.. i cant go wiv e rest.. i watched the bus leave.. everyone left but they all left something with me.. their support, their encouragement, their wisheds. =))


• i stayed at sunzhuren's hsE tis dAE! cooL! realli appreciated her great hosting.. she's a great person.. she treats me jus lyk her own daughter..


• 9.30am, i had another drip.. i was not realli scared actl.. maybe cos im alone now, ttz y i had to be strong ba..


• went back sun's hse.. she asked her 2 students come acc me.. another tcher came too.. sun cook.. heEehee.. maDe me feel lyk home..! quoting from mr leow, "the food was good, but the company was even better." I totalli agree.


• watched harry potter n used internet! yes! chatted wiv HSBCYL!!! very happi!!! realli brightened my daE!!!!!! =)))


• called home in da afternoon.. heard mum's voice.. i jus feel lyk crying.. i choked quite alot of tyms.. i tink she din hear it.. aRgh.. i jus miss her alot when im on drip, when im sick, when im helpless.. her voice made me feel so secure and safe.. i feel her presence anw.. giving my strength to carry on.. =))

With family and friends around, nothing can get to the worst.

23/8,thursday

• managed to persudae tcher to allow me to go yun tai shan!!! yeAH!!!! finaLLI!!!! im back wiv da tEaM! woO~!


• total, we climed 10km eh!!! hahahhaz..


• on e wae up e mountain, dere's tis car.. wAH!! cool man! e driver drove damn damn damn fAst la!!! lyk taking roller coaster lyk tt la!! very scaRy but damn exciting.. hahahaz..


• nite went sun's hse to bathe.. hahah.. yes.. in e end, we forgone e last tym of drip since im alr well.. heng sia.. i was realli scaRed todAe.. dono y.. hahahz.. we ended up chatting n eating at sun's plaCE! great nitE! =))

Thanks for the messages. =))

aft 23/8, i couldnt rmb much alr.. hahaz.. but basicalli, it was still wonderful! THANKS ALL WHO EXPRESSED CONCERN WHEN IM SICK! THANKS YANGCE,YONGEN,YANLI,YVONNE FOR THE BDAE CAKE ON 29TH! THANKS YANGCE,YONGEN,YANLI FOR THE BDAE GIFT! THANKS ALL FOR THE BDAE WISHES!!!!=)) THANKS SUN LAO SHI FOR THE CARE AND CONCERN!

I didn't know such a short 2 weeks could make me miss the people in Zheng Zhou, especially Sun lao shi. She made me feel comforted. She's just like my mum. Thanks lots. I'll never forget her.

[31.08.2007]

it was cool.. i had my birthdae in 2 countries.. hahaz.. from china to singapore~! cool man! hahaz.. hsbcyl came to fetch me! n i actl believed tt dey r not coming.. hahaz.. but well.... THANKS SHERMAN BENJA YEELE!!! =))) yr presence is alr enuf actl.. thanks for e surprise n e gifTs! realli appreciate dEM loaDs lotS!!! =))))))))))))))))))))

Back at home. 21 days in China seem like a beautiful dream.

[01.09.2007]

went for tian leng jiu hui lai de musical? dono.. ying yue ju.. quite cool.. e songs all very nice n very beautifully linked up with the show.. jus tt i don realli lyk e ending.. abit..... borIng? yeah.. hahaz.. i expected much much much more touching ending la.. haahz.. okkkies nvm..

aFt tt wEnt LJS wiv guan.. saw a ger, i guess is sec2 gal, smoking.. every puff she takes in, i feel a stab in my heart.. i was tinking of her mother den.. well.. she could hv tot of her too aCTl.. how sAd.. wad is tis world turning into...

aft tt went shop a lil.. i bought a bag.. hahaz.. wAH.. SPLURGE~! ARGH.

[02.09.2007]

went ms phua's hse!! saw her baby!! very cute eh!! he's MarK Hayden sth sth sth.. i couldn't realli rmb.. hahaz.. babies are all cutE!! including my man man!!!

when i reached home, FINALLI I SAW MAN MAN!!! he was so excitEd to c me la!! he kept kicking his leGs n lafing n lafing despite e fact tt he's still drinking his miLK!! aWwww!!! he's so dArn CUTE my mANfReD!!!!!!!!!!!! hee hee... love him LOADS! =)) MUACKX!

Worry. When can this ever end?