NEON c o u t u r e

break finally..

[29.06.2007]

phew.. finally im baCk from my heCtic 1st wK of sChooL... aRgh.. so so so so so tirEd.. evdAe slePt so laTE.. evDAe deRe r tings botheRIng me.. eVdAe deRE r so many tings in my mind.. aRGh.

todAe was so so so so tirEd!! i slept at 230AM! omg.. n still have not finish studying for CLL teSt la.. den went to slp.. cant tAHan.. den sTh happened.. i sAw a fox above me when i was tossing n turning n cldnt slp... couldnt move, jus felt hot n nuMb.. aRGGh.. i guess im jus too too tirEd ba.. hahaz.. omg.. im getting from baD to worSE!! laSt tym slp at 4 oso can.. now onli 230 i cant tAHan!! aRGH!

whole dAe, my eyes lyk 5/6 closEd.. hahaz.. brain oso not realli worKing.. hahaz.. still din compLete 2 hmwk tho.. hahaz..

cSL mtG at 430.. aFt tt, went caNtEEn chit chaTtEd wiv da fREns! ppl at the table were: pearlyn,yl,ch,bq,amanda,jk,xy,(elwin,irene,latin,ee chow)... we had a gReAt tym chaTTing.. miss those dAes realli.. hmm.. but, even though it's been so damn long since we all last sat together n tok cock, somehow i felt tt all of us still enjoy each other's company alot, jus tt we din mention it.. hey peEps!! i miSs ya! =0)

gg m'sia tMR!!! visit my uncLE n take tis chaNce to take a bREAk.. pheW.. timely holidAE.. aFt such a hectic wk.. as i was tYPing, i felt lyk slping.. seRIous.. hahaz.. well.. nvm..

monDae's yOUTh dAe hoLIdaE!!! yeAH!

How I wish I could see only either the black or the white in life; no grey.

i'm not happy.not in high spirits. not cheerful. not jovial

[27.06.2007]

argh.. things are happening against my will.. evting is happening so ............... hmmmz.. as much as i want to smile, i find that i cldnt ehx.. hahaz... im dead ba..

well... lyk wad HS saes... life wouldnt be life if we got everything we want... i don wan to accept this, but i hv to admit..

aRRGghh...... unwell emotionally... aRGh.. but i will get ovEr tis... i will pull through... =))

I need the BOOK. I need it to SMILE.

smiless...

[26.06.2007]

HAPPIE BURFDAY PINKY!
hahahz.. todAe's most MEMORABLE/jing dian (PC) is as follows.. hahhaz.. our dEar kaREn.. sth happened.. which was rather hilarious.. hahaz.. but i din catch the scEnE.. jus tt the pOsT morTEM was funny.. hahahz.. okkies nvM... hahaz.. we hAd fUn.. hahaz..

nxt up, received a msG! woOoOoOOooooOO~!!! hahahahahhahaz..

another ting i did todAe, which was so superB! i went sCh lib with yaNLi.. n i started doing my hmwk dErE~!! my god! isnt tt so unlyk me~!!! hahahahahz..

pei yanLi stayed till 430 den went home.. on the way home, i was aCtl smiling.. of cos, putting those unhappy tings behind me, then i was able to smile. =)) (thanx.)

I'm glad I came JJC.I'm glad I joined Love Fiesta Planning Committee.I'm glad I know them.

sCh reopEns..

[25.06.2007]

sUcky dAe cos sCh reopened.. hahaz.. but oso due to other rEAsons..

i din complete my hmwk.. but nth happened.. hahaz.. wells.. ttz not a realli gd sign..

had lessons till 3pm toDae.. quitE hiGh at some brEaks.. hahahaz.. but slePt during GP leSSon.. too boring.. n i gt called up by e tCher.. hahaz.. **diu lian**

aFt tt, 430pm had dANce.. hahaz.. yL accompaNieD me from 3 to 430.. wa.. touched sia.. hahaz.. thnx!! =))

aFt went dAnce.. im not involvEd in e currently-choreograhing dance la!! cos of da sTu*** cHiNa tRiP... aRRgGh... im so prepaREd for tis man... so prepaREd.... siAnz.. but got to noe we r perfoming for oD!! woO~! i wan perform lehx.. it's HIP HOP!!! hahahz.. hope can.. yet to ask mS Lim.. hope it is possiBlE.. =))

is status in really so DAMN imporTanT in todae's socieTY? wad about other things like...... years of friendship? disregarded?? i think i no longer noe u anymore.. or am i jus starting to noe u....

