cHinEs H1 A's...
[29.10.2007]
haApi bELated bDaE, mUhd iZzAt bin ROSLaN!
had chinese pp tis morning.. quite lame.. cos i heARd tt it's not realli helpful unless we get into cHinese de faculty in future.. ha. orites.. thanks hur... =X
my whole wEeK is oCcupiEd!!! from mon till sAT!! OMG! cOol.. so now leFt sun fRee.. which i tink mq can TRY to dAte us all on tt dAe for dinnER?? wahahaz.. =pPp
ritEs.. toDAe, we did something cOoL for some cOoL ppl!! woOhOo! realli cool.. hope dEy lyk it.. and well.. it realli dis take aloT of courAge to do so eh.. cos u noe.. many a tYms, our surprises...FAILED. -_-" but it's diff tis tym round! =))))))
tmr's op liaoz.. heEs.. hurRY.. geT it ovEr n done with, QUICK. oh ya.. still hv e I&R.. wAhpiang... =xX
After that day, I realised life's really vulnerable. 外婆。。。
haha. ponned.
[23.10.2007]
wow. nth much. jus to shaRe a beautiful pic wiv u peEps! so daRn coOL.. even e sKy can be "sEpaRaTeD" into tWO. black and white. hmmm.. so wad bout humanZ?
most of us present ourselves differently at different situations jus to fit in to the environment or even jus to fit in your social circle.. i do so. at different tyms, i am different. sometimes, even NOT myself at all. but, i've come to realise tt... well.. tis is e ONLY wae to survive well in e contradictory socieTy.. not everyone to u is tRue.. u r not true to every single one ard u too... so, conclusion, evting is fair at e end. u do not appear TRUe to EVERYONE. not EVERYONE is TRUe to u afterall.. haha.. the world is FAIR.
but well.. i do treat SOME PEOPLE TRUELY.. hahaz.. those who REALLY DESERVES. one of dEm.. is... han xiu cao... (im trying to hide your identity... so use this.... han xiu cao.. hahahahaz...) hahahahahahahahaz.. you are the beST! im touched. realli.. by that ONE message.. jus the tot of it warms my heARt.. this kinda warmth is realli "warm-ful" especially when it is raining heavily now, as i was blogging... i love you! wahahahz.. **muacKs!**
not an emo entRy.. jus to find sth to blog... yeah. nth's on my mind. serious. hahaz.
so heRe's the piC! the divided sky... hahaz.
The world is FAIR. You lose something, you gain something. You treat people this way, you will be treated likewise.
induction camp 2007.
[20.10.2007]
hmmz. wad a dae..
turned out otherwise.
wt eff.
it's like endless wait. haha.
it's like wrong mouth. HA.
it's like close stranger. wts.
it's like... i've learnt to become a mute. and hope i can be a wealthy mute summore. so that i don hv to depend on that close stranger. so that i don hv to realise that true disgusting colour of that close stranger. so that i don hv to realise OH. that's actually someone so close to me! eff.
it's like... i've learnt to become a deaf. and hope i can realli be selectively deaf summore. so that i don hv to listen to those hurtful words. so that i don hv to hear the noise in the world. so that i don hv to know UH. this world is actually so noisy!
i love manfred. i admire his life. no worries. no stand of his own. no nd to give opinions. no nd to create unhappiness in the world. no nd to feel IT. no nd to know IT. no nd to overcome IT. no nd to escape from IT.
Mutes. Deafs. Not necessarily bad. Look positive. =)
after so long.. hahaz..
[19.10.2007]
im baCK!! aiyA... todae finalli got back ALL pps.. ok ba.. hahaz.. overall din fail... phew...
saw those j2s in sCh evdAe mugging mugging mugging... haiz.... nxt yR's my tuRn.. suCKy. i'm sCaRed... haiz... haha.
i tink my liFe is dARn boring.. haha.. yeA.. it's realli realli boRIng... lyk no aim lyk tt.. gt aim oso cant do anyting much.. wahaha.. waliaoehx..
im starting to hallucinaTe aGain la.. wth.
i've been trying to escAPe evtIme.. i maNaGed to do so legally but it wun laSt long. i noe.
i still love man man mosT! =))
I want a more exciting and challenging life.
carn do anything to help you...
[04.10.2007]
一切都不一样了。。。 现在的，我却只能这样看着。。。