just go for it!
[15.08.2009]
yay! crazy blogger is finalli back to normal! n my mood to blog is back too!
well. started the first week of lectures. not too bad not too bad. surprisingly, the subject i last decided to take (cos i din manage to get wad i wan... -_- so i chose another one.. any-o-how-ly) turned out to be the lecture i enjoyed most. =) like wad guan says, it's a blessing in disguise!
the eng lecturer kept spamming us with lots and LOTS OF emails..............................................
the chinese lang lecturer kept saying he hv gt no choice but to HATE US if we don abide by his rules...
oh. n i met this weird person on thurs while going home.. ~.~
and! facing the same prob as mq!!! always thinking of wad to wear to sch the next day b4 slping!! TSK. so troublesome.
and went jp to find lappy case with mq on tues. hahahah. DAMN FUNNY!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!! i enjoy this kind of random meet-ups! =))
yestd! went to eat supper with hsbcyl!!! stingray again! YAY! =)) SUPPERRR FUNNY!!! stayed there for quite long.. chit chat, talk crap. HAHAHA. very funny!! <33
TODAY!! went for nus dance ensemble open classs.... holy shit! it was super tiring! my limbs were shaking while and after doing the warmups!! tooooooooo long never exercise alr!! luckily last tym wing alr gave a preview of zaini's training ah.. going prepared, i was quite shocked alr... without her "warning", i think i cant make it ah. hahaha.
then i gt muscle cramps while learning e new-super-fast-n-not-my-used to-style steps! CRAP! i was like thinking to myself, "Do i realli want to get this kind of training EVERY WEEK???" my answer? hai.. positive. i want.. tho it's very stressful jus THINKING of the trainings.. but well, guess this is one stage everyone in de went thru/has to go thru.. SO YUP! all the best to me! haha..
but! i realli hate to act gum.. i tried to act gum with a few of the freshies there. but still.. i don like the feeling. fake smiles, awkward silences, and basically talking bout history.. like... "where u from?" "which fac?" "dance background?" etc... meaningless "historical" content. cos i forgt their answers too. haha. wadever la. if destined to be friends will definitely become in future. no nd act gum.. but, friends always start off with this ma rite...? hmm.. haha. dono.. i man re type. cant force me.. haha.
and! i always get super touched when i listen to xjt's wo bu hui ai.. the bridge part. esp when he sings LIVE. =((( SO SADD!!
Am I up to it? "Believe you can, therefore you can." That was what we learnt right? =)
just a smile. yet they we are reluctant.
[06.08.2009]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAREN ON 4TH AUG! =)
cant believe it. the nine months long break is gonna end in 5 days time. OMG. time flies. when i look back, well. at least most of the times, i was happy. dancing, hanging out with friends, trying out different jobs (except office work, which i regretted not giving it a try during this break). yup. i've led a life i longed for during a levels period. a worry-free life. well. not exactly but, sort of. so.. ENOUGH! it's time to get back to student life!! =)) YAY. kinda looking forward but with some hold-backs still somehow. but i believe everything will be fine. =)
SO. on tues, we went for nus flag day!!
made new frens, quite a fun n awesome experience!! EXCEPT THE MENOPAUSE FACES GIVEN BY OFFICE PEOPLE IN SG. WELL. my day started well with caryn (a super cool girl! ^^) at vivo's taxi stand. cos lots of ppl donated!! hee.. n they were really friendly! =)) THANKS TO THOSE WHO BRIGHTENED OUR DAY! even if they did not donate, at least, they smiled. =)
den we headed to raffles place. YA. the CBD area. damn. all the office ppl. ya.. there were still ppl who donated/smiled even without donating. but still, MOST ppl gave tt menopause-and-pms look, or that "get lost" look, or "omg.. donation again.. siam.. siam!!" look.
SEE MON! JUST A SMILE WILL DO! SURELY IT'S NOT THAT HARD!
even if u don wanna donate, JUST SMILE! n say no thanks POLITELY. stupid. i got so frustrated and pissed by those pms ppl that i did not say thank you to those i approached and gave THAT face. so damn rude. HAI. makes me so ashamed of being a singaporean. even though national day is coming. haha. wow. good link good link.. HAHA!
and then when i reached home, my sis (also an office person) gave me that exact same look. OH GOSH. please.. i don wish to land in any office in future.
all right. and i failed my bidding for one of my modules. DAMNNNN IT. SOOO MA FANNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAIYA!
i want to go out with my friends!!!
There's a bigger world outside. Things won't always go the way you want. Sometimes you got to go with others too.
Selfish is the trend in our generation. 我行我素的做事方式已成了我们的习惯。Our self-awareness is so strong, that the awareness for people/things/environment around us is being overpowered and hence, neglected.
Hey people, there's a bigger world outside. There's someone else out there other than yourself! Look beyond "ME,MYSELF and I"!
the start is always the toughest
[02.08.2009]
GOSH! it's so hard! the uni way of doing things and stuff! so hard to get used to.. no more spoon-feeding. everything got to find out yrself, do things yrself, etc. hai! damn ma fan.
anyway, went for orientation talks on 27th 28th. sarah n i were quite disappointed. haha. u know why right. HAHA. anyway, got to know a few more friends. aiya. i din attend any camps. so hv to try hard to make more friends. tian ah. i hate to act gum! haha. but so far my new frens were GREAT PPL! =))
just finished the very exciting and adrenaline boosting bidding round. WOO. i got my modules. PHEW. but i used up quite some points alr. and all thanks to yanli
and karen tt i bid successfully!! HEE. THANKS GIRLS! =)
and karen tt i bid successfully!! HEE. THANKS GIRLS! =)i got my laptop! HP! RED! WOO HOO! i love it. very nice. n ct accompanied me to get this lappy! =) was damn retarded. we travelled like twice den we realised we din even hv to take any bus. it's just the opp road we r finding. haha. i led the way. yes. im direction-less. n im an IT idiot also. sis gotta help me with lotsa stuff. haha. THANKS SITI! =))
i had my second ear piercings too. hee. damn funny. haha. my neck was stiff n shivering when the person put the gun on my earlobe. haha. sha was braver than me. i cant believe it. haha. we had swensens b4 piercing too. WOO! more FATS! haha. tian ah.
went bugis with ah ma, mama, gugu and bro. to eat dimsum! WOO! nice but i hv no appetite.. =( wasted. haha. n ahma was damn funny. her legs were tired. n she took off her shoes on the station n stood barefooted! OMG. hahahahahah. n i did the same. jus for a few seconds okay. for the photo. haha. SEE.
A new beginning. It will be better and perfect in no time.