Humans are scary. Well, maybe not humans. It is just the fame, the authority, the power which make humans scary.

sWeNsEns!

[24.06.2007]

HAPPIE BELATED BURFDAY TO MY DEAR MAN MAN!!!! <333

HAPPIE BURFDAE CHENDI . IVANXU

aRgh.. i havEn finish my hMwk... doing eLit now... hahaz.. no inspiration so come here blog.. still, i cant resist the tEMPtaTion of blogGing.. haha..

yeStd evening wEnt mAN mAn's hsE!! it was his bdAe yeStD!!! woO~! he dressed till so cooL la.. colour scheme was yellow, gold tt tyPe.. woOhoO~! hahahz.. love him loAdS! but he kePt cRying.. hahaz.. but was still cutE.. heEeheEx... i jus lovE him.. shall upload photos nxt tym... not many tho.. heEx... den went home, continue biaing hmwk.. till 2am.. den went slp...

woke up in da morNing.. continue hmwk.. aRgh.. the result of feigning innocence n not doing da hMwK at the beginning of holidAes..... hahaz.. well.. so bia now lo.. but still went out wiv hSBcyL for dinner despite the facT tt my hmwK aint compleTed yet.. hahaz.. well.. u can c how i wEigh my tinGs.. hahaz.. accordINg to IMPORTANCE.. or rather "IMPORTANCE".. hahaz..

but, tis was e SHORTEST dinner we eVer had.. hahaz.. izit cos of our hmwk???????? aRGgHh... HOMEWORK.... sai... hate it..

sCh's reopening tmr.. well.. it has nv been closEd to me.. hahaz.. ok la.. so gotta find my inspiration on continue my hmwk now... buai buai.... **so sian!!!**

末急，末慌，末害怕。。。（孙协志)

aRgh.. eMo aGn..

[22.06.2007]

walked home first(jus feel lyk gg home b4 gg school.. emo.. hahz..) . went for econs tut . PW mtg . went home . used com .

im tiRed. hmwk not completed yet.. aRGh... oritEss.... wadeVEr..

man man wAs acTing wEirD toDae.. it's been long sInce my mum gOt angRy (realli angry) at him.. well, he's jus a baBy anw... dono wAds gotTen into my mum.. maybe she's jus frusTrAtEd.. n of cos.. man man is getting naughtier eAch dAe..

nowAdAes, i emo very extreme eh.. don xiao dao ar.. hahaz..

yestd nite.. my bro wantEd borrow shoe bag from me, but it's not at home.. so couldnt help him aT all.. arGh.. his voice sounded so helpless yet i could not help.. aRgh.. e feeling is not good as his sisTer anw.. at tt pt in tym, i was tinking.. the helplessness my bro felt.. im sure he was realli helpless.. he's gg for a camp e nxt dAe n it was darn late in nite n he haven finish packing his bag.. how i hope i could deliver my shoebag to him immediately.. but i cant.. ttz all i, as his sister can do.. to sae "i cant help" to him at his pt of helplessness..

tis afternoon.. my dad was preparing for his trip to gENtIng tonitE.. he borrowEd a jackEt from me.. (e jacket was big enuf for him anw..) i lent him.. of cos.. den he took out another jackeT of his.. den he aSk me choose which one nicEr.. well, both was below average i can sAe.. but i still managed to pick out the nicER one.. at tt pt in tym, i was tinking.. i could nt afford to even buy a jacket for my dad when he has worked hard for me for the past 17yrs and more to go.......

in da evening.. my mum said tis to me, " eh.. lin ah.. ltr after man man go home, go out walk walk wiv me lehx..." in a depressed tone by the wae.. i realli dono y.. i tot it was jus a casual remark u noe.. but den she continued, "it's realli stressful to take care of man man.. i'm feeling very tired.. dono wan to continue taking care of him anot.. haiz.. go out take a walk beta.." at tt pt in tym, i was tinking, once agn.. i could nt even help to lighten my mum's burden... wad can i do den as HER child?

