piZZa by sCholaRs!
[31.03.2007]
tis morning wOke up very eaRly.. wEnt c doc.. hahaz.. i aCtl fell aSLp in e cLinic while wAiting.. hahaz.. n i was suppose to wAit for onli 40mins.. in e end, waIted for 1hr lyk tt.. hahaz.. ok lo.. nvm.. more tYm to slp wAd.. aFt such a long wait, e consulTAtion wAs onli 3mins? hahahahz.. damn funnie la.. but evting wAs $146.... hahaz.. but for 4months i don hv to visit e doc la.. HENG AR.. hahaz.. AND! losIng ezlink cArd = TROUBLE,TROUBLE and TROUBLE... siANx.....
aFt tt, went yL's hse! hahaz.. supposEdly, miting at 12.. but well.. 23rd jiu shi 23rd.. i wAs e eArliest.. i rEached at 1209.. hahahz.. e rEst[ct,yq,yh,st,wc,aaron,fahmi,gw,allan,zc] rEAched even ltR~! hahahahz.. funny.. dEN wEnt kaRaokE room sing! hahaz. i sang very FEW songs toDae lo.. haahz.. i jus simply sAt dEre, joined in wheneVer i lyk, if not, sTone.. hahaz.. den haD our lunCH! our scholARs [allan,gw,fahmi] trEATed us to pizZas! hahaz.. cos todAe dEy jus received their moneY~! hahaz.. congRatx! =)) aft eAting, i watched dem sing n play, den slowli slowli fEll aSLp.. VERY TIRED! hahaz.. AND! i pressed on my leFt eye when i slp.. so wHen i woke up, leFt eye's vision wAS SUPER BLURRED! hahaz.. weird fEeling.. sRy leFt eYe for prEsSing YOU! hahahahahahaz.... den i woke up, n fell aSLp awhile ltr.. hahaz.. funni la.. but din realli slp for long.. woken up by wc's n aAron's COOL voices.. hahahz.. den sang a few more songs, we leFt for JP!
aFt tt, sum of us [yq,yl,st,fhmi,gq,me] weNt jp for dinner.. e 2 guys din eAt.. we haD fun.. hahaz.. cRapped heRe n dEre.. hahaz.. funny la.. aFt eaTing, yl sEarched for her pencil cASe! we helped her choOSE! hahahaz.. nicE one.. we choose de wAd.. of cos la.. hahaz.. =X hahaz..
rEached home, stARteD on PW.. wah piang ehx........ i've been tinking lyk for 45mins.... well... i dono which qn to sTaRt.. dono how to sTArt.. i wan a UNIQUE TOPIC.. a COOL TOPIC.. an ATTENTION SEEKING TOPIC... wow.. hahahz.. AND! my hw not done yet.. haha.. sLackER! bLeaHs!
Do I like my life now? Will I like my life in the future? Or, have I still have not gotten over my life in the past?
kFc...
[29.03.2007]
wElll... todAe realli v tirEd.. no idEa.. hahaz... lit leSson was fun! we wEnt com laB to do rEseARch on e baCkgrd of Portrait.. very cOol la! hahaz.. my grp was suppose to resEArch on "Roman Catholicism in Ireland".. hahaz.. heng i got aBit info in me heAd.. all thanx to hiSTorY laSt tYM! hahaz.. dEn aFt lit de leSsons baSicalli i wAs half aWAke.. hahaz.. reALli tirEd la..
cIviCs in hall! i was slping!! woO~! damn shuang la.. hahaz.. sLept till very shiok.. hahaz..
den haD CLL.. wA.. todAe tcher gAVe us 2 paSsAGes on Xing Fu De Wei Dao.. Wa.. so touched when rEading.. hahaz..
aFt tt, PC! damn slaCk.. ran 1 round, e rEst do at gRandSTand.. but aCtl still sWeaT alot la.. hahaz.. beNja sAme PC as us!! woO~! hahaz..
dEn aFt PC, joined yL's class fOr PW leCture.. hahaz.. cos no 1 pei me!! so i've to attend leCTure! hahaz.. ok la.. aFt PC go LT5... can u imaGine how shiok tt wAS? hahaz..
aft tt, went cAntEen.. den cHit chaTted wiv kbox uncLe, desmonD n yilong.. hahaz.. funny conv as usual.. haha... chaTTed for VERY LONG... dEn finalli i sTArtEd on my Portrait.. wOAh~! very coOL! hahaz.. lovE it! den ppl cum chit chat wiv me.. hahaz.. tt eXPlains my supeR slow rEAding sPeED hoh.. hahahz...
wAIted for HSBC.. hahahaz.. nEw tErm leArnt.. wahahaz.. den we wEnt KFC.. hahaz.. cos gt coupons.. hahahahaz... eAt, chit chaT till 10..? i tink so.. haha.. funny la... hahaz.. but i aTe till VERY FULL aR! my stomaCH bloaTed! hahahz.. =X den b4 heAding home, yL sAid she wantEd to tAKE 98 hOME!!! ...... hahaz.. dEn, i leArnt a new senteNce... "If it takes a bus to know you, so be it." hahahahahz.. very funni la.. den we cHanged IC n heAded home! BC aCc till my blk eHx.. thnx loads!! ^_________________________^
wEnt home, now continuing wiv Portrait.. hahaz.. but onli for 2pgs more.. hahaz.. usEd alot of dictionary's aiD to noe sum words' meaning.. hahaz.. cHim.. but intEresTing~! u noe wAds ha-ha in Latin?? hahaz.. it meAns "a fence or wall around a garden that is set in a ditch so as not to block the view".. hahaz.. coOl ritEs..
