muG!
[28.07.2006]
haiz.. studying lyk a professional NERD allows me to pass each dae silently, with my books.. wad a boring wk.. evDae go je library aft sch, whenever possible, to study.. hmmz.. rather tiring ehx.. but ok la.. at least go dere will stAy focUs n study..
my memory nt tt gd, cant rmb wad has happened from mon to wed.. so i shall share onli thurs n todae..
yestd, went je library despite e fact tt it was alr 4++ when we left e sch.. den we studied until 9++ until e library closed.. hahaz.. yl n i went home together wiv allan.. his paREnts drove to fetch him.. so we long bang.. hahz.. *thanx allan!* while waiting, we wEre chatting.. den suddenly e peRson behind us fartEd, very loudly.. we cldn't contain our lafter, thus, lol... anw, had a v tiring dAe lo.. went home slept at 11++...
todAe, haiz.. study agn lo.. failed phy n amanths test, agn.. hai... i owAz sae im used to failing.. but deep down inside, aCtl i realli desperate to help myself.. jus dono how to go abt doing tt.. hmmz.. prelims cuming.. o lvl nearing... death is jus ard e corner... haiz!!!!!! din go je library todae.. ug ppl nt free.. yl n fahmi both nt free.. planned to go wiv lingyi, but realised tt toDAe is fRi.. so, decided to stay at home n rEst.. long tym din hv a gd break liaoz... my brain is totalli filled wiv studies n that.. haiz... jiayou lo.. **motivationless**
im losing energy, strength and everything else needed to survive.. help!
My brain juice is using up soon. I just want to forget.