filled with love, warmth and passion. and lotsa thoughts...
[23.03.2009]
ULTIMATE LENGTHY POST!
[14.03.2009] - saturday
went for NTU and NUS open houses with friends!! yay! n the bond we share made people jealous. too cool liao. =)
SO. we went NTU first . it helped fahmi made his decision. to go NUS. -_-" haha. oh ya! we went for a tour. HAHAHAH. very funny. we were all waiting outside the hall(?).. and we waited for so long.. (actl not long la.. jus tt im impatient.. haha) den i said loudly, "i tot we r going for some tour?!" HAH! then the NTU student replied behind me... "ya ya. we still waiting for some people. sorry ah.." HAHA. im nt angry or agitated or wadsoever. i jus tot we waited at the wrong place eh. haha. wth. damn ma lu.. cos got other people joining us for the tour too.
BUT! i love the reception! HAHA! that's the best part. haha. cos the whole tour is about chemistry... physics.. science........ i don uds a single thing man. HAHA. but nvm. got reception can le. HAHAH. oh ya.. sth disgraceful i did in the reception area oso. but u cant blame me.. for the student/lecturer is called cheng hong yu. haha. and.... ok la.. don elab anymore. haha. very bad.
next to NUS! yay! we all love there! so lively. haha. but well... i was too tired to go ard asking. im getting FAT n OLD. omg. but i'd love to join their dance. probably CAC (izit?).. recommended by wing yan! =) BUT! still dono can enter anot.. so don think too much first. haha.
aft tt headed to jp for dinner at sakura thingy. HAHA. we were all SOOOO damn hungry tt when the food arrived, there was silence...... all busy eating. HAHA. this nv happen b4 okay.. HAHa. we were severely food-deprived. =) photos!
[15.03.2009] - sunday
preparation for THE surprise!! =))
went jp early in the morning! n bought stuff with bj n yl.. den headed to sherman's hse.. haha. troubled him for awhile n we decided to go yl's hse. haha. sorry for the trouble!
n so! went yl's hse n we started doing things.. yl n i made cards! bj cooked rice. haha. rushed like mad. cos i'm gg for dance in a while.. =( haha. i realli feel like joining them for the surprise eh!! haha. so cool.. but i still go for dance la.. like wad bj says.. hahaha. i see money more impt than friends. tsk... so ttz how my friends see me... tsk tsk tsk.....
So i left yl's hse.. initially sherman's sis gonna drive me to lakeside but a cab appeared at sight so i went since i'll be cabbing eventually. Thanks benja for accompanying and sherman n sis for offering yr help! =)
n i went music story. there was traffic jam along the way.. realli a bad day.. n reached. so many shuai ge dere. HAHAHA. no la. i was dere to teach dance. quite cool. n i like the place dere. all youngsters. made me young too. haha. n tt was when i realised im old! =( HAHa. how i wish i was 16 now. HAHa. okay. anw, it was a great lesson. fun.=)
went home with sherman n yl! hee.. chatted n got them to tell me bout the surprise! haha. cool man.. i still wished i was dere.. =( HAHA.
[20.03.2009] - friday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANLI!
went White Dog Cafe with sha n en! ^____^ yay! yongen bought us gift from taiwan! n hell! i love it!!! really.. it's super nice n the shade of purple is damn damn nice.. omg. =) THANKS YONGEN! =))
yay! one from sha n one from en! =))
so we went n had wedges, spicy drumlets, blueberry cheesecake n warm choc cake! omg. i love the WEDGES! HAHA! but wasnt feeling well tt dae.. headache.. or maybe it's migraine? cos it's one side onli.. haha. wadever. i tried my best to enjoy the food. haha.
aft eating, went out to take photos n chat. until we saw a whole GRP of flies.. haha. n we went for for some window shopping n went home.. sorry sha! din take bus with u! i wan to save money too. HAHA. but felt like going home earlier cos realli not feeling well. SORRY!
he outing seemed so.... blur.. n fast.. haha. cos i headache. cant rmb wad happened in detail.. haha. photo!
