wEird weird onE..
[13.05.2006]
hmmx.. nowAdAes fEeling so so so so so wEirD... dono y ehx.. maYbe sTaRts to tink n tink n tink, worry n worry n worry as tYm pass and move on sTep forWaRd to da dAe when we sTeP doWn.. will it still be dA sAme?? aCtl, i dono.. or rather none of us noe... nowAdaEs chatTed alot wiv dA gErs on tis knotty prOb.. seEms lyk tis kinda ting is diff for us to fInd e aNs for our doubts in mind.. hMmz.. i don lyk lonelineSs.. but dUe to SOME rEasons, i've gotten useD to it.. or sld i sAe i hv to gEt usEd to it.. hmmz.. nvm.. i sTill hv fRens aRd me aT leASt.. n oso 23rd.. hEng aR.. if nt, dono how to survive thru tis period.. hahaz.. e
gErs are mostly facing e same prob, in e sAme situation now.. aCtl i tink is not now den suddenly all fAce sAme prob one.. is eVerY1 kept in hEart for TOO LONG le.. den now when one sTarts to share feelings on tis isSue, another one will be unable to "resist the temptation" n share.. den another one n another one... i gUess is lyk tt ba.. hahaz.. i dono.. but for mySelf, i bottled up for dAmn long liaoz.. ttz y now rEleAsEd.. but i fInd tt releasing is not my solution ehx.. aFt sharing, i tend to tink more n when i tink morE, e feeling is jus weird.. dono is sAd, lonely, painful or wAd.. hahahahaz.. jus wEIRD!! nvm.. i will gEt ovEr it.. i neEd tYm...
jus watChed the laSt episode of xian jian qi xia zhuan.. omG! xiao yao ge ge n ling er de sAd ending is rEalli very very sAddEning eHx... dEy so sWeEt.. n even on the vErgE of dEaTh, ling er bore wiv all the pain she's experiencing jus to hold on to heR lASt breath to fulfill her promise to xiao yao ge ge.. [she promised that she wun die..] but in the end, she died a painful death.. i guess xiao yao gege's pain is even more woRse ba.. hmmz.. sAD sAd sAd........
orItes.. toDae morning wEnt swimming wiv ct n yc.. we chatted bout tingS.. aFt tt, went yl's hse sing awhile den jiu go off le.. ct n yc both going out.. so i went home together when dey leAve.. lyk tt lo.. nth else..
Waiting is painful. But if the end result of the wait is sweet, the pain is worth it. Will we experience sweet or sour?