Thanks Ernest for your help regarding the CSL form! =))
Thanks Benja for sending me home! =))
PS to HSBC: If possible, let your tortoises take a bath. Haha. =))
hse meeting`dance`entERTainmENT!
[28.03.2007]
todAe.. drAgged my weary body out of beD.... gonna sTArt another dAe aGn...........
study study... den aFtn haD hse meETing.. well.. im in RONO.. ha... well... i speNt my tym baSicalli laFing, reading n SWEATING in LT1.. hahaz.. b4 e mtG, my classmaTEs wEre aCTl discussing bout e digusTIng torturous shows.. wAHpiang ehx.... realli disgusTIng la.. hahahaz.. we're all saDIST! heE...
aFt e mtG, wEnt for e PW exhibition.. hahaz.. 1st booth i sAw jiu shi sHErman's one.. hahaz.. he's too tall to not to be sEen la cummon.. hahaz.. dEN walkED aRd, sAw eRneST's.. hahaz.. but i din lisTen to any1 tokIng.. i wAsnt realli tt paTient to sTand dEre n LISTEN.. i jus wENt aRd colleCting their pps of info.. took aLOT! heEx..
dEN went off for dANce.. sWeat agn.. well.. as usual.. but i realli hope we cld gt into e diao dong zuo de phase aSAP la.. i mean.. i tink evting's moving too slowLY n we hv onli leSs than a month leFT! jiayOU aR~!!
aFt dANce wEnt concOUrse wiv irENe.. planned to wait for yl de.. hahaz.. but in e end, endEd up being entERtAIned by e beNja,haNyaNg,sHerMan,zHongRu! ZR FIANLLY has some eXPresSIONx!! hahahz.. sUPER funnie la these ppl.. hahaz.. when im wiv dem, i owAz enjoy being an audience.. woO~! very shuang.. jus sit down dEre look how dEy play, how dEy fiTe.. hahaz.. realli entERtAIning! heEx.. tHanx! brighteNed my half dEAd dAE! hahaz.. =))
ttx bout all! heEx.. tmr's tHUrs..! e dAe aft is fRI..!! yeaH! im feeling slEepy.. hahaz.. oh ya.. TODAY DON HV VERBAL NUGGETS!!! so borIng.. wAd a no life wED!! hahaz...
Let's go out!
my parents...
[26.03.2007]
somethings set me thinking todae... im nt blogging bout daily life le.. im talking bout sth's on my mind...
Sometimes I just feel so unfilial. My parents are slogging so hard just so to let us lead a good life. What we kids do is to complain, ask for lots of WANTS and NEVER appreciated what they have done for us.
Let me share some incidents.
My dad-a tough person on the surface but soft hearted person at heart. He works in a factory. As a failed child, I don't know his specific job scope until today, my mum told me. His job was to carry very heavy metal thing, move them to a side, pour somethings out, and carry back. He has to stand at least 10 hours everyday, carrying heavy metals. Today, while he was in the room, he suddenly told mum this,"I'm very tired. I don't like night shifts. I'm lethargic." Can you imagine? He's a person who keeps everything to himself, and he actually told mum this. This shows how much he has suffered, because of US. My heart just broke into pieces when I heard this. His bones (leg) were getting weird. They are slanting. The veins are popping out. Yet, he did not complain in front of us. I've always dislike my dad for he doesn't really care about us, but, only today when I started thinking about it that I know he actually does.
During my Japan trip in 2005, he was the one who wanted to call me badly. He was the one who actually worried alot when the news reported on the typhoon going on in Japan. He was the one who missed me the most but did not say out. This is my dad. He's always like that. He keeps his love in himself. He doesn't express himself well. I've failed as his daughter. I never knew he cared for us so much, so much.
My mum-a very motherly person, who slogged her life for us. Really is slogging. She saves up extremely hard just to meet our never ending wants. BUT, we never appreciated that. All we do is just spend and spend and spend, then ask her for some more money. Often, she'll nag at us for spending so much money. I always quarrel with her over this issue. I always say things that stabbed her heart so hard that she felt so hurt. I never notice her unhappiness. She is a woman. Which woman in this world do not like dressing up? NONE. But, she has no accessories, for years, no new clothes, nothing at all. She'd rather let us have the money to buy OUR things. We've never thought for her. She's a woman too. We only think for ourselves. Again, I failed as her daughter. I've NEVER try understanding her position.