same evening.. my sis quarrelled wiv me over an issue of locking e door... i started tinking.. how many tyms have we actl quarrelled over the 17 yrs of my lifE? r theSe quarels necessary at all??!? no. my daes spent wif my sis passed mostly with quarrels. of cos dere were happi moments.. moments when we go crazy.. so im tinking.. if one dae i die, wad will she rmb of me den? my stubborn character? my very jian mouth? my childish comments made to her? my suanings? or me as her sister?

hmmz.. all these r small matters.. but it jus seems to impact me so much so much todae.. i dono e reason too.. maybe i'm jus feeling rather worthless and unworthy of staying in this family... since i cant do much for my family.. the ones whom i deared the most.

You(They) will always gonna be my love. You(They) will always be inside my heart. Now and forever...

MINDS!!

[21.06.2007]

HAPPIE BURFDAY DIDI!

woKe up eaRly todAe! our class haD our sL projeCt..heEx.. tho not whole cls reach... haha.. quiTe fun.. heRe goEs!!

we gatheRed at LN.. heE.. thanx mR leOw! den brieFing.. leArnt e dANcE! den we sEt off. went to tAKe bus.. hahahaz.. SBS bus.... no transporT la!! aRGh~! sai.. ahhaaz..

on bus.. we damn noiSy.. my god.. hahaz.. nvm.. reached bukit timah...

minds sch! went in, saw e kids.. dey were super frenLy.. heEx.. i beCame aVaC aFtErall.. hahaz.. i offEred.. sRy yaNLi.. pangseh u aGn.. sRy... =((

aFt 2 seesions of dAnce! woO.. dey were quite exhaustEd.. we did singing sEssion.. heEx.. ended well guess..

went home.. den now at yL's hse.. gg sCh tmr morning for eCons leCture.. aRGh.. supposed to be todae de lo.. aRGGhh... wasted my fridae morning... sux... byebye.. go do hmwk liaoz...

oh ya!! it's my bro's bdAe todAE! hahaz.. n we got nth for him.. sRy aR! hahaz.. okkies.. buhbye~!

Intellectualy challenged people may eventually be a better friend. Normal people tend to consider too much about other factors which in turn lost the real meaning of true friendship.

many yrs of friendship.. so weak..

[21.06.2007]

somehow someway, i managed to find this photo!! woO~! heEz..

i realli don lyk to handLE heArt maTtErs.. it's jus tedioUs and derE is no dEfiniTe wAe to soLve dEm.. now, i don c e nD to soLve..

acting oritE but feeling otherwise. is wAd mosT ppl choose to do when thingS come beTweEn someone whom u r veRy cloSe wiv.. but tis aCt often huRts that otHer peRson silENtly.. well.. im dumb enuf to think that it's jus a transition period.. i will jus let things take plaCe naturalli now.... wAdEvEr.. i don realli cAre now.. i'll do wAd im supposE to.. it jus sUx to noe tt u r aCtl such a peRson.. i din noe it... aFt so many yrS.. my god.

well.. maybe im jus irritated`frustrated`disgusted`upset. but most imptly, im disappointed. realli.. damn disappointEd.. so many yrs for nothing??? haiz...

人心真的很难猜测。。。我不喜欢这样的内心的战争。。。尤其是和我非常要好的朋友。。。

aRgH! no moRe tYm for hmWK!

[19.06.2007]

woO~! jus feel lyk posting this.. man man is so dArn cUTe!! loVes hIm~!!! <333

[taken on Fathers' Day! at grandma's hse!]

aWw.. tiREd.. feLt lyk sLeEpiNg.. goNna sLeEp eArLy todAe.. tho it's aLr 11++.. hahaz..

tis mOrniNg had gP reMediaL.. wAhsEh.. damn borIng siA!! fELt lyk slpIng.. but still leArned sTh.. e sAMe old sTuFfs.. yups.. jus more in-dEPth nia..

aFt tt, had oD mtg wiv mS Lim, coNnie and yL.. tiRed.. heNg din laSt SUPER long.. quite long but jus niCe la..

aFt tt, weNt kbOx wiv yL,yQ,aAron,wC,yK.. hahahaz.. okkies... i rEgretTed.. nD sPend $$ n wAsTe tYm... wEllllll.......... my homeWork........... aRGH!