[21.03.2009 - 22.03.2009] - saturday,sunday
YAY! went for cruise!! it's called leisure star / leisure world i think. haha.
went with yangce, queenie, he jie n cheng lei. it was for a show on cruise la.. haha. so we went for free~! YAY! hahah. the cruise itself is "parked" in the middle of the sea! gosh! gotta take 2 bumpy boat rides b4 reaching. omg. so darn giddy, esp when it's raining so heavily! the waves r so rough... omg.. felt like puking.. but din la.. haha.
reached, checked in, went for a meal, n off for rehearsal. i like the ambience, minus the smokess... eewww... smelly. reh n reh n went back to prepare, makeup, change, etc. we used gold n brown eyeshadow! i like! =)))
show was.... abit below average i think. maybe as we do more shows, expectations rise.. but our std remains.... orite.. shall not say out my O.S. HAHA.
but it's rather enjoyable with yc ard! haha! esp at nite... hahaha.. WELL, WELL, WELL. HAHAHAHAH. inside joke.. hahaha.
second day we woke up n went ard to take photos! hee.. fun fun.. den we were super hungry so went to eat! yay.. enjoyed listening to he jie n queenie's chat. haha. very funny. hahah. aft tt, off we go!! back on shore! YEA! finalli! haha. thnx lots laoshi, CEO, he jie jiejie, cheng lei da ge and he jie's chauffeur.. thanks!!! =) it was a great trip! =)
then went home to have a nap b4 rushing down to music story agn.. the nap was.... wow. like on sea like tt.. even when im slping, i can still feel the WAVES. haha. omg. yup!
aft lesson, had ALOT to think about. so many considerations.. bout my future.. bout my passion.. bout my life.. my expectations, my attitude towards MY life... jus so many things came across my mind. which made me so tired. well. it's time. =) photos.
It's now time, for a change. Starting with A.
Mama's Arms...
[18.03.2009]
Mama's Arms - Ronan Keating
Going back to a tender age,
So full of confusion and rage,
Daddy says, Boys, your Mama's gone.
There's a hand on your shoulder as you're throwing dirt,
Someone says, Time heals the hurt.
Little man you got to keep on keepin on.
But all you want is Mama's arms.
You ride back home in a limousine,
The saddest car that you've ever seen,
Your brother cannot look you in the eye.
Lightning stikes and thunder roars,
An early winter in that heart of yours,
But you swear you won't let them see you cry
cause all you want is Mama's arms.
The neighbours come and bring you pies,
Endless words and futile sighs,
And you run up to your room and lock the door.
And there you are in your Sunday best,
The way your Mama would have had you dressed,
And you realize it doesn't matter anymore
cause all you want is Mama's arms.
Round and round and round it goes.
The seasons change the young boy grows.
To understand it's all part of some plan.
You used to wonder what it's all about,
Now those are questions you can do without.
You laugh them off and do the best you can.
But all you want is Mama's arms.
All you want in Mama's arms.
How sad. But it feels so incomplete. Like an incomplete story.
<3
phew, it's over!
[09.03.2009]
yay. finalli convinced myself to start blogging.
firstly, HAPPY 三八妇女节 TO ALL 38s.
i sprained my ankle on mon! hahaha. damn stupid the whole incident. omg. so awkward. omg. n my ankle SWELLED LIKE A PIG the next dae.. until i couldnt take it n went to see a chinese doc on the third dae.. OUCH. OUCH. OUCH. ttz all bout the visit to the doc. hmm.. now it's finalli allright. hope shows r not gonna be a prob in future..... aww......