She is really a very good mother. When I was in primary school, I always forgot to bring my books. I was flustered. I called her immediately. She came running to school with my book, no complains at all. It may be very dramatic but I can tell you, even in the rain, she'll be running to save me from teachers' scoldings. When I was in secondary school, during Chinese O level exam. I forgot to bring my IC, not even EZLink. First person I thought of is HER. I waited so impatiently at the gate. When I saw her, my heart was...... At those moments when I see her running to my rescue, I was really touched, I really felt like crying. I love her so much, but I never tell her my feelings.
She has suffered alot in her life. She has an unhappy family background. Her father ran off, leaving her mum with 7 children. She started working since very young. She was very close to my grandma(her mum). Last year, grandma passed away. She did not express her unhappiness in front of us. I know she needed someone to talk to. I wasn't there for her. Neither were my siblings. I don't know what are we doing. She often tell me that she feels that her body is getting weaker and weaker as time passes. My reply was always," Haha.. ", that's all. I don't know what are we doing. They treated us as their kids. BUT, have we ever showed them we love them as our parents? NO.
I've always think of the day when both of them leave us. I'm really afraid. But I did not tell them. I've grown so reliant on them that I have no courage to lose them. Without them, I really don't know how my life would go. I don't want to lose them. BUT, I know they will go one day. When that day comes, I think I won't be able to think anymore. I don't know. I'm really afraid to lose them. I love them, BUT, I just can't bring myself to tell them. THANKS FOR EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE FOR US. I REALLY APPRECIATE. I WANT TO BE YOUR PERFECT CHILD, BUT I'M AFRAID I CAN'T. I JUST WANT YOU TO BE MY PARENTS FOREVER AND EVER.
How do I?
sEntOsA! kboX!
[25.03.2007]
todAe[as in 24.03.2007] woke up dAMn eARly.. wENt dhobY ghaUt wiv yL 1st.. aFt tt, wEnt harbourfrOnt mit pinKY dEy all.. hahaz.. we wEre VEry laTe.. sOwrie guyS! =X took e mONoraiL! woO~! 1st tym ehx.. wahahahaz... den we finalli reAChed siLOsO beACH! hahaz.. i noe it's at e emrald pavilion dERe.. hahaz.. sTArted my beautiful dae wif maSs dANcE! yeAh! hahaz... den played vball.. den wEnt down waTEr.. hahaz.. baSIcalli, ttz e 3 tings we did dEre.. do 1 sian liao change to another acTIvity.. but i was in water most of e tYm.. woOhoO~! we wEre in water crapping, talking laME stufF! hahaz.. damn shuang ehx!! heEheEx... aFt tt, took sum gRp foto in e wATEr agn! haha.. den we cheEred, sANg, plaYEd games in e wATEr too! wOo~! damn shuang... maSs dANCe wEre super coOLs too! hahaz.. everyone looking at us la.. hahaz... zhen shi bu hao yi si ya! hahahaz..
Thanks lots OGLs, especially Vivian & Darren. I heard that it was you 2 who planned this outing. Thanks lots. I think all of us really enjoyed ourselves. =)))
aFt tt, we mit aDMin ppl at jE.. we gg kboX.. in da end, we wENt LJS eat 1st, den weNT for kbox wiv yl n pinkY! heEz.. i sANg quite alot.. hahz.. buT!!! my singing sTd dropped! yl aGReed.. haiz.. damn sAd.. tt zhang shao han song ar.. TMD.. maDe me out of tune THRICE! wtxt... tmd.. tmd.. tmd.. =(((
i was so damn sAD! hahaz.. dEN sang till 2130-2200 lyk tt.. den cant find jj dey all so we deCIded to leAVe.. but WHO NOES! on e wAe home, sAE jj,amandA,cK! hahaz.. so qiAO! so we wENt aRCaDe tgt.. hmm.. well.. i dun lyk arCAde la.. but.. nvm.. i went liaoz.. hahaz.. quite funny la our ppl.. hahaz.. weird weird de.. ahahaz... 2300, we leFt for homE! jj sent me to laKEside mrt n sent yl to her hsE! hahaz.. he took a cAb anw due to his LIE.. hahaz.. waDEVER! hahahz...
reAChed home, damn tirEd.. realised my haNDs burnt lo! yeAH! heE...
I'm sleepy.
these 3 daes..
[23.03.2007]
din blog for few dAEs.. hahaz.. oritEs..
[21.03.2007, wEd]
tis dAe... morning haD PC.. tmd.. run 5 rounds in all.. did 40 x 4 jumping jaCks + 20 pushups.. can u imaGIne how many tYms of TMD did i sCold in all? hahaz.. aftnoon! veRBal nugGetS~!! beNja n cHenDi r rEal entErtAining ehx.. their jokEs tho sumtYms very laMe, but i rEalli enjoy.. hahaz.. =)) den wEnt off for dAnce.. hmmz.. insTructOr not heRe.. onli prActise on our owN.. ORIteS.... so prActise... oso, cCa displaY was happening concurRently.. hmm... hahaz.. okkies... at nite, wEnt for e tuition tingy.. heEx.. e gEr.. hmmz.. well.. i tink she not rEalli enthu ehx.. haha... but, nvm.. im onli taKing heR for 2 dAes.. hahaz.. AND! i DIN gEt loST! woO~! im so smaRT! heEx.. den eNded.. wEnt home.. slp.. hahaz.. think thru lotsa tings.. hmmz.. well.. tings jus went thru my mind agn n agn...
