don waN!!
[05.03.2006]
hmmz.. nowAdaEs tinking aLOt se.. hahaz.. tinkIng bOut eVTinG undEr e sUn.. coNcErns me or not.. hahaz.. sIao liaoz.. but tInkIng too muCh maY sumtYms be heLPfuL to heLp humAN beinGs chANge to a bEttEr sOuL.. rEfLEcting baCk, sum tinGs i'vE done n have dEcidEd bEfore are wROng and are orEDy showIng neGatiVe eFfeCts on mY LifE.. hMmz.. of coS i wUn reVeAL wad are e wROng moVes in my liFe la.. tis is onLinE diary lehx.. u r not going to noE wAds dEEp insIDe me.. muahahaha.. [eviL lAUgH =pPp] well, anw.. life stiLL goEs on.. [quote from a maths teacher.. haha] sEtbaCks are jus "sTAtioNs" to pass in orDer to gEt the ticKEt to a sucCessFuL futurE.. hhaaz.. tTz y im aBLe to sMiLe n eNjoY Life even wHen im not fEeliNg ok insIdE.. heex..
orItex.. dEre aRe tinGs i cAnt toLerAte at tiS poiNt of my LifE.. hmmz.. i juS dono how to put intO worDs to prEVeNt the continuation of the untoLErable tinGs happening.. well.. jus prAy haRd tT all thEse will paSs rEAL soon n i'll be abLe to gEt baCk my fReeDOm n do tIngS i rEaLLi wished and also to "rEPaY" the ppl whom i've leT down due to e wRonG dEcisionS and wROng woRdS usEd on dEm.. tIs maY be e moSt difFicULt to aChieVe but i'll sTiLL do my bEst to make it haPPen!! hahaz.. [well.. at least i've tried to 'RepAY'.. ]
hmm.. my liFe is so eNerGEtIC tIs yEaR!! monDae to sUndAe everyDAe occupiED!! [sAt chEm remedIaL.. sun tuitIon..] hahaz.. rAthEr tirEd [owAz complaining to fAmiLy] but aCtl e tRUtH is im eNjoyIng!! =pPp nt eVerY1 has tis chanCe de wor.. haahz..
hmmz.. looKinG baCk at the tZeLiN yrS agO, i rEAlisEd tt i'vE reALLi becum a neW peRson.. in tErms of character, the method of solvIng prObleMx, the wAy i tInK, durAtion foR rEfLecTion, the wAy i sEtTLe prObs with mySelF[whenever im sAd, angry, stressed out, agitateD,etc], the wAy i fAce my LifE... ever since sEc 2 last part of the yr, tings sTartEd not to go as smoothly.. [dono y oso..] i used to use tEars to solve proBx.. but frm sEc 3 onwArds, i sTaRted to noe e usEleSsnesS [is dEre such a woRD? haha.. dono..] of using tEars to solve probx, but i sTilL beLieVe tt saYIng out wAdeVer is inside yr hEaRt is the onLY medicine for the illneSsEs called sTrEss, unhappineSs, angeR, men[in hypy], and all other neGativE fEElinGs.. shaRe yr probx wiv ppl whom u TRUST.. [tis is impt..] now, i aCTl kept tingS insIde my heArt for long long tYm.. as a rEsult, i fEEl irritatEd at all tYms and realli unaBle to ovErcum mysELf.. but my sis talkEd me into shaRIng my prObs with her.. dEn, i realisEd tt i'vE leT go my worrieS and eVting tt has been bottled up for wEEkS.. i feel so reLaxEd aft tt.. TIS IS TRUE.. heEx..
orIte!! i'vE finisH my leSSon!! hahaz.. jkjk.. i've finish my reFlection for my sEcondARy sCh period up to tis pt of tym.. hahz.. so.. to end off.. i'd lyk to adD a neW belief i had..
~all relationships will end soonEr or laTer.. including friENdship and loVe.. onli kinsHip will be forEVer..~
orItex.. dEre aRe tinGs i cAnt toLerAte at tiS poiNt of my LifE.. hmmz.. i juS dono how to put intO worDs to prEVeNt the continuation of the untoLErable tinGs happening.. well.. jus prAy haRd tT all thEse will paSs rEAL soon n i'll be abLe to gEt baCk my fReeDOm n do tIngS i rEaLLi wished and also to "rEPaY" the ppl whom i've leT down due to e wRonG dEcisionS and wROng woRdS usEd on dEm.. tIs maY be e moSt difFicULt to aChieVe but i'll sTiLL do my bEst to make it haPPen!! hahaz.. [well.. at least i've tried to 'RepAY'.. ]
hmm.. my liFe is so eNerGEtIC tIs yEaR!! monDae to sUndAe everyDAe occupiED!! [sAt chEm remedIaL.. sun tuitIon..] hahaz.. rAthEr tirEd [owAz complaining to fAmiLy] but aCtl e tRUtH is im eNjoyIng!! =pPp nt eVerY1 has tis chanCe de wor.. haahz..
hmmz.. looKinG baCk at the tZeLiN yrS agO, i rEAlisEd tt i'vE reALLi becum a neW peRson.. in tErms of character, the method of solvIng prObleMx, the wAy i tInK, durAtion foR rEfLecTion, the wAy i sEtTLe prObs with mySelF[whenever im sAd, angry, stressed out, agitateD,etc], the wAy i fAce my LifE... ever since sEc 2 last part of the yr, tings sTartEd not to go as smoothly.. [dono y oso..] i used to use tEars to solve proBx.. but frm sEc 3 onwArds, i sTaRted to noe e usEleSsnesS [is dEre such a woRD? haha.. dono..] of using tEars to solve probx, but i sTilL beLieVe tt saYIng out wAdeVer is inside yr hEaRt is the onLY medicine for the illneSsEs called sTrEss, unhappineSs, angeR, men[in hypy], and all other neGativE fEElinGs.. shaRe yr probx wiv ppl whom u TRUST.. [tis is impt..] now, i aCTl kept tingS insIde my heArt for long long tYm.. as a rEsult, i fEEl irritatEd at all tYms and realli unaBle to ovErcum mysELf.. but my sis talkEd me into shaRIng my prObs with her.. dEn, i realisEd tt i'vE leT go my worrieS and eVting tt has been bottled up for wEEkS.. i feel so reLaxEd aft tt.. TIS IS TRUE.. heEx..
orIte!! i'vE finisH my leSSon!! hahaz.. jkjk.. i've finish my reFlection for my sEcondARy sCh period up to tis pt of tym.. hahz.. so.. to end off.. i'd lyk to adD a neW belief i had..
~all relationships will end soonEr or laTer.. including friENdship and loVe.. onli kinsHip will be forEVer..~