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[29.04.2007]
yEstd damn lotsa aCtivitIEs.. hahahaz...

morNing wOke up eArly to go tOapaYOh sTAdium for OD mtG.. quite cooL.. tis mTG waS caLLed sITe recky.. we recky e plaCe, den sAt outSIde updATe n discuss.. ya.. ttz bout it.. hahaz..

dEN wENt baCK sCH for SL projeCt mtg.. wah.. fieRy.... rELax peEPs.. including mySelf.. hahaz.. contROL anGEr!! tis is sth i must brUsh up on.. heEx.. leT's b cool ppl tGT! jiaYOu! hahaz..

dEN went e outsIDe aFfinitY sAt wiv peARlyn.. hmmz.. cheEr up geR! fitE all da wAE! show dem wad u realli deSErVES! but no maTter wAd dEcision u maKe in e end, we'll owAz support u!! =))))

aFt tt, we[chinhong,ivan,amanda,pearlyn,jiajun,xinyi,yeele,me] wENt jp for sWensEns! hahaz.. chit chat n aTe.. hahaz.. aFt quite long, we leFt.. den shopped for quite sum tYm den we finalli deCidEd on renting a movIE n wATch at yl's hsE!! n we cHOSe......... STEPUP! woO~! super cools.. den heADeD to yl's hse!

hahaz.. everyone was lyk.. "wah.. in-bar.." hahaz.. wth.. funny ehx.. dEN we sAng some sOngs jiu change to wATch sTep up.. tho' it's not my 1st tYM waTChing, but i sTill damn excitEd..!!! wOaH! e dance very cool, very nice!! hmm.... hahahz... realli..!

den wENt home.. waitEd for ivAn's bus to aRrive, peaRLyn n xinyi took cAb home 1st.. den e rEst of us took caB too.. hhaaz.. thnx jj!! hahahahahahahaz.....

ttz bout it for yeSTd! thnx guys for maKing another dAe of my life so beAUtifUL! =))

Solve future problems at present moment!

sYf 07 --- siLVER!
[26.04.2007]
rushing to studY now.. haiz.. cos i ovErslEPt tis aFTernooN! wts.. hahaz.. okkies.. so lets kip it short n simple!

we got SILVER for SYF eh!! ttz so unbelievaBLE! realli is UNBELIEVABLE.. neVEr did we eXPeCt tis... hahahahaz..

tmr haVing CLL tESt.. n dEre's a 4pAGes long LIT eSsay to be handEd in tmr! im rushing! hahahz.. byebye!!

What happen to people? Sometimes I really hope I have the ability to understand what every single one is thinking about. So I can know how to help at least.

SYF o7!
[25.04.2007]
wAh.. damn tiREd.. todAe had sYf compeTition.. hahaz.. quite funny aCTL..

morning aFt flag-raIsiNg, went LEP room gEt reAdy.. went hall dancEd few tYMs, den sTArted wiv maKeups! hahaz.. supeR cool.. i LOVE e gReEn eYeshaDOW! it's so damn naturalli n nicE ehx! haha.. put e fAKe eyelaSHEs.. woaH! supeR long n thick! eyes supeR big! big till i don tink deY're my eYES! hahahahaz.. wth.. seriousLY la.. hahaz.. but toDAe's maEKup realli nice.. e mosT beautiful maKeup i ever had since young eh.. [tho' is exaggerating.. well, we're performing eh!] wahahahaz.. =)))

den aTe chicKEn rice.. hav to commeNt.. e veg is realli NICE! woO~! hahaz.. chickenrice+e superbly nice veg+lemonaDE! woAH! hahaz.. greAt luncH! =))

sEt off to youTh cC.. wa.. e usheRs dEre lyk we owE dem lotsa money lyk tt la.. hahaz.. lyk wan fight us lyk tt.. no nd to be so sTErn la cummon! enjoY! u r woking in SYF cENtRAL judging compETitIon ehx! hahaz.. enjoy la! anw, we weRe all damn caLm.. hahaz.. or rather, we din worry at all, until we stepped onto e baCKstAge.. seriously.. we weRe still joking, playing.. but im sure we did our beSt on sTAGe! =))