nvm.. reAcheD home, downloAdEd the maThs hoL aSsigNmeNt.. hahaz.. yUP.. HOL ASSIGNMENT and im dling onli now, 6dAes b4 sCh reopENs.. hahaha..

nowAdAes, the bLog culture haS become more n more a hot tOpiC for ppl to disCUss.. from printEd meDia to blogging, from public aFfaIrs to perSonAL opinions.. many belieVed tt teEns lyk to blOg cos deY lyk to contROl wad dey have, e.g. design their own blog, write about their own stUfF... well.. to me, i onLi want to keep my memoRies n eVeRy singLE speCial or voRIng moments on the intErnet.. sEe aR................ hahaz.. write on book, one dAe the book mitE turn yEllow, wiv silVEr fish growing in it! it mitE tEar as tym paSsEs.. net, unleSs dEre's a worldwidE virUs aTtAck or wAdsoeVer, it will neVer be erAsEd or spoiLt.. yeAh.. keEPing "tinGS" heRe is still a beTtEr choice, well, TO ME. hahaz.. =)))

Holiday is ending very soon. Time passes really fast. And this "TIME", can really wash away alot of things, including feelings and memories. I don't know if I should be glad or sad. Everyone else thought that I should be real glad. Well, maybe I should.?! =))

[17.06.2007]

HAPPIE FATHERS' DAY TO MY REAL DAD . WENJIN . CHINHUA~!!

woo.. it's fAtheRs' dAe todAe!! nTh mucH aCtl.. hahaz.. stayEd at home.. tok bout yeStD?? yeAH!

i worKed as a pusHcaRt sAleSgiRL at JEC.. hahaz.. quite fun sia! jus tt i don realli want to bump into any shou ren.. hahaz.. but i did.. hahaz.. nvm.. quite fun sia! had a chANce to paCk shirTs into baG, den prEss the caSh register tingy.. hahahz.. damn shuang! n fun! wo~O! i wana woRk aGN! but dono when liao.. heEheE...

aFt tt, yANli came.. chaTted wiv her quitE alOt.. wOo~! shuang.. den heAded to jP for dinNer wiv our cliqUe! the 5 gerS! hahaz.. shuang.. we haD pizZA.. yea.. n we discusseD alot of tingS! den shoppEd for fathers' dAe gift.. i din get anyting.. at first.. hahaa...

todAE! went to jp wiv sis to gEt fathers' dae gift.. we planned to get birds neSt at firSt.. n we realli did.. woO~! cool gifT.. i gueSsed tis is wad dey (dad n mum gonna shaRe this box of birds nesT..) needed mosT.. i tink dey're tirEd of their responsibilities as our dad n mum.. hope tis gift can realli PeRk dem up!! =)))

Happy Fathers' Day!

sLC o7!

[15.06.2007]

sLc o7 is ovEr..

dAy1

wEnt for morNinG rEPorTing... wow.. we wOke up eARLy.. hahaz.. okkies.. finalli sAw cH!! wOo~! hahaz.. misSed him.. but rEalli aR.. don realli feel lyk speAking to him in eNg.. hahaz.. sEeing him maDe me tink bACk of his guidAnce peRIod, not forgEtTing qY! =))) memories...... aFt tt, it rAineD, waitEd for it to sTOp, den we leFt jSs.. aft tt, we cAMe baCk in dA eVeNing for niTewALk.. plaYEd a lil.. dEn leFt..

nite, chitchaTtEd wiv ms tAN.. den we bougHt cup noodLEs.. den ofF to sLeEP!

dAy2

slaCKeD.. woke up onli in dA aFtErnoOn.. hahaz.. skipPed sTand by bUnK.. sRy sAbrIna! dEn rEaCHed at 5++ tgt wiv mq for mtg.. heEs.. damn coOL.. 23rd wAs aLr sEaTed in sTaFf lounge.. mtg wENt on.. i misSed e fEeling of 23rd cuming tgT for a sAme rEAson, sAme aIM.. well, of cos, misSed e dAes when 23rD saT tgt for a sAMe mtg.. heEs.. cooL.. disCUsSed n disMisSed.. heEs.. den we wAitEd.............................................................. finalli, it's coming...

