sians...
[27.08.2006]
ah.. long tym din blog liaoz.. rEALli nth to bLog la... sAMe old ting.. study... nth else.. boRIng liFE!! im gonna cHAsE back all e happie momenTs i've losT NOW, aft O!! yES, i MUST! well.. come back to reAlity now...
thuRs had our cHEm prACticAl... i guess i flunkED it! hahaz.. used to it liaoz... but i cant hv tis kinDa tinking anymorE.. well... i rEalli... aiYA... sTarTed tinking bout my weAk subjectS liaoz.. oh my... o leVel is neAring... jus by tt tot, feAr overwhelms me... aArRrgGgh~! dao di i study until lyk tt nw gt help anoT?! if nt, den wad sld i do!? i've owAz been tinking bout tis qn when i return home frm library... cant find e ans.. but, so fAr, i've yet to c resultS.. isiT becos not much teSts nowADaes so i cant noe e "harVesTs" of my efforTs? or isit, i jus don wan to fAce e fAct tt my efforTs are not benefitting me?! oh my goD...... im dying.. nowaDaes, i can realli feel my mind n body getting weaker n weakeR... theSe few dAes, my stomACh abit wEird ehx.. lyk aTe sth wrong.. but, e pain has been dragging for, i tink, 3 dAeS? n e pain is lyk twice a dAe ehx.. dono la.. guess i realli hv to tc of mysELf liaoz.. and to my fRens ard me.. gotTa tc of yrselvEs too.. yi ge yi ge falling sick.. hmmz... realli hv to tc ya? =))
my mind is in a whirL! im mentalli tiREd... jus feel lyk letting eVting go n jus go aHeAd to enjoY mysELf.. but i realised i cant... stressful ehx.. nv in my life, so far, hv i felt tis stressful ehx.. tian ar.. every1 is suffering nw.. o levels ar o levels.. u r so cRUeL ehx... sadistiC! n e cambrIdgE ppl.. weird.. lyk to make ppl go mad.. hahaz.. ok la.. every1 suffering out dEre due to O, jiayou ar.. gotTa paSs tis hurDLe n we'll enjoy lifE le! lyk wAd ms phua sAid.. tis phaSe is e tougheSt to go thru.. endure! we still hv our lovIng tEacheRs, famiLy n fRens ard us! okok.. stop heRe ba..
toDAe actl wantEd to go librAry aft tuition.. but my stomaCh agn.. oh no.. rushed home for e toilet.. den got to noe my mum, dad, sis n bro all stomaChaChe.. we all aTe roti prAta tis morning n e curRy taSte weird.. maYbe it's tt curry ba... rectum weAK nw.. hahaz..
alrItEs...gonna sTUdy for physics prActicAl tmr... well..... hope evting turns out well... **wish me luckks!** heEx..
Timing is always wrong. Sigh.