[22.03.2007, tHurs]
tis dAe, morning had PC agn! but not as tough la.. ran 3 rounds as WARMUP.... hahaz.. den did sum running.. den took ht n weIgHT! hmmm....... well.... i for 4yrs 155cm liaoz!!! wth.. hahaz.. weIght.. i shall not disCLOse.. hahz.. but not fAT la! heEx.. =)) aFt leSson, went home str8 away.. 1st tYM i reach home so eArly in jj ehx.. hahaz.. my mum must b sUper elaTEd.. hahaz.. plaYEd wiv man man.. heEX! den sLp.. aft tt, prEpaRed for tuition ltr.. went dEre, n i tink i've usEd e rite method to teAch her.. she even aSKed for me to cum e nxT dAe ehx [considering e fact tt she actl chased me away on da 1st daE!].. hahaz.. yeA.. damn shuang.. hahaz.. den wENt home, studY tYM! heEx.. i went thru eCons nOtes n lit notEs! suddenly so eNthu.. hahaz.. well... hahaz.. sTudy lo.. gt e momentum stArtEd!! heEx..
[TODAE]
todAe! had a SUPER LONG BREAK from 11 to 2! hahaz.. i FORCED des dey all to pei me.. haha.z. sRy n thaNX! had gReat tym being entErtAineD! hahaz.. wc,yk,des,zc were singing damn high pitChed songS.. hahaz.. zou ying many tYms.. heEx.. funny funny.. realli entertained.. den b4 leAvinG for laSt leCture of e dae, meT benja den sHerMan! hmm.. dEy actl wan cRAsh our CLL de ehx! hahaz.. but in e end din.. well.. i realli wondEr how sheRman wld feel attending e leCture.. haahz.. realli very chim.. ttx all i can sAe.. hahaz.. aFt leSson, dANce... prACtisEd.. hmmz.. sum sTeps i still nt fAst enuf ehx.. n ALMOST sprained my ankle.. heng din.. hahaz.. =pPp but i realli very enthu thruout hoh.. hahaz.. for todAe onli la.. hahaz.. den went home aFt dance.. my sis cuming baCk liaoz.. haiz.. my BIG BED! hahaz.. excitEd.. hahaz.. she bought a neW shirT for me.. looking forWARd to see THAT SHIRT.. hahahz.. =pPp aNw, okok.. i wUn buy any mint swEets anymore liaoz.. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha....
I keep holding on to that hope even when I understand that's just a HOPE. I'm just giving myself the chance to hold on to that hope. Maybe I shoudn't even mention about it in the first place.
baD memoRy..
[20.03.2007]
haiz.. toDAe... baD dAe.. hahaz...
my baCk of e fEet dEre po pi.. hahz.. den when wALk aR.. hahaz.. lyk dUCk ehx! supeR ugLy.. but i hv no choicE.. =(((( hahaz.. den 330 haD cleaRing up.. eRr.. pulled aWAy.. hmmz.. well.. i realli don wan commEnt on anytiNG bout tt... =(((( well........ den wENt sumwHr in sCH... realisEd anotHer ting.. anotHer ting i forSee sum tYm aGo but hope don haPpen.. looks lyk......... =((((((( hmmz.. well.......... orITe.. oPen blog.. don sAe much.. bleAHx.. =pP aFt tt, wEnt LF rOom heLped sWeEp fLoOR.. hahaz.. den sTAyed dEre aWhile.. aFt tt wEnt oPs rm to check out.. yeAH! saW kenNEth! hahaz.. ttz e onli ^__^ ting i had toDAe la.. hahz.. long tYm din c him le lo.. heEx.. peArlyn mus be e haPpieST liao la.. hahaz..
hmmz.. on da wAe baCk home, reALisEd i forGt bout e tuition.. i realli totALLy forGT bout e tuitIon.. ttz y i waS home so dAMn laTe.. wth.. im Realli sRy.. it was not on purPOse.. haiz.. so sAd.. =((((( but tt realli wASnt on purposE.. hmmm..........................
wEnt baCK home, realli tirEd n borEd.. nth to do eXCept to eat, watch tv, bathe, study, slp.. com being used by didi.. =(((( well......... orites.................... tmr gg for e tuition to covEr todAe's forGetfUlneSs.. if u so haPpen to cum to my bLog, ppls msG me to remind me bout e tuiTIon!! hahahaz.. im aFrAid i maY forGt aGn.. hahaz...
I have a feeling everything will end very quickly. Hope I'm just thinking too much.
pIzZa hUt!
