wEll.. iT's ovER..
[24.05.2006]
hmmz.. quite long din blog liaoz.. chang hua duan shuo.. MT O Level cOminG!! hmmz.. we weRe having intEsive chineSe revision eVdAe.. morning 4 periods mt lessons.. evdAe gt at least 1 full pp2 to do.. wow~! but.. quitE ok ba.. my mood still is exam mood.. so still is able to focUs..well.. MT o is on the 29th May.. aFt tt, we've gt 1 whole wK of sTUdy cAMp, from 8am to 5pm.. cool ritEs? hahaZ.. but sure v tirEd one.. nvm.. leT's go sEc4s!! endurE! aFt tt studY camp, den is dialogue session n den SLC! woOhoO~! den laSt wk of hol hv another wk of study camp b4 sch reopens.. hmmz.. lyk no hol hohz.. haiz.. perhaps sEc4 is lyk tt one ba.. hahaz..wEll.. tingS happen.. esp tings tt r kept deep in the heart once said out, probs will happen.. so sCary.. dono wAd to sAe, dono how to consOle.. hahaz.. i tink we r opp.. i gues onli yQ understands wAd i meAn.. hahz.. wEll.., laSt nitE, when u receivEd a msg tt cld makE u smiLe, i receiVed a msG tt cld make me weEp.. ** weeping at a corner alone is not a gd feeling at all.. but i jus cldn't find any1's shoulder.. n oso, dEre r many restrictions if i evEr cry.. haiz.. tis is life... i accept it.. i destroyed it myself.. i've got no one to blame.. ttz y i accpeted it.. yA? i guess so.. i've owAz believe tt a gOod cRY when sum baD tIngs is good for hEalTh.. ttz y i kept asking you to cRy.. haaz.. i've owAz believed tt.. now tt i don hv you to worry for, i can finalli conc on my studies.. but i tink i can realli conc FULLY aft sum tYm.. but i rEalli hOpe if one dAe, sld u hv a neW one, pls do not tell me and DON'T EVER LET ME FIND OUT.. i'll go crAzY instantly.. hahaz.. it's funny but rather true.. well, when tingS cld not continue, we can onli keep the memories we once had togEther.. and also, it's tYm to let my pink pig return home from sC rM.. i wondEr if it's still sth to u but it dEf is a memorY for me..
i tink i yu wu lun ci above ehz.. orItes.. eNd heRe..
We've been holding on to this dream for 2 years. After so long, it has finally been shattered, by me. The pig has always been with me, even when I'm doing the thing which kept us apart. Perhaps you don't understand then. But now, you don't have to.