wAd to do... aCCeptIng...
[25.02.2007]
well.. i jus rEalisEd i damn long din updAte liao.. hahaz.. geTting bz eveRydAe..
20.02.2007
23rD + 4/5(suatkEe n gEetHa! ^_______^) + wenjin went visiting at yQ's, yL's, allan's n mY hSE~! so cOoL! haha.. but b4 gg yq's hsE, we (yl n i) aCtl haD to meEt eARlier to discuSS o2 aT JP maC.. sAw aDmin ppl dEre too! hahaz.. coOL! so on eh! heEx.. gd gd..! ^__________^ aFt tt, went yQ's hse 1st.. cos our MS TAN wans wATCh flh.. haahz.. ok.. den i watch lo..... hahaz.. den e rESt reached.. pizZa reached too! heEx.. watched tv, eAt, sum plaYed poker.. hahz.. i sAt behind, watched, crapped wiv ppl.. hahaz.. loVe moments when cRapping wiv dem! hahz.. maKes me so happi! =pPp
aFt tt, went yL's hsE.. SANG! YES!! hahahz.. agn, i domiNATed e miC! hahahahahahz... SOwriE! hahaz.. i jus lyk singing.. if i dun fEel weird gg KBOX alone n i hv e moneY, i'll go aLONe eveRydAE when im fRee eh! hahahz.. too baD e above conditions i all dun fulfill.. hahahz.. nvM! moving on.. den sing sing sing.. hahaz.. we heADed to allAN's hsE~!
so cooL n organisEd.. hahaz.. e shoes all hv to line up properLy.. e father stands at the dooR, maKe sure he shook EveRy sinGLE one's haNd.. hahaz.. cool man... my hsE no such tings.. hahahaz.. at his hsE, we aTe, we chatted, we playeD.. hahaz.. sum of dem gambLing.. sum played heARt aTtACk.. i tink i loST my imaGe during tis gAME.. damn shit.. hahaz.. i rmb yq "AN"jurEd her fingeR! hahahahah! wth... fahmi tRipPEd ovEr a cusHion! hahaz.. ppl's finger got beNt n prEssEd when heARt attACKing.. hahahah! aiya.. damn funny laR! hahahaz.. aFt tt, my hsE!
deY came, sAt down 1st cos my relaTIves eAting.. hahaz.. sum playeD wiv yaorong.. hahahaz.. v funny sCEne.. den we aTE! toked cRAp too.. but i gueSsed everyone wAs tIred.. den we aTe, played.. hahaz.. n THEY CLEARED UP! i sAt down dERE! hahaz.. sOrriE VISITORS! hahaha.. im tirEd n laZY! sOwriE! heEx.. aFt tt, we gaMBLed.. heEx.. kept losing.. but in e end, still win abit.. few cENTs.. hahz.. heNG aR... sum went off eARLier, sum went baCK ltr.. hahaz.. dESmond won e mosT MONEY! eh boi!! u haven tREAT us our LUNCH EH! hahaz..
aft dey went home, i ruSHed e o2 ting.. ruSHed till 12++.. slept..
21.02.2007
e nxT dAe, due to e late tym i slept n e huge amt of energy usEd yestd, i ovERsLEPt.. woke up at 0815 onli to reaLised tt im LATe.. for SCHOOL! hahaz.. no choice.. i don wan blaCK record.. so onli went in e aFtn for mtG.. mit mit mit.. den endED.. ok....
TODAE [24.02.2007]
toDAe games trial.. gamERs good job! kip on imprOving..
well, certain tings, cant be said, but it can be felt.. now, i'll sae.. i dislyk our treatment.. i noe yr aim of doing tis.. but is tis abit ovErboaRd?! i tink u hv a prob wiv yr character.. if u bu shuang, sAE into our fACe.. not on our baCKs.. hypocrites.. n i hate biasness too.. cummon..
I really hate that tone, but wad can I say? Nothing. Nothing at all.
lost.