[19.03.2007]
woO~! todAe fiRST dAe of sChOoL! yeAH! all jSs in jJ unifoRM le i tink.. if im nt wROng.. hahaz.. so cOoL! den todAe vERy slACk oso.. heEx.. haD GP for 1hr, den wEnt for ELIT!!! heEx.. yeA!! mr shankar's hair's geTting longEr.. he looks beTa botAK.. hahaz.. im serious.. i realli hope i can gEt into ELIT insTEad of hisT... PLEASE!! **prAy HARD for ME!!!** aFt eLIt, had bReak till 12! yeAH! chit chaTtEd, tok cRap.. heEx.. den had civIcs in hall.. aft tt, wENt off to sLAck.. hahaz.. sEriously dun fEel lyk aTtenDIng hisT la........SOWriE~!
weNt OPs rOom.. heEx.. gAmeRs gAVe us eAch a cANdLe.. it signifIes shaDOwS~! so coOL ehx! heEx.. meAnwhile, we playeD vball, maSs dAncE! heEx.. yeA! den wEnt off to jp for lunCh wiv e premonition tt i'll b laTe for dANcE.. hahaz.. wEnt pizZa hut~! toked cRaps, sANg!! hahaz.. den eAT.. woOhoO~! 1st tym i eAt wiv shaDOws tgt ehx.. im so damn haPPie~!!! n indEed, we're laTE for dANce.. VERY LATE.. hahaz.. reached onli at 1820 i tink..(when it starTed at 1630................. -_-!!!) hahaz.. in da eNd, we sTAyed baCK.. onli irEne n me.. sTayed till 1920! supeR shuang la! hahaz.. whole dANce studio onli both of us.. heEx..
aFt tt, weNt home... man man hit his heAD! hahaz.. his cRying very wEIrd de.. hahahahz.. sOwrie to laF at him.. i jus cANt help it.. hahaz... orItes.. im super tirEd le... gonna fAll aSLp anytYm.. so................. buhbye~!
oh ya... tmr i helping my sis tAKe ovEr her tuition kid.... wah piang.. i seriously tink i'd losE my wAe la... hahaz.. wEll..... goOd lucKs!!
Take care Benja!
sian dAE...
[18.03.2007]
todAe woke up in da morNing to wAsh uNIFORM! hahahz.. so laTe den wASh eh.. hahaz.. dEn weNt maRket wiv mUm.. bot shoeS n soCKs.. well.. quaRrElled ovEr sAme isSUe aGn.. im tirEd of tis, at e sAme tYm, usEd to it anw.. hahaz.. b4 leAving, saw shaoRoNG.. hahaz.. he sTill din sMiLe.. haha...
wEnt home, usEd cOm, wATched sum youtubE vidEOs.. fELt tireD, went to sLP.. haha... dEn i continued sLPing till 7++ ehx!! damn shuang.. sLePt sUPer long! long tYM din slp till so shuang liaoz ehx.. haha.. duRIng e SLp, i dREamt of LOTSA LOTSA LOTSA daily life ting.. but eVting wAs supeR wEIrd.. haha.. weird weird weird.. den wOken up by mAN man's scrEaming! yeAH! he's baCK! hahaz... so cUTE!
at nite, looKEd thru lit notEs.. hmm.. realli sCAred i'll b unabLe to change hist to lit.. lit is so cool n fun n intEreSTIng! heEx.. den paCKed my baG, file, penciL cASe.. wOo~!! sch reopening!! tmr mosT of us will b in JJ unifORm lo! heEx.. **looking forWArd**
I developed a habit. To look at the route that we once walked together everytime i passed it alone.
shoPpinG~!
[18.03.2007]
yeA! wEnt shopPing todAe[17.03.2007] wiv da gErs cliqUe.. heEx.. so sHuang..
we wENt heEren, tAKa, cinE, faReASt,... ya.. i tink so..yl shoppeD for her baG, i shopPed for both sHoeS n baG... ct,yq,mq haD no particulaR ting to shoPPed for.. tho mq was looking for a baG at e sAme tym i guess.. heEx.. we shoPped, cRappEd, took sum photOs.. while shopping, we sAw loTSa ppl.. hahaz.. JJC peEps, 21st n 20th SC peEPs.. hahaz.. so fuNny!
oh ya.. we wEnt kinokuniya too~! damn coOLs! i lovE tt place.. eSP e stationerY aREa.. their peNs all aRrangeD neATLy n it's jus so shuang to look aT..! hahaz.. in da eNd, we bought sum stationery.. heEheEx... so shuang!! oh ya.. goT my bag too.. heEX.... suit my jaCKet i gueSs! hahaz...
tmr is a fRee dAe.. im gonna bia finish cOrneR with loVE if poSsibLE.. den goTta paCk my file too~! yeAH! sch's reopeNing~!!!
Was my past fortunate or stupid?