we stood in a cirCLe.. hahaz.. but v noisY.. hahaz.. not cool enuf sia.. haha.. but anw, it wEnt quite ok..

day3

hahaz.. procEeDed to the hall.. got rEaDy.. sTh happenEd at our plaCe.. izZat sAw sth, i feLT sTh.. but... dono.. haahaz.. eEriE lehx.. nvm.. den 2nd round for 23rD sTaRtEd.. hahahz.. realli.. imaGes of 23rD 2 yRs baCk cAme.. we went tHru THAT tGT... sTrong eMo fEeling.. jus dono how to put it into wOrds.. i rMbEd lotS of tingS.. lots of tinGs which 23Rd weNt thrU tgT.. well.. all becAme memoriEs now.. =))

as i did wAd im suppoSed to, i suddenLy found out sTh which realli broke my heArt, disappointEd me.. if i dIn aSk, i wouldnt have knoWn how _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ i wAs... it wAs realli disheArTeniNg.. well.. i'vE done my bEst in my tErm....

it eNdEd, shook haNds, fELt alot.. alot alot.. well, it's ovEr..

morning, took sEc2s for fLaG rAisIng.. hahaz.. wAs leThaRgIc aCtl.. but slowLy, bcaMe more n morE aWake.. heE... morning PT, i went off for a baTH! wo~O! damn shuang.. tHankx yANLi for yr compaNy! den bReAKfAst.. finalli i sAw food.. i wAs sTaRving thruout e nite.. realli.. gAsTrIc if can be judgEd by leVel, i tink my gAsTric prOB wEnt up to e highEsT ever leVel it could eveR get.. hahaz.. omos dieD..

den wEnt for sTand by bunk.. was sToning aT firSt.. nt eNuf sLp (oh ya.. slept for aRd 30 mins onli!! powEr sia! hahaz..) + in pain.. woO~! but in e eNd, i still maNaGed to pull thru! hhaaz.. quite fun.. hope da sEc2s eNjoYed tt SBB.. heEx.. den we leFt..

rEached home, i sLEpt...

Denial, disapproval. Is this what I get after working so DAMN HARD?!

If you think I do not deserve _________ at all, why in the first place you went against your will and now you showed your disapproval so obviously? It's really hurtful. Suddenly I felt so hurt. So hurt by how you react.

One wrong decision caused my lifetime misery. Sometimes I just want to go straight up to you and clear things up. But, I respect you, that's why I held myself back. Now, I don't know if you still deserves my respect!

Oh ya. One more thing. I find myself a substitute. A very convenient one somemore.

4-5 bBQ~!

[12.06.2007]

HAPPIE BURFDAY SHASHA!!

aRRgGh.. bad aFternoon todAe[11.06.2007].. shall nt bOTHER to tok bout it.. i noe it's my fauLt.. but i jus don wan admit it.. i've owAz beEn ridiculous, stubboRN n unrEaSOnaBLE... i noe it's my very very baD "haBit"?? do u even call it a habit? i dono.. aiYA.. jus damn pissEd... pisSed by mysELf aCtl..

evening wEnt yL's hsE for 4-5 bbq.. tho not many turNed up, we still cRapped here n deRe.. hahaz.. AND it rained... jus when we startEd coOking the 1st batch of food.. hahaz.. nvm.. we still manaGEd to cook.. hahaz.. qiang ritE! hahaz.. damn funnY.. faHMi was lyk jus came up from sWimming poOL la... so wET! hahaz..

aT aRd 1o++ every1 leFt, exCEpt allan, fahmi n me.. so we + yL sAt beside e piT n sTaRtEd chit cHatTing.. hhaz.. gt to noe more bout the difF beTwN AC n JJ! woO~! hahaz.. n dey said i'll gEt discriMinATed in AC.. hahaz.. cos im too 38! hahahaz.. well.. i've got nth to sAe.. hahaz..

aFt tt, we wEnt baCk to yL's hsE.. allan n fAHmi insisTed n wATching dEaTh notE.. n i neEded fAHmi cos he's sEnding me home... [by e waE, it's aRd 12 by e tYm we rEAch yL's hse...] aRrGGh.. so waited.. with an uneAsy fEeling, with a heaVy burDen in my heARt.. damn sTrESsfUL.. i usEd e com.. to hide my anxieTy.. hahaz.. in e end, aT aRd 1+++, my mum called.. n finaLLy, i sTayed at yL's hsE.... wow... i was reAlli toucheD by the worDs.. by of cos, i din exPrEsS it out.. well..... i don realli feel lyk staying todAe aCtl.. i din bring anyting n the impt tings to bg, i din... maybe tmr mrg im gg baCK to taKE.. but tt'll be aFt reporting liaoz.. heEx..