AND! man man came over last week i think? he's so super cute!!! jus one pic of him! he loves my tortoise ALOT. hahaha. n i love him. =)
[05.03.2009]
had jj dance gathering! yay! went jp new york new york.. a good number of people turned up n im realli grateful n enjoyed myself! =) tho i don realli like the food. maybe i sld try sth else next tym.. hmm.. haha. ANW! one of the funniest incidents! vanessa waved at the camera when we were taking PHOTOS. not video! hahahah.. super funny! haha.. okay.. photos!
i like this pic. the colour combi the background the girls all very nice!!
n this was the BEST THING there. FREE candy floss~~!! woo!!
[06.03.2009]
and finally. the big day arrived. i was so super nervous.......... omg.. n i sincerely appreciate all the best wishes sent to me b4 getting my results. esp hsbczr. omg. thanks.. for making me so nervous n so calm at the same time.. haha. n when teachers were talking, i realli listened okay.. jus tt i don think the info get in.. was realli nervous. AND! i realli gotta salute the top scholar in jj, mingda. he's realli strong n good. CONGRATS. =)
gotten my results n i stared at ms yee super hard b4 i actl look at my grades. haha. wan see her rxn first. n she smiled n i looked n!!! i felt nothing. seriousli.. i had not much feelings. haha. cos i dono whether it's gd or bad or average. but it's avereage la. shall not divulge here. HA. but still, wanna thank ALL teachers for their effort! tho my results aren't superb. but i sort of expected this n is rather satisfied. THANK YOU.
felt so lost aft tt.. dono where to go.. heng i saw the kpo zr by then.. joined him with being kpo den went to yl's class with him. HAHa. no la.. he's jus being concerned i believe. *nods* haha.
saw lotsa different expressions and responses from people. some cried, tears of happiness, some tears of disappointment, some damn calm, some idk. hai. n i realised.. Life is jus like that huh? waited so long for the results n jus within a few mins, it sort of determined our future... (tho i don agree tt we would definiteli take wad we study in uni as a career in future) hmmm.. overwhelmed with the many feelings in all corners of the hall, decided to slack in canteen cos we all don feel like gg home just yet..
chatted with ernest. life's like that. ttz the only thing i can rmb of our conv... n we decided to go out for dinner with hsbc aft tt! YAY!
astons again! haha.. but well, with them, anywhere is the BEST. =)) went arcade aft tt.. HAHA! the soccer table game thing! idk wads tt called but we damn lan! lost to bj n yl 5:0 n 4:1. HAHA. ok la.. not WE la.. it's MY prob. sorry sho. HAHA. but it was realli funny. HAHAAH. oso played photohunt. n sherman's realli damn good. WOW. =)) enjoyed alot. n it made us forgt results for awhile. =)) THANKS!!! <3
[07.03.2009]
yay! went out with sha n en! went to the cafe i worked in (a.k.a. MY cafe). HAHA. yes. so we went to my cafe n started chatting.. it was realli a good chatting session.. felt like we were back to those times when we talked about everything under the sun! ohh.. i love it. n i miss it. looking forward to our next date at white dog cafe!! YAY! warm choc cake!! WOO~~~!
ok anw, the food.. i finalli ATE the food in my cafe. haha.. it was filling.. omg. aft eating at ard 3 or 4 plus, i felt SSOOOOO full all the way till i slp.. serious. haha. n wedges!!! YES! i finally ate wedges!!! i din manage to buy tt in jj the day b4 n i was sooo disappointed. haha. but i realli gotta admit, the ambience is good! =)
btw, it's realli nice working there. got to make many new friends. even with the customers! there is this REGULAR, he comes to "my" cafe almost everyday.. n he treats all of us as his friends n treats the cafe like his house. my bosses are also super nice ppl! n those servers there are also damn nice. but i don deny any chances of me quitting okay. haha.
aft tt we shopped ard bugis junction n went home. =)) enjoyed myself totally. <3
there! my food. ya. it's only sausages. but u really cant imagine how full i was aft tt.
Fake vs real. It's really hard to define or differentiate.
