hmMx.. sHen li si bie..
[07.04.2006]
hMmx.. toDae wEnt to sCh eArly cos gT mtG.. [supposEd to be.. but.. hahaz.. our baTch perFOrmeD our forTe.. =pPp heEx..] well.. anw, jUs rEach sCh jIu sAw sTh i dOn wAn to.. hAi.. i've bEen imagining tT sCene.. but, i nV wAntEd tt to hAppen.. wEll......... it hAppeNed... hmMm.. it's tYm to wAKe up n fAce dA reaLitY.. ha..... okKiex.. cOntinue.... dEn gOt PE.. rAn 2 rouNds sCh compOunD aGn.. sIanz.. eVtime rUn run run... wALiaOz... haTe it... but.. orItes la.. did imprOVe lil' bIt.. so.. not wAStEd.. aFt dA rUn, sWEaT lyk hEll.. haha... loVe tt fEelinG! =pPp hMm... dEn nth intErEStIng liaoz..
aFt sCh gT dANce.. toDAe so sHiok!! sudDenly fElt sUPeR eNthu.. full of eNeRgY!! hahz.. dEn wEnt for sPeeCh dAe rEheaRsal in da hAll.. tt wAs so wArm + we dAnce wiV our migHt.. wOo~!!! dEn sWeAt lyk hell agn.. tis tYm rOund eVen morE worSe thAn aFt e run.. hahaz.. so cOoL.. wEt all ovER! hahaz.. dEn wEnt up to muSIc rm aFt rEheaRsal.. ms qUeENie tAUght us a neW "jatte" hahaz.. a grAcEful juMp wiv leG splIttinG, fOrming a 180 dEgReez.. but e nEW one wAs, gRaCeful jump, open dA leGs, but kip e fROnt leG.. diff to imaGine rItEs? haha.. nvm.. it's ok.. but i rEalli lOvEd tt sTEP.. it wAs so niCe~! dEN, e moDErn dAncErs wEre beIng puniShed.. hahaz.. cos we wEre too noisY.. so gOttA sPlit e whole sTrETcH of coRridOR.. wow~! hahaz.. e fLoor wAs so dAMn dirTy lo!!! den when wE gEt up, leg, hands wEre dirTy.. tt cEcIlia usEd her dirTy hands and touch my baCk(skin)!!!! aAaRrRgGHhh~!!!!! diSGUSTinG!!!!! haha... but i managed to gEt it cLeaned.. haha.. sEhx.. orIte.. dEn b4 i wEnt off, wE rEcAp some dAncEs we dAncEd laSt tYm.. wOW.. sudDenly rEalisEd we rEalli had done loTsa worKouts n peRformancEs ya.. hahaz.. den i weNt down le.. coS gT meEt-the-paRentS sEssion..
meEt-tHe-paRents sEssion sWeAt agn.. so maNy laSt min tIngs.. but managEd to gEt dEM done.. tHnx sEc4s! =)) sWeAt tHrice a dAe.. aS in, sWeAt le, dRy up, sWeAt le, dRy up and dEn sWeAt le, dRy up aGn... hahaz.. disGusTing riTe?! heEx.. seHx.. bAd tIng hAppened liaoz.. hahz.. wHile i Was waLking dOWn e sTairs, on dA wAe to clAsSrm, sUdDenly, fElt sth in my leFt leG.. i tink i pull dAo my leG liaoz.. sIanz.. haha.. sUre is due to dA sPlit de.. cos my leFt leg de sPlit nT gd.. dEn purposEly forCed it down.. maYbe ttz y huRt ba.. aIyo.. nw wAlk lyk cRipPle lyK tt.. e leG cANt sTrAigHteN.. haaz.. so fUnnIe.. but dA paIn is sUddEnly cUm den sUDdenly go.. hahaz.. wEird.. orItes.. it will be fIne aFt sum tYm..
bAd neWs to sHaRe.. haiz.. my raBbit is dEad.. haiz............. it paSsEd aWay yeStd niTe.. i wAs nt infoRMed.. my daD din tell me.. haiz.. i onLi rEaLisEd it tis morNing.. my hEaRt sANk riTe to dA botTom.. hAiz.. sO sAd.. i rmBed eVdAe when i go sCh, i hv a habit of loOking aT it while wAiting for dA liFt.. haIz.. tis morNing, sUdDenLy, it wAs gOne.. iT's tYm for me to sTOp my hAbit le.. haiz... sAd... n my my gRAndMa oso nt vEry orIte.. she's in M'sIa.. hosPitAlisEd fEw dAes aGo.. wEll.. e dOc had aSked for us to be prEpaRed for e wOrst.. my heArt sANk e 2nd tYm.. she tOok cAre of me wHen i wAs yOung cos my mum wAs worKing.. which meANs, sHE wAs e one wHo brOught me up.. dEN she gOt sIck.. heR illness [i tink is due to ovErworKing.. cao lao guo du] worSened.. e laSt tYm i sAw hEr, sHe wAs leFt wiv onLi bones n sKin.. she couldN't tOk, haD difficULty wAlking, eAting, eVting.. she neEds heLp from ppl in orDer to leAd a normal lifEsTyle.. simple tinGs lyk going to toiLet, or eVen opeNing of eYes.. she hAd difficuLty doing so.. loOking at heR situaTion, tEaRs welled up liaoz.. but, of cos dEy din rOlled down.. jus fELt vEry vErY vEry sAd.. i hAd memorIes wiv heR.. sUdDEnLy, sHe beCame lyk tt... hmmmz... *sigh* i dono wAd to do.. i could do ntH to hELp heR.. all i cOuld do wAs to sTaRe at heR n fEel e pieRce in my heArt.. tt was reaLLi a fEeling of heLpleSsneSs.. i rEalli wisHed tt sHe could be norMal and all wEll aGn.. i din haD lotSa tym wiv heR when sHe wAs pink in hEalTh.. noW, eVen if i hAd all e tYm in e wOrLd, i doubT she'll be aBle to rEPly to wAdeVer i sAe to heR.. haiz.. rEalli xin tong [heArt pain].. i wAn to visIt her.. maYbe during e goOd fRi hol.. if i don go, i wOndEr when will i c her agn.. or eVen, no morE chance le.. im rEalli dOwn.. i doNo wAd to do.. i COuld onLi visit n sTaRe at her.. haiz.. i hAte tis kinDa fEeling...
tis woRLd is cRuel.. all humAn beings hv to fAcE dEaTh.. haIz.. fAce it.............................
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