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[31.12.2007]
yea! i've straightENeD my haiR! hahaz.. not exACTly straighten la.. jus waShed sTraight my hair lo.. heEhee.. no longER cURLs.. yeAH! cOOL! im gonna CUT soon. hahahahahz..

haD sTeamboat at yL's hsE. very quiet cos we din SIng at All.. haha.. watched CHANNEL 5. -_-" hahaz.. not too bad de sTeaMbOaT eh! heEx.. wiv all those cRappeRs n liaRs. haha.. kena sCAm. UGH. so stupid.
aFt tt, jj was hungRy. so we wENt bl maRKet "eAT stingRAY".. haha... but in e end when we reAChed, HAHA. we dRAnk juiCe onli. -_-"

reacHed home at 11++.. hmm..

feeling rather wEIrd. maybe it's cos im gonna c haohao aGN during 31st (tonight's) showS! omg. im realli very nervous. argh. so lan huh.

2007 ending lo. felt so ping dan tis yr.. eRr.. but it's true tt i've saW my weakneSs in dealing wiv politicS in tis 2007.. oh ya. not forgetting making 2 grps of "cliques" tis yr.. =)) neXt yr gonna be tough. wiv A levels n without ppl i care. i dono how it will turn out but jus fAce it lo.

This is not the right time for emotions to control me but I just can't help it.

photOS! =))
[29.12.2007]
YO! PICTURES! =))

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nice lehx.. muahahaha... those r photos taken during our chALEt! =)))

yea.. todAe(28.12.2007) had pracTice at queEnie's hsE.. and sEems lyk my chou wen has been spreADing aRd huh.. thnks to queEnie! damn it eh! aRGh. hahaz.. n i bought iweekLY. haohao's insidE! hee.. ttz all.

untouched hmwk. argh. hahaz.. sRy.

Right route?

23rD chaLet!
[23.12.2007]
well.. i guess quite a no. of ppl r waiting for yq's photos to be posTed.. or isit onli me? hahahaz.. okkies.. here we go..

had a cool chaleT! wiv half e batch turned up.. still, i lovE e compANy wiv thEse KIDS. hahaz.. e bbq was gOOD! wiv dEM, we nd not worry bout food supply since we hv GEOKWOON, nd not worry tt fire will take forEVer to be started since we hv IZZAT, nd not worry tt no one will cook since we hv SITI, nd not worry tt no one will take pic since we hv YIQING, nd not worry tt no one will play vball since we hv FAHMI, nd not worry tt no one will cook marshmellow since we hv DESMOND, nd not worry tt dere's no games since we hv AARON, WEICHIANG, ZHICHIAW,YEELE, nd not worry tt dere's no gossips since we hv YANLI, SOKTENG, MINGXIAN, nd not worry if halfway our camera go crazy since we hv YUANCHENG, nd not worry tt dere's no dettol since we hv MEIQI, nd not worry tt dere's no one to EAT since we hv YANHONG n lastly, me to ..... errr.... shout. hahahaz..

yea.. those r e ppl who turned up. n yeA, it was fun. as usual! heE.. went to e beAch at 11++.. too big a grp, i ended up sitting n watching dem taLk. ct oso.. hahaz.. not too bad ar.. i was bout to emo aCtl cos the BEACH is realli jus too nice an emo atmosphere la.. haha.. but I DIDN'T! =pPp

meT some bonsak(izit tis word? it jus suddenyl slipped off my mind..) ppl oso. xia si wo le.... **sweaTs** hahaz..

OH MY GAWD!! I SAW HAO HAO's picture AT DOWNTOWN! well.. he's one of the singERs for the countdown at dt ma.. so, his face was on the POSTER! DAMN DAMN DAMN!!!! super HIGH!!! OMG! hahaz.. omg omg omg.... we are jus, FATED. haha. Sry huh.. =pPp

aFt checking out, some heAded to yl's hse.. [3went home, 4went back to sch..] and of cos, we sang! hah.. i finally tried e hokkien sONG! omg. ttz my "ambition" for lyk a few wks.. haha. and i finally did it. hahaz. yEs.

we plaYEd cARds too.. reaction gaMEs mosTly.. n i reaLised, e smarTEr ppl tend to reAct slower. for example, YEELE,GEOKWOON,YANHONG(err.. yh exceptional la.. hahaz).. it wAs fun. shouting, playing, laughing! woO~ we mus play tis wiv MONEY BETS during neW yr.. i don cARe. haha.. den we all can win yL's n gw's asset alr. hahaz.. =pPp

walked home wiv aaron n wc.. haha.. wA.. suddenly when leSSer ppl dey becAMe so so so so so so SI WEN MAN! hahahaz.. tian ar..

and reAChed home aTe nasi lemak my mum cookeD! WOO! hahaz.. n i finalli sAw dem aFt 6 daEs. haahz..

dono y.. emo-ness overwhelms aGN.. maybe i'm afraid to study n MUG nxt yr... maybe i don tink i can memo all those choreograhy.. aiya.. i tink im jus trying to squeeze those stressful tings into my mind all tgt. ttz y emo ba.. hahahz.. look at e bright side: im gonna start sch soon n im not even 1/4 done wiv my hmwk. ha. BRIGHT huh...