orITes.. im gg off to sLP.. but dEy r still watching dEaTh notE.. aRRggh... maybe i'll jus play neOPeTs ba.. haha... okkieS! buhbye~!! SLC's cuminG~!! fEel it coming......

I don't mean what I say. Really.

wOoO~!! adDed sonG!

[10.06.2007]

woO~!! i aDded sonG [a moment lyk this!]and chaNgEd blogsKin!! but i still prEfEr my laSt blOgSkin.. the aUtUmn lovE tingy.. it's so beAutiFUl la.! but people are comPlaiNing that nEed loTsa tYm to lOAd my BLog n eVen opEning my bLog will lAg their whOLe com.. hahaz.. so cHange lo... hahaz.. hope tis sKin is oK liao! hahaz.. anw, i usEd the song "A moment like this" cos i tink every ting i write in this bLog is a moment in my life... hahahahahahahahahahaha...

oriTEs.. don intEnd to blog de.. cos todae dAMn borIng.. haahz.. but nvm.. sinCe i eDitEd e tEMplATe, so shun bian blog.. heEheEx.. nth much la.. jus sit infROnt of tV n cOm toDAe.. tYPed gPP.. haven finish still.. leFt ABIT!! yeAH!! ltr late in da nite, im gonna do hMwK! hahaz..

oritEsS!! nxt up in my liFE!

moNdAe: 4/5 bBQ!

tUeSdAe: SLC

wEDneSdAe: SLC

thuRsDAe: SLC

fRidAe: may be woRKing! if not... have to sTay at home do hmWK lo....

sAturDaE n sUndAe: so fAr nth on! heEx.. sLaCK!

A moment like this, some people wait a lifetime.

sudDen woRry for juniors...

[10.06.2007]

aiya.. actl don feel lyk blogging todAe.. but... i cANt.. felt so weird....

went ard to look at council junioRs' blogs.. i reALIsed im getting more n more worried as i reAd more n more bloGs!! my goodnEsS! lyk im going for cAMp mysElf as a CAMPER ehx...! so weirD!! moSt of the bloGS wrote bout the busY scheDuLe dey hv, the prep they have completed n yet to be compleTed, the uneasineSs, the neAring of SLC... aRrGgh... i felt so uneaSy too.. hahaz.. but im not invOLved ehx... aiya.. jus weirD fEeLing la.. hahaz..

i realli hope the insTructorS can hv a gReAt tYM or even the BESTEST tym in their council tErm in this cuming SLC, n im sure dEy will.. give it yr bEst shot cos it's gonna be the very laSt cAmp orGAnised by the group of u, 24th sTudEnt cOunciL.. u guys may not feel it now, but when SLC ends, u will now wad is the meaning of LAST. good luCKs! =)))))

nxT, sEc3s!!! jiaYOu!! tis is a very sCaRy n sTrEssFUl peRIod for dem cos dey r totalli clueless abt wads gonna happen to dem aft SLC.. all dey can do is to realli reaCt to wadeVer situation tt is to come throughout the cAMp.. n the mosT impt ting is to REACT WELL AND FAST.. i believe in their capabilitieS.. jiaYOu! posTs may be impt.. but rmb, wads more impT is the unitY of yr baTch.. at the eNd of the caMP, eAch of u MUST feel happi, not becos of the posT u gEt, but beCOs of the sTrongEr bondIng u gUys cReATed! =))))

sEc2s~! dey may not noe me.. hahaz.. nvm.. aFt tis cAMp, u will noe 23rD! hahaz.. okkieS.. gRAb tis chancE to realli look at how yr sEnioRS do tingS.. OBSERVE AND THINK... oso, LEAD.. SLC for sEc2s maY b fun but at the sAMe tym can leARn lotSa tings.. don forGEt for the futUre cAMps, u guys will be leaDing yr junioRs! oso.... yr tiEs!!!! worK haRd!! =)))