[17.03.2007]
hahaz.. toDae[as in 16.03.2007] waS jus so cOoL.. i haD dANce at 0900.. i woke up at 0840!! cool ritEs?? hahaz.. n i even took my tYM to baThe when sha is waiting outSidE for me.. hahaz.. sOwrIe! in e eNd, i dono wAd Tym i rEAch sCh.. but e insTrucTOr was even laTER.. heng ar.. hahaz.. den we aTe breakfAst.. tchr-IC bought egg tARts n muffins.. nicE! den jps camp gt leFtovEr hotdogs n beehoon.. so we cop too.. hahaz.. hungRy ghosT feStivAL.. hahaz...
dANce till 1pm, go cOncourSe find yl n wl.. as usUAl, dey wERe discussing bout future, studies, uni, eTc.. hahaz.. lisTen lisTen, i reALised i cant mix in! hahahaz.. so i dEcidEd to SLEEP! woO~! heEx.. tho i was damn sticky at tt pt of Tym.. i dun cARE! but din slp for long i guess.. yl hit e taBLe.. i was woken up.. sai la.. hahaz.. den we heADed off to IMM to pick up mstan's sPEcS.. my god.. u can nv imgine we took 1hr lyk tt to reach IMM from jJ.. hahaz.. baCk to yl;s sPEcs.. coOL maN! hhaaz.. v fashionaBle.. haha.. we chattEd aLOt.. den go for lunch.. n i bought my jaCKEt for $15! it wAs nice n cHEAP! wA.. realli vEry shuang eh!! hahahaz.. den tRied seARching for yl's bag, my bag n shoes.. but to no avail.. too ex, not nice, etc.. den we went jp.. hahaz.. she wENt off to supeRBOwl, i went home..
yEA! my sis bought a top for me~! she now in cHina guangzhou i gueSs.. hahaz.. yea.. so shuang.. hahaz.. looking forwARd to e dAe she reTUrns.. hope she buys lotSa lotSa tings baCK!! heEx.. tmr or rather todAe [17.03.2007] , hahaz.., gg shopping wiv e geR cliquE! yeAH! gonna hunt for my baG n shoeS~!! gOod lucks~!! =)))
I'm just afraid one day I would forget everything.
cleanup`IMM`vball`BBQ`KFC
[15.03.2007]
todAe[14.03.2007] supposEdly miting yL at 0740.. hahaz... guess wAD?! i woke up at 0727.. she woke up at 0741.. n i sAid i will gib her morning cAll at 0710.. hahaz.. i cldnt even wAKe up myself lo.. hahaz.. den rusHEd to sCh to rEAd e LAST ENTRY.. hahahaz... on e wAe sAe bEnja on 99... den i RUshed lyk maD... hahaz.. mus be eARlier than him in orDer to rEAd tt entRy of his.. hahaz.. AFTERALL, i walk oso fASter than his bus! damn coOL! hahahz.. so i reached sch eARlier than him!
stupid la.. we planneD a "surpRISe".. in da eNd, both of dEM cAMe.. hahaz.. sian diao la.. no surprISe at all.. wTH.. hahaz.. nvm! in e end, still gAve to dEm.. very cutE eh! hahaz.. i meAn e giFT.. wahahaha.. den slowLy, 9am rEached.. gotta rush to OPs room for cleAN up.. haha... thnx OGLS for turning up on volunteEry baSIs! =)) den cleAn up, cRap loTs.. i tink tis is e happieSt shaDows mTg i ever haD for O2.. hahaz.. yea maN!
aft tt, went IMM wiv yl to gEt her sPecs.. hahaz.. rushed baCk sCh, slACKed.. hahaz.. slp quite awhile.. oh ya.. i managEd to leArn our shaDows dance le!! yeA! heEx.. den SLp.. aFt tt, went baCK LN to lame wiv ppl.. hahaz.. den watched e laSt yr shaDOws n 25thSC de mvs.. hmmz.. sTaRted to feel wAd BS feel.. we uds how yr fEel when c tis yr's O2 shaDows as compaRed to laSt yr's... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm................................................... =((
den BBQ.. we(yilong,desmond,chianlim,fanndly,darren,yl,me!) went PE porCh play vbaLL! hahaz.. damn funny... evting was sUper funny.. hahahaz.. den we wEnt squash court look at e ppl playing.. hahaz.. leg very suan la.. hahaz.. quite fun la..dono lehx.. hahaz..
den cos we too paiseh to eAt cos we din help out, we went LN play uno stacker.. hahaz.. yilong super funny.. realli cant tahan.. hahaz.. aFt tt, went out for dinNEr wiv chengxun n sherman.. KFC! chit chatted abit.. hahaz.. den went baCK JJ for a VERY SHORT while.. met yilong n we walked tgt.. he accompaNied us to walk baCK.. hahaz.. thnx lots!! =))))
hmmz.. jus chatted wiv yl.. weird tinkings are in her.. i dono lehx... yl.. u r staRting to tink a lil TOO MUCH.. abit OVER le la.. dun b so uptight!! cummon! sMILE! look on da brite sIDE!
another ting.. ppl r having r/s proBs now.. hmm... c more open la.. ttz wAD i can sAe.. realli... heEx.. =))))
Just 3 months, I felt that I have had enough of life because I've achieved lots of things. Especially friendship. I treasure it alot.
dance...