Certain things need not words to feel the heart.
Certain things we only have actions as memories, but not the hearts.
Certain routes you know there is no ending but you just want to continue.

MERRY CHRISTMAS! =)
[25.12.2007]
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!
HAPPIE BELATED BIRTHDAE MAMA!

wOW.. it's christmas todAE! hahaz.. i've aLways waNTed to celebrAte xmaS but i jus dono how..it's jus WEIRD for me to celeb. hahaz..

okkieS! yESTd was my mUm's bdAe! but she's still in m'sia so.. too baD!! hahaz.. heARd she's havening diarrhoea.. hahaz.. eat too much liao la. hahahaz.. hope she gETs well! heEx. oh ya.. had a FUN nitE yeStD!! heEx..

we had a show yeStD agN! aT... ERrrrr... rivERville hotEL? haha.. im not very surE.. our show plaCE is sort of "coffeehouse" in e hotel.. a very small restAUrANt lYK tt.. which meANs.... dere's NO STAGE. which means we're dancing ON THE FLOOR. hahaz.. ok la.. it wAs very enjoyaBLE. hahaz..

SHIT. forGt to take a pic of da changing room.. it's DARN SMALL. but it was lighted wiv a yellow lamp.. very romantic atmospheRE. hahaz..

the show wENt well.. ending was gReAT. we gt some audiences up on stagE to dance wiv us.. n we formed a line and wALked aRd! cool. hahaz.. but some disGRaCEful tings happeNEd... shan't exPosE heR seCrEt. =X

AFt tt, queENie sENt sha n yc for their cELeb wiv their dAtEs AND! hahaz.. sErENe n i wENt wiv queenie n CEO to bl markeT for sUppER! hahaz.. we had stingrAy, sATAy, hao jian, sotong, icE! wOO~! gReAt xmaS eVe wiv dEm.. heEx.. =))

tis morning! queEnie sent me tis.. “ ~叮叮当`叮叮当 (鸡母抓鸡公)~*圣诞节快乐*。。。皓皓祝福您!” tho i don uds wAd e ji mu n ji gong tingy.. buT! OMG! 皓皓eh!!! haha.. i noe queenie added e laST line heRSElf, but still! OMG!!

orite.. off for dinneR! =))

Tomorrow's OUR FUN TIME~! Love 23rd.

hOME "ALOne"...
[22.12.2007]
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!

皓皓 is making me cRazY! OH NO!! ok. i shall introduce.

we've been putting up shows at some kinda pub-lookalike placE these few dAEs.. (it's a decent "pub" tho.) we r those dancers backing up singers when dey r singing.. yea.. AND! dere is tis singEr call 皓皓 and he's a nice fellow.. hahaz.. he's a taiwAneSe n he singS damn well and he's a niCe peRson! heEx.. ok. i fell in love wiv his voiCe. u noe taiwanese has a kinda accent which realli mesmerizEd me... and of cos his nice voice when singing makes me melt too.. hahaz.. and my admirATion continueS.. muahahahz...

YESTD had a full dress reh (wiv audiences de). i ASKED HIM for CD! MUAHAHAH... 1st chance to tok to him personally~! hahahaz.. ttz alr enuf to maKe me high for e rEst of e dAe.. hahaz.. oh no. he's DAMN CUTE.

TODAE!! omg. haD a show at bukit panjang aREa.. and during the laSt dANce, i haD a sAfetY pin opeNEd! n it was poking my leG u noe! i cant pull it off cos i was weaRing thosE THAI ppl de long "fingernails".. yea.. n he when waS coming down the sTAge, he sAw me having some difficulty AND........ HE HELPED ME TAKE THE PIN OFF!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!! i had one more dance afterwaRds so i cld jus sae a simple "thank you" AND HE SAID "BU YONG!" TO ME!!! hahahahahahhahaz... OMG OMG OMG!!!!