dEn finalli our tUrn.. sEriously, e ligHt damn sTRong.. gt one sTep is nd to turn continuoSLy for 8 rounds den baLAnce on one leg.. hahaz.. i sEe totalli NOTHING.. hahaz.. BLACK la! e stage is SUPER BRIGHT + turning maKes plp giddy.. hahaz.. but nth wENt wrong.. vision regain baCK fAst.. hahaz.. did my vERy vERy beSt todAe.. hahaz.. cos i noe tis is my LAST SYF.. i realli put in all liaoz.. but well, tchER sAes veyr normal peRformanCE.. not much enerGy.. not much impaCt.. jus veRy normal.. hmmz.. tmr dEN noe reSUlts.. till den, i'l blog agn. =))

went baCk sCh.. removeD makeup.. hair very haRd.. hahaz.. cos of e geL n sPRAy.. my god. hahaz.. den wENt concOUrse do hmwk.. acc-ing sha to wait for her mum's call.. very tirED n hungRy.. went cantEen buy food den sAw yaNLi.. realisEd i misSed ALOT todAe.. HAIZ... sian............... i HATE doing catching up worK ehx.. sAI la.. hmmmz....

Some things just can NEVER be forced to happen or can NEVER be prevented from happening. We shall wait and see.

grEAt yesteRdaE!
[24.04.2007]
woOh~! let's tok bout sUndAE! =)))

sUndAe [22.04.2007], woke up eARLy.. sTArted tYPing minutEs for cSL mtg on sAt.. realisEd i realli lovE doing minUtES! hahaz.. abit pervertic but realli, it jus feels gRet when u see things r dAMn organisED.. hahahahahz.. =pPp

dEN sTArted preParIng for dA daTE! hahahaz.. bathed n all those.. sEt off to JE maC to sTudy at 11+++... who noes tt MS TAN still at home DOWNLOADING SONGS! hahaz.. no choice.. i go dEre alone 1st.. damn sian la... roAMed ard ALONE... boring.. but shopped n bought 2 pairS of eArstuDS! woOhoO~! cool man.. hahaz.. but i realli haTE shopping ALONE... hahaz.. weirDO yl.. she finds it enjoyable... ?_? hahaz..

dEn yl rEACHed.. hahaz.. we sTArted "studYIng".. or rather eat n chit-chatting.. hahaz.. afT quite long, den sTArted on wOrk.. concurRENtly, we wEre busY disCUssing ltr's ting wiv HS.. BC's slping............ZzZZz... hahaz.. yeah.. ma fan la! e movie n timing all cant suit.. hahaz.. but in e end, evting turns out well.. hahahahz.. READ ON. hahaz.. BC actl wanted to go chinatown cut hair.. but i tink tt wAs a lie.. haahz.. in da end, HSBC came, to "surprisE" us.. well.. we werent realli surprised.. hahaz.. den dEy helped yL wiv her problematic MATHS TEST. ahhaz.. aFt tt, we heADed to VIVO!

yeAH! reached, went to cheCK da showtYMs.. haha... looks lyk "Because I Said So" was e onli suitable n availaBLe one.. hahaz.. ya.. so bought e tix n wEnt eat.. CARLS JUNIOR. hahaz.. 1st tYM.. e burGEr realli big la.. hahaz.. had grEAt tym laughing while eATIng.. hahaz.. okkies.. time's UP! went for movIE!

hahaz.. go in oso very diu lian.. dEY walked so fASt... or rather, dey RAN so fASt.. realli diu lian......................... hahaz.. ok.. went in, show sTARted. hahaz.. we[yl n me] acTl planned to leAVe haLFwAe thru to gEt gifT.. BUT! e show was VERY FUNNY and abit HORNY! hahaz.. so in da end, we din leAVe.. we wATChed dA whole show. hahaz.. realli funny.... and realli -_-"""".. hahahz...

dEn weNT e dono wAD shop tt sElls lotSa anime sTufF.. wah.. ***sweats*** not to elab, jus show e change in emotions: excited, gotten ready to buy, den disappointed, followed by stressed up, lastly, GLAD. hahahz..

on tRAin, crapped agAin.. hahaz.. v funny.. **cumon! we're actl living in a MULTI-RACIAL COUNTRY! hope my meaning is conveyed thru tt sentence. hahaz..**
of cos, along e wAe rite from e sTArt, dERe wEre all laftERs.. hahaz.. had a gReAT tYM! hope u guys enjoyeD too! =))))