[12.03.2007]
todAe early morning went to hv brEakfAst wiv pARents n man man! hahaz.. damn irritating la.. kip on wan us to carry.. cArry till my baCK aChe sia.. hahaz.. den went baCk home, i realli damn tirEd, went to slp another 2more hrs..
woke up at 12.. go bathe, prepaRe, den went sch for dANCe practice aFt such a LONG TYM! hahaz.. weird feeling aGn... dun realli lyk tt... no atmospHere, no sPirit... basicalli jus realli go dEre n DANCE ONLI.. hahaz.. unlyk sec sCh.. gt intERaction wiv tchers... hahaz.. nvm! work haRd for SyF? haha.. ya..
dEn aFt DAnce, went to TT PLACE! hahaz.. coOL ehx!! thnx B.S!! heEx.. love it~! =))) thnx! den sha came my hsE hv dinneR.. hahaz.. den we chatted quite alot... n played wiv man man too! heEx.. den we went out tgt.. my mum nds buy tings, sha went home, so we walked tgT! heEx.. came home use com..
my didi not at home.. he went to stay ovEr at hid fren's hsE.. my sis went cHinA [she's in hongkong now tho'] till 23rd maRch for her study tRip.. hahaz.. damn long ehx.. hope both of dem enjoy demselvES! =))
A new chapter of my life begins.
[12.03.2007]
toDAe [as in 11.03.2007].. aCtl can sLp till dAmn lATe todAe.. but my mUm wOKe me up, calling me to go brEakfAst.. hahaz.. sian diaoz.. den i keNa woken up liao lo.. so i wOke up n use computEr awhile.. aFt tt, i cant tAhan aNymoRe.. so SLP aGN~! yeAH! hahaz..
den aFteRnoon woke up aGn, wAtch tv, heLped my mum maKe coOkieS~! yeAH! loVe it! hahahz.. den rEceivEd sheRMan's cALL! hahahz.. so cOoL manzz! hahaz.. so i deCIded to slp for awhile more sinCe i'll b gg out ltr on.. so slp realli AWHILE onli.. yl msG me.. den nv stop liaoz.. thus, decided to give up slping n sTArt preParing.. hahaz.. **exCitEd**
yl n i meEt at 610.. hahaz.. in e end, i rEAched at 625.. hahaz.. cos i tot still got lOtsa tym.. in e end, i lookeD at dA clocK, sTUnnEd.. it wAs orEdy 607 n im still at home.. hahaz.. nvm.. yl finalli waItEd for mE~!!! hahaz.. okok..
finalli, rEAched.. we[B.Y.S.T] wEnt fish n co [imm] to eAt.. well, i dono wAds their motIVe. hahaz.. or rather, i dono wAds SHERMAN'S motive la.. hahaz.. okok.. we took a long tym to dEcide wAd to eAt.. den ate, shaRed sEcrEts, tok cRap, complAIn, hahaz.. funny.. sat dEre for damn long se.. aFt tt, weNt JE enTErtainmeNt look for fAhmI! hahaz.. tok awhile, went baCk find B.S.. hahaz.. den tok cock awhile, went home.. hahaz.. deY sEemed to hv lotSa sEcrEts tt cant be rEveaLEd ehx.. nvm! i belieVE we'll noe one dAe.. cos we hv da KEY! a key to evting [i hope.. ] hahaz..okkies.. so rEAched home at bout 10+++.. yeAh.. tTZ bout it!
thanx loTs for e dInnER n tt speACiAL KEY~!!! heEx.. thnx!! =))))))))))
Looks like I've really gotten over it. I can discuss that openly and naturally now. =))
O2..
[10.03.2007]
pheW.. camp is finalli ovEr.. wEll.. nth much to blog bout.. hahaz.. jus lYk tt.. wEIrd feeling.. hahaz.. jus shaRe sum incidENts la..
hahahaha!! tt TAN YEE LE!! she aCtl mistakEN an indian OGL for aLtHaf.. hahaz.. she jus look up to tt OGL n said," eh althAf.. evting ok?" hahahahaha!! n tt OGL was lyk.... huH?? wad toking u!?? hahahaz.. wtxt! hahahaz.. i laF until i cannot sia..
dEn TAN YEE LE's phone kena wATEr.. den her phone's scReen beCum haLf daRk half brite.. u noe wAd she sAE??! hahahaz.. "eh... my phone now half bright half NOT DARK!" wtxt!!
i LOVE JJ NITe's atmosPheRe! coOL manX! hahaz.. wondErful! dancEd lyk mad.. for tt insTAnce, my flu has gone! hahaz.. at e end of jj nite, we went up sTAge, stARted to hug eACh otheR.. cRIed when hugGed chunlai.. she's lEavIng us..haiz.. sianz... many ppl leAVing la.. tink of tis jiu sian... haiz... ok.. nvm.. continue.. den sHERMAN n bENJA brought us(YLnME) to e baCKsTaGe~! woOHoO~! ttz so coOL man!! hahahaz.. love it!! wahahahaha.. shall not elAB.. ***shhhh........ seCret........ heEx...***
oh ya.. i rmb when we go aRd hugging ppl aft jj nite, i huggEd keRrick, but i called him TIMOTHY!! hahahaz.. wad e hELL!! damn diu lian!! hahahaz... SHIT MAN!
ttz bout it... i enjoyEd plaYIng wiv sum of e sEniORs! for tis cAMp, yilong n desmond playeD wiv us e mosT.. damn funny la!! hahahz.. eSP eSP eSP tt YILONG~! wa piang ehx.. hahahz!! cant tahan his jokes n expressions n actions.. jus simply evting..! hahaz.. n oso, thnx dEsmond for tt paCKet of tisSUe!! thns thns.. i realli neEdEd tt... heEx.. so touchEd eh~! heEx...