TIAN ARR!!! hahahaz. if i eVer had a chance to take a pic wiv him, i will NOT post it up here.. hahaz.. cos well.. he's not good-looking.. and he's.....kinda........gay.... but well... he jus had some kinda chaRIsMa.. hahahahaz.. oh no. tis is realli unlyk me huh.. heE heE...

okkies.. here's yesTd's peRf photos.. hahaz.. at the "pub"'s changing room.. heEx... it's realli MESSY.

hahaz.. ttz shasha acTing _________. (fill in wadever u like) =pPp AND the person in red is one of dA singERs.

ttz 5 of us + sEreNe, the holy person taking the photo without heRsELf in it. hee hee. thanks! =))

yEs, my life is COLOURFUL. hahaz.. tmr's frEe which meAns, HMWK! oh ya.. im home alone wiv my family ALL in m'sia for FIVE DAMN DAYS. ARgh.

皓皓~~~~~!!!!!!!!


[22.12.2007]
okays. im darn tired now.. but im here to sae sth.... 皓皓!!!!!! (ok. u dono him. intro him tmr.. hahaz.. ) but, he's DAMN cute n he sings VERY WELL!!!! omg. ok. but he's old. so i can onli admire... but still, tian ar!!!!

New target: 皓皓!=))

三瞑三夜。。。 萧敬腾!

[20.12.2007]

tian aR.. okkies.. it's an hokkien song.. but.. i jus lovE it! i kept singing tis song tho it's alr very OLD. hahahaz.. okkieS! lemme introduce.. he's XIAO JING TENG!!! omg. his voiCe is DAMN POWERFUL!!!!! okkies.. but he's not handSOme..... so.. it's GUAN's tyPe... muahahahahahahah... =pPpPp

I've realised it only in my dream. Well, better than nothing. Ha.


many tings..
[19.12.2007]
BUSY!

[15 DEC] woO~! had show at wEstin hotEl i tink.. hahaz.. not sure.. coOL.. big sTAgE! but still cock ups due to some stupid last min changes.. it has owAz been lyk tt tho.. DAMNED. hahaz.. okkies.. but quite cool.. cos e waiting room is BIG n comFORtABle.. hahahaz..

sOme photOs while waiting for performancE!
wing n sErENe! =))




[16 - 17 DEC] chalet-ed.. hahaz.. FUN and FUNNY! heng i still got to catch 5566 n xiaozhu on sTar aWaRdS~~!! heEe... chaTted ALOT. love this kinda momeNts.. heEx..

aFt tt wEnt toWn wiv da gERS! wOo! heE... wALked alot n ya.. i haD blistERs too.. hahaz.. but well.. i still love neoprIntz wiv dEM! hahaz.. owAz noisY.. hahaz.. pics go yiqing's or yeele's blog to see ba. heEx... cool dAe! but tirEd oso...

nitE, watched xiao jing tEng's videOs during his PK competition.. tian aR... will realli feel lyk marrying him when he sings.. BUT NOT WHEN HE TALKS. -_-" hahaz.. sry guan. =pPp

[18.12.2007] TODAEEEE!!! wEnt queEnie's hsE for praCtiCe.. hmm.. wAS laTe for 28mins.. sRy sha.. hahaz.. den practise n den rusHed off to meEt HSBCYL! FINALLY we went out tgt... hahaz..

as usual, ms tAN was LATE for 8mins initially but due to silliness, we wEre laTe for almost 30mins.. hahaz.. SRY! n thus, we started e movie laTE.. n in e end, i dono wADs e name of e show n wAds e show talking about............. -_-"""""" yea.. it's a SURPRISE SCREENING.

dEn haD dinner at pizZahut.. hahaz.. waited for very long for order to be taken, for food to be served, for soup to be served, for manager to come, for many tings.. hahaz.. but still, it's a COMPANY tt matters huh.. hahahahahahhahahaz...

on train, chatted.. oh ya.. i asked my sis bout goldEn compaSs cos she watched liao.. her reply was, "HerH! tt show... [started describing e details....] NOT NICE." COnclusion: Sherman's really wEIRD.

tirEd. tis wk evdAe got tings to do.... when can i ever START my hmwk......................................... haiz... oh ya.... i wana CUT MY HAIR!!!!! so tirEd of kiping it.. hahaz..

The more I dance, the more I see, the less I want to speak.