To HSBC: Welcomes from YL and I! =pPpPpPp [Though we both sort of failed to plan the supposedly "surprise". Haha.]

im realli tired......
[20.04.2007]
hmmm..... realli realli realli tirEd tis wEek.. my goD.. 10 dAes din blog in... realli paCKed wiv lotSa aCTivitiEs... orItes .. i shall wRIte bout tis wK's eVents..

mOndAe nth much aCtl.. haD dANce.. very tiREd.. [cant realli rmb wAd happened liaoz..]

tUes.. had a rAther SLAck PC.. hahaz.. **phEw** dEn nitE had dinNEr wiv loTSa ppl at piZZa hUT!! aTe cUrRy baKEd rICe.. wtH!! dAMn hot la!! eat liao mt stOmaCh on fire.. hahaz.. cant eVEn sit up sTR8.. so wE took cAb home.. hahahahz.. jiajun sponsORed! thnx! =pPppPpPp hahaz.. sLept laTe..

wEd.. sUPEr tirEd.. sLept very little cos wEnt home laSt laSt nite still gotTa bia hmwk.. no choice.. haD dANce... very tIrIng.. but i did quite to my veRy beSt todAe.. hahaz.. quite glad.. but realli tirEd.. eSp e wARm up.. wahpiang...................... went hOme, lie on chaIr slePt awhile, very laTe den sTArt hw.. den, slePt laTE agn..

thuRs.. morning haD one Lit tutoriAL.. mr sHankaR went rEServIst.. e mr flying dutchman tCHer came to rELief.. wa.. i tink he aTe wrong meDicIne la.. came our cls 1st ting is to sHOut, sCRem, sCOld.. ahhaz.. wEll.. i dun blame him.. i may become lyk tt 50 yrs down e rOAd.. hahahaz... den aFtnoon haD pC... tmd.. rAn 7 rounds............................!!! wTS! hahaz. but aCtl nd rUn 8 rounds de la.. but i cut one.. hahahz.. **shHhH....** aft e rounds, did 25 inclined flex.. haaz.. well.. all tHeSe contRIbuted to e sTRain on my leGs n arms.. (dANce + PC.. tcHErs all tink we r gOD!) weNt home rATher eARly.. but in e eNd, sTill slEPt at 1am. wTh..

fRi, toDAe.. no eNErGy at all.. haha.. reAlli tIRed n dEAd.. i omos fEll aSLp in eVEry leSson.. tHanks to fRens aRd me who prOVidEd sWeeTs theSe fEw dAES! hahaz.. realli tired la.. aFtnnon haD dANce, full dREsS rEHeaRSal, including maKEup.. we sTArted prEpaRIng + prACtise fROm 2pm till 730pm to be eXACt.. wad e........ im realli tirEd la.. lotSA misTAkes.. omos sprAIned aNkle during one of e prACtice toDAe.. beNja, zHongrU, yiLong, those councillors outside waTching.. i wAs dAMn aFRaid la.. hahahaz.. realli.. so paisEH! ttz y i omos sPrained anKLe n did misTAkes tt i din maDe bEFOre!! hahaz..funny la.. so maLU! waDevEr.. den those ex-dance seniors cAMe baCK naGgEd n gaVe commENts.. thnx.. but maYbe we cLd spEeD up n CUt shorT e tYm nxT tym.. realli dRAgGed for TOO LONG.. all weRE letharGic, all WEre dEAd n commeNTs jus kip coming.. i dOubt all of us realli LISTEN n RMB.. well, but i still apprECIAte! thnx! =)) but im realli tirEd.. wALked home, gAStrIc.. i din had lunCh.. hmmmmm...... so ke lian la.. gaSTric + fatigue + muscke aCHe + lotSa tingz on mind to be done.. hahaz.. [cRY for me!!!] rusheD home haD dinner den aCcompaNied mum go buy sTufFs.. tirEd.. manaGEd to sEtTle CSL stuff on e wAe home n on e wAe to nTUC.. hahaz.. phew.. reAChed home, finallu had tYM to updATE my bLOG!! woO~! shuang.. hahz...