cLAss coMMitTee leAdErS! it's a gReAt honour to be aBLe to atTend SLC reaLLI! im sure u will enjoY! of cos, dEy'll dEf be tYms when u fEel ANgRy,sAd,fRUsTrAted,reLucTAnt,wadever wadever.. but at the eNd of the dAe, u will misS SLC.. yes, u will! =))

hahaz.. well, i've written so much, but dey may not even come to my blOG! nvm! hahaz.. im jus feeling very uneAsy, ttx y i wrotE theSE.. maYBe cos SLC meANt too mucH to 23rd, ttx y i don wAN junioRs to neGLect n den look baCK n rEGrEt for not cheRIshing SLC.. yeA..

laSTLY!! 23rD's gonna come tgT aGaIN!! woO~! coOL! we shall hv hell loaDs of fun, cRaps n laughtErs!!! looking forWARd to c u guys!!! aHHHH!!!!!!!! =))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

If you want the rainbow, you have to put up with the rain.

~Student Leaders Camp 2006

LeP cAmp!

[09.06.2007]

baCk fRom LEp cAMP!

it was from 05.06.2007 to todae, 08.06.2007.. woO~! hahaz.. lyk chaLEt lyk tt.. not exaCTly camp lo.. i haD more slp than usual.. hahaz..

DAY 1 [05.06.2007]

not very excitEd bout e cAMp.. traVelled to NTU from sChooL.. hahaz.. cRapped wiv yaNLi.. hahaz.. okkies.. den reAched NTU.. still lethARgIc n mood-leSs.. suddENLy sAw a very familiAr peRSOn.. hahahaz.. CHEN DI KU! hahaz.. he wAs e ovErALL inchaRge for the facilitATOrs as well as e emcEe for mosT of the eventS! woAH.. finalli sAw an organising comm person tt i noe.. felt sAFer.. hahaz.. okkies.. aCTl 1st dAe rather sLAck la.. ya.. heEx.. AND!! sum of our lunch n dinner is usE coupon de.. daMN NOOB LA! reALLI! wth! so er la.. hahahaz.. eEeeE... aT nitE.. heEx.. sLept wiv yANLi.. hahahz.. n we sLept rather eARLy.. hhahaz.. shuang.. but 1st nite.. hahaz.. rather sCAred la.. hahahaz.. jus close eyes lo.. hahaz..

DAY 2 [06.06.2007]

hmmz.. oso lotSa taLks lo.. gt hmwK summorE... aRRgGh... aT nitE had wen yu wan hui.. aiya.. is sTh lyk perFOrmaNCe + compeTition lo.. ok la.. not too baD.. heEheEx.. but atmosphERe not very ritE.. hahaz.. anw, i beCAMe AVAC!! contRolling e musIC for the nitE!! woO! damn cOOL! hahahaz.. inbal!!! woO~!

DAY 3 [07.06.2007]

we got to work as a gRP finalli! yeAH! we prepaREd our skit for e nitE performancE~! woO~! n i wAs e timer n AVAC aGN! inbal!! hahaz. okok.. in e end, our gRP gt FIRST!! woO~! damn shuang la!! =)))))))))))))))))))

DAY 4 [08.06.2007]

hahaz.. gonna bREAk cAMp! i woke up, breakfASt, den went baCK slp agn.. hahaz.. tis is how much tym we haD la... hahaz.. okok.. den did waDeVEr we're supposEd to, den bREAK cAMP! yeAH! went home, played wiv man man!! yeAH!!

looking forWArd to SLC! yeAH! 23rd gonna meEt up sOoN~!! cYa guys!! =)))

anw, i started tis entRy in da aFTernoon at aRd 6+++?? hahaz. n i endEd at 0126.. hahaz.. well.......

The feeling of home is great.