[12.12.2007]
wOW. i realised this is my 201st post. cool man.

very very very tired tis few daes.. hmm..

fell sick cos of a damn LOR MAI GAI. hahaz.. yea.. i had diarrhoea. for a week. (the point is..... becos of tis, i slimmed down 2kg..!!! yeA BABy~! heEheEx...) hahaz.. yestd went to c e CORRECT doc to get e CORRECT medicine FINALLI.. todae's much much beTa.. hahaz.. i can eAt ba kut teh tmr.. WOO!

yea.. tis month ALOT dance shows.. aRgh.. yea.. PAssiON is REalli IMPT. cos it's realli e ONLI ting tt can kip one gg, doing e same tings over n over agn.. haha.. when one's tirEd, money is no longer an issue. Ha.

now i noe why "showbiz" is DARk.

I have to become stronger. hahaz.. nt emo.. jus... SUDdenli felt so... haha.

The longer I don't see him, the "faker" he becomes. Is he really someone I once carried in my arms calling him MY BABY? AWW. I MISS MAN MAN.

[05.12.2007]
yeStd went wEsTgrOve pri for dANce de reheaRsal.. tmr having another one.. hmm.. our "trOupE" aDded a new membER!! yeAH! welcome huitEnG~!! =)) u'll enjoY lyk how we did.. heEx..! =))

went liB wiv gUan toDAe.. hahahz.. yeah.. very nan de ehx.. hahahz.. din do much aCtl.. cos i rEalisEd i forGt to bring xsfh.. which i TOT i brought.. damn..

oh ya.. rain daRn heAVy todAe.. hmmm...

i dono y. seriously.

I STILL MISS MY BABY!!


Without him, I seriuosly don't feel like being at home everyday.

back n sad.
[12.01.2007]
YOYOYO! bACk yeStd nitE! heex.. cool SIA! i love SIA! but i heArd cathay is beta now.. hahahz.. ANWS! updates on china trip!

when we reached our homeland! JJcians! =))

beijing n shanghai r cool plaCEs.. seriouS! heE.. visited many placeS n dey're actl not boring eh! hahahahz.. yea.. tis tYm round shopping chances decreaSEd.. bought VERY FEW TINGS! sai.. n e pricEs r not as GOOD as last tym zhengzhou one.. hahahz.. but still OK la.. ya.. den.. e trip is a very IMAGE one.. e tcheRs kip caring bout imaGe.. ARGH. driving me cRaZY.. CANT EVEN JOKE! WAD A JOKE.

i love e trip's stay place most.. in beijing, we stayed in 4stars hotEL named GARDEN HOTEL. hahaz.. n guan found her new FLAME dere. hahahz.. e breakfaSt is owAz buffet one but i owAz eat e same tings, for 11days.. hahaz.. Ham + poRridGe! sumtyms wiv toasTed breAD! n fruits of cos! heEx.. quite nice aCTl.. hahaz.. of cos wiv e "competition" gg on wiv ahlian n angeline, breakfaSt was owAz happie! hahaz..


my breakfaSt.. looks good rite.. wahaha..

in shanghai, we stayed in fudan high sch de hosTel.. good condition too.. similar to hotEl actl.. but some de living conditions not tt gd.. hahaz.. but well.. these r all experiences..

i had a buddy in tt high sch.. hahaz.. n guan commented tt she's alwAys in shock. hahaz.. jus look at e photo beLow. =)

yea. shocked. heEx.. she's a great fren! =))

we gave some gifTs to bu lao shi on e laSt nite.. she GREAT! love her loaDs! =))

this trip was great becos of those friends. angeline,ahlian,yvonne,yuying,yangce,yongen,ahben,guan,weixiang! yeAH! not forgetting those from nyjc,tjc,hci... thnx for creating this beautiful memorY! =)))

guan n i in garden hotel!

the shuai ge ANGELINE! heEx..

yea.. n i received a DARN BAD NEWS when i reached sing. I LOST MY SON! man man no longeR is paRt of our family.. my mum has officially stopped babysitting him when im in CHINA! DAMN. n i knew it onli yeSTd.. but well, still, i visited him todAe! hahz.. n he STILL RMBS ME! woO~! love him loaDs.. haiz.. but he's became slimmer.. alot slimmer.. hope he can leAd a happier life at his REAL HOME. love him. <33


todAe slaCKed.. but quite stReSs. cos those hmwk n e hectic month kip appearing in my mind. ya rite. im trying to escape. haiz.. but how long can i do tt?? hahaz.. okok.. i will sTARt those work SOON. nd mood de ok. hahaz.. n i m still yet to unpack my luggage. guess it'll take months AGAIN. hahaz.. cos im LAZY.

如果你从没出现,我会不会觉得快了一些。想念变成怀念。。。

Memories of Manfred will always be in my heart. I love him as much as I love myself. He is part of my life, part of me.