sAt.. gonna hAVe CSL mtG in da morning, aFtnoon haVIng dAnce prACtise aGain.......... looks lyk im nt gg to have any tym for lunch agn... aRRggGhHH~!.....**sigh** im realli tirEd... help.... help...... help..... aCtl planned to hv a gd rESt on sAt but sEems lyk my plan has beEN forCEd to be aBandoned.. =(( haiz... endUring damn haRd now.. aFt sYF gonna hv more fRee tYm leFt for sTUDies eSP..

sUn.. yeAH! gg out wiv HSBCYL!! woO~!! looking forWARD! eH!! we go taKe neopRInts!!! yeAH!!!!! ttz e onli ting im looking forWARd to tis wk.. heEx.. [[HSBCYL owaz make me smile!]] ^____________________________________^

aH! realli tirED tis wK.. jiayou....... 5 morE dAes to SYF.. endurE... =)

Can't help but to think. Think about the past. I know I should stop, but yet I can't. For these memories are so deep in my heart.

hMMm....
[10.04.2007]
todAe.... damn sian.. morNing haD PT... trAined on leGs musCLEs... damn sian.... tho onli 2 rounds waRm up toDAe, but, those trGs is enuf to "WASH" my shirT! disGUsTIng~! deN haD leSsons aS peR norMAl..

aFt sch, sTayeD baCk to do hmwK, sTUdy CLL.. well.......... until i wan sLP of cos.. hahaz.. AND! some ppl will xia qi until wan VOMiT de! dono us WHO AR~! hahahaz.. =pPp

todAe jus lyk tt bad.. wALked home wiv yL.. on e wAe cRapped a bit.. hahaz.. very funny.. **ROAR! hahahahahahahahaz...

evening went for a wALk wiv mum n baBY.. lovELy weAThEr..

Just thought of this song suddenly. It's weird.. Why do I still feel this way at this point of time when I thought everything has already passed?
I hold you close, I hold you near,
It may not be forever.
But when I have to let you go,
My heart it hurts me so.
You turn around, you walked away,
And tears flow down my cheeks.
As moments turn into memories,
To memories, we'll relieve.

work!
[09.07.2007]
todAe[as in 08.04.2007] woke up v eARly for woRK.. weNT viVO citY sell tinGS~! hahaz.. e stAR'T fish tingy aCtl.. brought homewoRK dEre to do too...

well, todAe's sAles werent very good aS wEll.. haha... very fEw ppl lehx.. dono y.. hahaz.. but!! dEre waS a laDy who wANted to buy my paInting for her mum as her bdAe gifT! woOhoo! damn cool la! haha.. dono she bought orEdy aNot, but she sAes her mum wld rEalli love tis painting~! heEx.. **happIEsSS!!**

AND!! todAe i tRied a neW sTuFf.. shiRt paIntIng. hahaz.. dono y, jus tot of sNaiLs.. so dRew sum sNail design.. v wEird eh.. i nv lyk sNaiLs.. hahaz.. but it wAs fun n coOL! i realli damn long nv dRAw liaoz.. i don realli xiang nian but quite weird feeling aCtl to stArt dRAwing aGn.. hahaz.. =pPp

aLLan's mum bought lunch n LOTSA dRInks ehx.. hahaz.. thns loADs loTS! tho i was rather unnatURal whole tYm.. hahaz..

7++ to 8 lyk tt, i leFt e sTall.. haha.. wEnt home for dinNEr.. yeAH! heEx.. den reAched aT 9 lyk tt, eAt, play wiv MAN MAN!!, den do homework.. till now.. jus finished ehx... paTHetic ya??

okkies.. im rushing off to slp.. it's omos 1AM n im still heRe.. tmr still hv sCh.. AND DANCE.. good luck to me.. niTeS..

