contRadiCtioN..
[20.03.2006]
haIz.. sUddEnLy felt lyk evTinG in tis wOrld is cOntRadiCting.. well, aT the veRy leAst wAdeVer i tink, do, saE arE contRadicting some tYms.. i rEalli dono wAd am i tRying to dO ehx.. for cErtaIn tinGs, i ming ming fEel tis wAy but when tIngs come out of my mouth, it's e opposItE meAniNg.. but u don undErstaNd the reAl meaning..(chim ehx..!) hahaz.. wAd cRap.. aiYa.. but at cErtain tYmz, cErtain tings n dEcisions aRe maDe to fulfill cErtAIn sitUatIon.. n aGn, u don undErsTaNd.. but now, we have all leArnt how to take tIngS eAsy n leT go eAsily.. tis maY be gD, maY be bAd.. haiz.. tis tYM round, im rEalli tRAppEd.. tis is e 1st tYm i felt sO hELpleSs.. eHh.. acTl i tink is 2nd tYm ba.. haha.. dono la.. but i can tell u, it's nt a nicE fEeling.. i noe u too haD wEnt tHru tiS, but arRrgGhH~!! hahaz.. i dono wAd i toking le..! orITe.. tis parT is for e onE who undErsTAnds.. if u undErsTAnd, im rEfeRring to u.. yUp.. u.. jiu shi ni.. hahaz.. if u don undErsTAnd, tReAt tis as cRap ba.. cos i oso dono wAd im wRIting.. hahaz..
okkiEx.. anw, had a tou yun mu xuan dAe todAe.. hahaz.. so fUnNy.. cos laSt nite i sLePT at 1.01am.. den when going to fall aSLp, e couGh (vEry long le.. sTil haven hAO..) cAMe.. den i haD to sit up n cougH evTing out den i wEnt to slp agn.. den b4 i cAn get to sLp, i had to gEt up n cough aGn.. tiS waS rePeaTing itself thruout e nitE den in e end, it's tYm to wAke up le.. so i don rEalli noe how long have i sLePt.. i tink aRd 1-2 hrS ba.. so go sCh liaoz jiu havE hEadAche.. hahaz.. sLept durIng ms phUa's leSson.. but i rEalli caNT tahan la. sRy msPhuA! hahaz.. bUt aNW, nw heAdaChe hao le.. hahaz.. oRitex.. i going off le.. beFOre i go off... i wAna sAe..
HAPPY BIRTHDAE YANLI!!! =))
To everyone out there, remember. Whenever there is unsatisfaction with someone, it's always the best to voice it out. If not, things will never be solved and will be there forever. this is definitely not a nice feeling for u and me. =))