back to school.
[10.09.2007]
lotsa homework, lotsa notes, lotsa information, lotsa tings in mind, little time. i'm trying to avoid. really. trying really hard to avoid thinking abt the scarcity of tym we have to squeeze evting on books and notes into our minds. i know i sld start early (which is lyk... now?haha..), but i jus cant seem to get myself started. ARGH. i know i sld start now. i KNOW.
aft 1 month, i finally stepped into JJC to attend a full day formal lesson! yeAH! wad a great feeling to be back in school again, with all my friends (not attending lessons..... argh.). but well, i was really tired cos i slept late yestd. hmm...
evening, yeele n i were walking home. den we saw.... GEOK WOON N FAHMI!! heehee.. dey came to studY! so we decided to stay in sch to study too.. aWww well.. hahaz.. i wanted to slp n eat badly, but, i jus wan to spend tym wiv dem! ^________^ we stayed n study, chit chatted at some pt in tym.. i jus love to be wiv 23rd.. any1 will do.. jus any 23rd-ian, i jus love to be with dem.. =))
dEn at niTe, we sAw a man. in army uniform. walking towaRds us. i did not wear specs, carn c clearly. den, as he walked closer, my blurred vision became clearer and clearer. i sensed the kind of warmth and aura. hahaz. den, i saw him. he is.................... MR SIMON LEOW!! woO~! long tym din see him.. was realli excitEd n very verY exhilaRaTed to see him!! he is realli cool.. hahaz.. very shuai in e uniform too.. wahahaz. he still rmb geok woon aka KEN aka rubbish collector.. hahaz.. dey r so fated eh.. hahaz.. well anw, we started chatting wiv him on many issues.. it's realli greAt toking to him.. i tink he realli loves and cares ALOT aloT for his students.. wad a great tcheR.. hEex.. long long long long long tym din see him, din tok to him liaoz.. realli miss him ehs!! =)))))))))))
was being questioned bout winter. i dono. one is wiv lotsa heavy valuables and dictionaries, which i am realli very willing to bring back with me. the other is with sth i have alr long lost confidence in but wiv e type of feeling that i wan to experience. that's y i realli dono. winter. hmm. maybe i'll choose tropical in e end. haha. i dono.
I think I have lost it. I am no longer her. She is not me anymore.