I've got an idea. **Evil Laughters**

oG30 ouTing!
[07.04.2007]
yoyoyo.. baCk from yeemin's hsE! we wEnt his hsE for an oG30 gathering.. hhaaz.. tho onli 10 turneD up.. =))) we had fun..

we wERe aCtl mtg 1pm at wOoDLands mrT! but.. i wAs e onli one dEre in da enD! hahahaz.. v diu lian la. so called yeemin, in e end, im not loST! hahaz.. yeAh.. **cheErs**

den reached,OHMYGOD! tt was in my whole life, e sCAriest hse i ever wENt to!! dERe were HELL LOTS of BIRDS!!! damn er xin n sCaRy la!! wahpiang.. i was sCAred out of wits.. realli.. one of e birDs uncAGed one lehx!! rite infornt of e hsE door!! how am i supposed to go in n out of e dooR~??? hahz.. very sCARed jiu shi le la.. oh my... **sWEaTs...**den, stArted watching dVd n sum tv shows.. hahaz.. those who cAMe aFtwARds were loSt.. yeEmin wAs busY picking up cAlls n tEAching dEM how to gEt to his hsE.. hahaz.. i was wAtching sHows all tYm.. hahaz..

finalli, we bbq-eD!! yeh! hahaz.. but i din heLp much.. menghan,weilun,jiajun n i went to play vball.. haha... jj n mh tEAm.. wl n i team.. we played 3 gAMes.. we won 1st gaME.. reSt of 2, wE loSt.. hahaz.. due to me.. hahahahahahahaz.. sRY!! hahahaz.. forfeit: cOoK chiCKen wIngs for e winnERS! hahz.. laMe forFeit ehx.. hahaz.. so cook lo.. hahaz.. wEll.. gReAt game anW! heEx.. cooL! =)))))

dEn wEnt baCK, cook n eAt.. heEx.. quite fun.. oG30 damn full of cRaps.. hahaz.. take photo oso wEIrd posEs.. hahaz.. but yeA.. ttx e wAe it sld b.. hahaz..

wENt home wiv zhangjing,sharon,yingquan! hhaaz.. funny.. lotS of cRaps, SCANDAL, fun.. hahahz.. fun dAE!

tmr gg work at viVO! hmwk not yet done yet.. gonna bia tonight! =)))))

Un-expressable.

[07.04.2007]
HAHAHAZ... another TEST taken...



My Personality
Neuroticism
87
Extraversion
35
Openness To Experience
24
Agreeableness
41
Conscientiousness
23

You are neither a subdued loner nor a jovial chatterbox. You enjoy time with others but also time alone. You can be very easily upset, even by what most people consider the normal demands of living. People consider you to be extremely sensitive and emotional. As a practical person you like to think in plain and simple terms. Others describe you as down-to-earth, practical, and conservative. You have some concern with others' needs, and are generally pleasant, sympathetic, and cooperative. You like to live for the moment and do what feels good now. Your work tends to be careless and disorganized.

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[07.04.2007]
did a tarot cArd teSt jus now.. sharing wiv u guys noW!



You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.



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bad mood..
[03.04.2007]
hmmz.. todae dAMn sianZ! yeStd had dAnce.. whole bodY aChing.. my wAIst e wORSE! hahah... very funny la.. lyk old woman lyk tt.. very funny.. hahaz.. sUper tirEd.. i woke up in da morning bathe but todAe din wash hair liao.. cos DAMN SLEEPY! i jus wan use e tYm to sLEEP! ttz y.. hahaz.. gREat plan..

aFt 1lesson is PC.. TMD.. i realli haTe it.. ran 5 rounds in total.. WITH MY LETHARGIC BODY!! TMD! wtxt! i jus hate it la.. haiz! BUT! i wEnt CONCOURSE! hahahahahhaz.. brightened my dAE! =)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

aiya.. but still very tirEd la.. PI not done yet when it's due tmr... sianz... so aFt SCh, i loitERed in sch for a while, dEn went home at 3pm+++!! it's damn eARly la! i wan sTAy in sch de.. but my PI... well.................. haiz... ya.. wEnt home liaoz....

hahaz.. but e baby brightened my dAe once aGain! heEx.. he's so cute la.. my mum brought him downstairs to wait for me.. heEx.. so cUTE!! den went home, eAt, started on PI...

of cos, nth goeS well la.. cant find e info.. did from aFtn till 8 - 9 pm lyk tt, finalli found e relevant info.... phEW.......... den did till now lo.. jus finish printing.. haven bathe.. haiz.. LIFE...

tmr having dance again................ looking forwaRd to GOOD FRIDAE....

Weird hikes of emotions. Come and go as they like. Maybe I should just face it. I'm not there yet. It has all been mistakes.