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[03.06.2007]

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[03.06.2007]

woOHoO~! hAd a gReAt daeS!! =))

hahaz.. fRi [01.06.2007] weNt to jSs for dANcE! hEex... misS sEcondAry scHooL life manz! heEx.. okkies.. aFt tt went jP for luncH wiv queENie, mdm oh n sHa.. chit chaTted.. dEn went off for PW discusSIon.. hahaz.. damn high n fun discusSion.. hahaz.. i neVer kneW i cld eNjoY PW so much.. hahaz.. but our gRp ar, owAz divErgE foCUs de.. hahaz.. sudDENLi chat bout sth else.. hahaz.. maybe ttz y i enJoyEd ba.. hahahaz.. okkies.. nxT.. wEnt yL's hsE.. aCtl main purposE is to help out wib the prEp of bBq foOd.. in e end, i endED up singing n singing n singing.. wahahahahaz.. sRy guys!!! 0.O hahaz..

sAT!!!!!!! [02.06.2007] the dAe i lookeD forwARd to for DAMN LONG! hahahahahahz.. supeR shuang la.. okkies... morning.. i wAs laTe for OD mtg.. well..... im srY.. it wasnt not on purpose.. i jus ovERsLEpt.. sRy.. hahaz.. dEn went off at 12 plus... evening wEnt YL's hSE for BBQ!!!! yeAH!!! hahahahahahahahaz... oritE..

leFt e hsE, reAched laKeside mRT.. den sAw a gRp of jj leADers..hahaz.. dEy r those gg for BBQ peEps!!! woO~! hhaaz.. so i went yL's hse wiv dEM.. leow dey all reached shortly.. heehee.. so cool.. we sANg sum sOngs.. but kaRaokE room leFt onli 6 ppl i gueSS? hahaz..

awhile lTr, went to plaY vball n bball wiv soCCer ball... wahahahaz.. funny ritE!! i plaYED bbaLL!! omg!! hahahaz.. but i guess my TEAM MATES treat me as trANspaRent ba.. hahahahahz.. i jus kept shouting.. it's jus too funny n excitING! hahahaz.. in da end, my throat.... arrggh... i forGt i still wana sing ltr.... aRrggh..... nvm..

aFt playing, wENt to eAT!! n a sTupid ting haPpened.. benJa n i weRe betting on e flaVOur of the WADEVER drink... i gueSSed aPPle.. he gueSsed chrysanthemum.. bet was a serving of food from e losEr for the winneR.. hahaz.. n gueSs wad.. i lost.. beCOs dEY sAw e ingredients dEre wiv "extract of chrysanthemum".... wad e shit... n i lost undEr e sCHeming haNds of LINE... aRrGh.. hahahaz.. but it was very funny la... hahhaz... had gReat food.. all very nice.. woO~! hahaz.. den all j2s excePt shaorong went swimming wiv leow.. hahahz.. we concludEd tt sr is e more rationale one.. hahahz.. he knows sth will happen so he din wana join.. hahahaz.. funny.. den we suan, joke, chit chaTted, took sum photos.. hEex.. very fun.. oh ya.. e stingRAy was....................................... super hot................ realli..... SUPER HOT.... but damn nicE! hahaha.. e swimming gUys came baCk n i haD bad dRIms cos of fRANCIs if u noe y... hahahahz.. okkies.. den gRP photo tAKen.. we took photos tgt too!!! woO~! finaLLI!! yeA! heEx.. so happi!! =))))))) we den cleARed up n wENt baCK yl's hsE.. heE heex..

yeah.. n i sang agn.. but e voiCe damn lan.. hahahz.. er la.. nvm.. all wENt home.. we were TRYING TO settle out 2 sTuff.. hahahaz.. 12am paSt..... we haven decide yet... 1am, 2am, 3am tickEd off..... wow... we still have not come to an agReement yeT.. den we decided to slp... hahahahahz.. funny.. stayed so laTe chit chaTTing in e end, no decision.. hahahahz.. but realli enjoyEd.. damn fun.. n we slept... [without bathing aFt bbq.... disgusted.. hahaahahz.. but don cAre la.. hahahahahahahaz..]

sUn [03.06.2007] we wOke up n wEnt jp mAC for bREakfAST! den chaTted till 12 plus.. wahahahahz... damn shuang! hahahz.. den wENt home.. i used com awhile, den sLEPt.. hahaz. woke up to plaY wiv e angmoh baby den went to slp agn.. den woke up to play wiv man man... till now.. hahaz.. orITeS!! pics heRE!!! yet to be blingee-ed.. give me awhile morE!

dey were fascinated by yl's hse de sink.. hahahz..

upload e rESt ltr... heehee..

Another day of my life labelled beautiful.