not forgetting ADMIN.. e commitTee with e most sColdings.. with the LEAST slp.. thnx lotS!!! =))
GAMES.. wEll done maNX!!! peEps! i realli miss e dAes as gaMEr.. how i wish i waS still a gAMER!!!! hmm.. nvm.. thnx for e efforTs n haRd worK!! all bURNT.. all tirEd.. maKe sure all rest well n drink enuf watEr cos i heArd many ppl sAeing yr lips werE damn drY.. DRINK LOTSA WATER PLEASE!! =))
LOGISTICS.. hahaz.. sound mixEr EXPLODED.. hahahz.. when i heArd e news, i dono i sld feel angRy or laf.. hahaz.. it actl explodEd.. well.. we jus fAce it.. heEx.. grEat job peEPs!! =))
SCDC.. well done for JJ NITE!! heEx.. thnx lots for e eFforTs put in!! realli appreciaTed tt.. maSs dANce n song singIng weRe well dOne too~!! so coOL man! hahahz.. loVe u guys loaDs!! =))
for tis camp, feLt rather wEIrd.. hahaz.. shall nt elab... i will rmb e FOND MEMORIES.. hahaz.. thnx e seniors who HELPED us.. thns seniors who ENTERTAINED us when tings werent gg ritE.. thns to seniors who gave USEFUL AND CONSTRUCTIVE ADVICE! heEx.. thnz! =)) but im still fEEling weird lehx.. hahaz.. sai..
Thanks to SHERMAN and BENJA! ^_____________________________________^
gD morNing!
[01.03.2007]
todAe is still a sCh dAe but im aT home at tis tym! hahaz.. i din pon.. im jus having an heADaCHE.. hahaz.. OKIE! anw, here are e entRIEs for e paSt few dAes.. too many tings hv happened.. luan...
[27.02.2007]
tIs dae, a tUEsdAe... we wEnt LF rM settle AI.. met mr leOw.. haha.. he damn cRappy la! hahah! tis kind of ppl ar.. tian shen xi gan.. hahaz.. humorous by natURE! hahaz. sItI! when u cum jj, u realli goTTa noe tis tcher.. he's realli funny! heE.. den we(mr leow,yl,me) wALked ard e sch.. wa.. he lyk every1 oso noe lyk tt.. walk till e vball ppl deRe, plaYEd wiv dem.. gt ppl running paSt, he cheEred for dem.. when ppl's soccEr ball rolled out, he kicked n joked wiv e boys.. walked near e gate saw sum sch attendaNTs gg off, dey waved to him from far.. walked till e gate, he saw e muttonball guy, talked to him.. den walked back to canteen, he started chatting wiv a stall vendOR.. wah piang ehx.. can u c how poWErfUL he is!?! hahahz.. i was so damn amaZed maN! hahaz.. den we sAt down n staRted chatting.. well, detAils shall not b discLosEd! =))
afTer tt, went to oPs rm find mr cHua.. wOo! e shaDOws wEre having maSs dANcE!! haiz.. i din got a chance to dance ehx.............................. oso, everyone exCePt us leArnt e SHADOWS DANCE le.... waliao ehx.................... i wan to leARN lehx................................ hahaz.. nvm.. we shall leARn it anotHer dAE!! heEx.. den aft tt, discussed sumtIngs wiv mR chua for very long.. den in e end, AI staRted laTe.. hahaz.. but onli sum editions to it la.. hahaz..
[28.02.2007]
tis was yeSTd.. we had OGL cAMp dry run! well... tho dERe weRe misTakEs maDe n it was damn tirEd for all of us, i tink it was e happieSt dAe aft we joined shaDOws.. most of us sld shaRe e same sentiments ba.. hahaz.. gLad to c ppl smiling.. it realli brightENs my dAe alot.. hahaz.. ttz e bESt satisfaCtion an ic can have.. heEx! aFt dRy rUn, we meT e family hEaDS! wa! i love their atmosphEre n spirIt maN! hahaz.. so cOoL! hahaz.. i was stunned.. hahaz.. gd gd! we shall have all OGLs to b lyk u guys aFt OGL cAMP! =)) admin was besIDe, cheEring every now n dEN..! woO~! e spirit i hope has REALLI changed to positive le.. i realli wished so...!!! =))
[01.03.2007]
toDae, i had an HEADACHE... hahaz.. due to standIng in e RAIN yestd NIGHT! so cold, so hungry.. hahaz.. so pathetic eh! hahaz.. so deCided not to go sCH.. stay at home, slp more, den aFtn join for e mTgS.. hmmz.. now im gg baCK to slp for awhile more.. n.. i hope e rAIn wld sTOp soon.. it;s realli very cold.. tis kindA weaTher, lotSa ppl will gt sick.. n i noe no 1 wld wan tis to happen! so, tc of yrsELF! =)))
Everything seems so fake. What a weird world.