[14.02.2007]
hmmz... same lo.. todAe waken up by tt lil baby.. hahaz.. tirEd ehx.. den went to submit e JAE form.. aFt tt, went to sLp.. haha.z. den waKe up laTe, laTe for 230 mtg for bout 5 mins.. shit. hahaz.. den became camp ic eventually... iz tis rite? i dono.. but i'll make it rite if it's not.. i have to ba.. ha..
den aft mtg, waLKed home.. im realli tirEd.. i jus fEel lyk sLping.. tmr sCh's sTARting.. i wAN SLP LA!!! SAI!! hahaz.. haiz.. boring liFe when studYing cums into my life.. ahahz.. but goTTa stArt being serious bout studies liao.. jiaYOu~!!
tmr's our event, sHAdoWS! do it well, do it good.
Please let me find back the ME last time. So enthusiastic, so powerful, so strong.
LoVE fieSTa PC dinNEr..
[14.02.2007]
HaPpIe ValENtIne's DaY!
toDae (as in 13.02.2007) morning.. sAMe ting.. got wokEN up by man man.. hahaz.. tt lil baby owAz make me wAKe up eARly eArLy.. hahaz.. well... i don lyk.. but waD to do.?? he's jus so cute.. i jus hv to tAKecaRe for my mum.. no cHOicE.. ttz y evdAe, im TIRED.. LEthaRGIC.. enERGY-LEss.. hahaz.. tt baby.... haiz.. let me wan cRy n smiLE.. hahaz..
okkies.. anw, aFtn went to sHa's hsE help her cArry her to-be-donated books to jSs.. hahaz.. sun was shining BRIGHTLY.. beAds of perspiraTion wERe dRopping lyk nobodY's busineSs! hahz.. den reAched sCh, sEttled evting, rushEd to jP mit yl.. wAs laTe for lyk.. 43mins? hahaz.. sO sRy yL!! SRY!! =(( heEx.. den reached, we aTe, chaTtEd, sHopPEd.. lAme shit.. rusHed e TINGS for damn long eh.. in e end, we wEre laTe for 7mins for e dinnEr.. hahaz.. sOrRIe... not on purpoSe de.. heEx..
reAched, playEd games, watEr bomBs, wAtEr, eTc.. changEd into dRy outfIt, den went off for dinNER! played sum gamEs too! heEx.. aFt tt, we heAdeD to LNmess for song singing sEsSion.. tis i will c it as e laSt tYm.. hmMz.. well.. i aCtl feLt lyk cRying ovEr sum1 whom i've SUan-Ed for 4yrS?? RAYMOND GOh.. hahaz.. funny ritE? dono y la.. jus fElt sad when toking to him.. jiayoU~!! life's lyk tt.. we jus goTTa faCe dEM BRAVELY..! =)) den we slaCKed, intEraCted in LNmess.. heEx.. tokeD to lotSa ppl.. fun! heEx.. laStly, i endEd off e dAe wiv a mAss dAnce (she baNGs).. =)) ttz all!
i'm hungRy now tho.. hahaz..
Happy Valentine's Day! <33
sHop for NY clotHEs!
[12.02.2007]
haPpY bDAe yEeLe~!!
toDae woke up aT aRd 10plus.. den wAtched e zuo ju zhi wen at 11.. watch till 1230.. received yl's msg to mit at 230.. oritEs.. den meanwhile, i sEttle sum stuff lo.. heEx.. den i beGan watching tv, den forGt to look at dA tYm.. haha.. bathed too lAte.. in e end, lATe for 12 mins.. heEx.. psps.. =pP
we wEnt orChaRd look for ny clothes.. heEs.. thnx yl for helping me SEarch! i onli bot a top n a belt aFt shopping for lyk.......5hrS? hahaz.. tmr gg find agn wiv my sis aT.................jp........ boring ehx.. hahaz.. nvm!
now watching e zuo ju zhi wen on youtube.. i cldnt wAIT! jus too excitIng~! hahaz.. blogged while waiting for it to loAD.. heEx.. okkies.. so tt sld b all ba! toDAe (ltr...hahaz..) gg shop n intERvieW.. hEex.. buhbye~!
Happy birthday girl!
rEleAse of O leVel resuLts..
[10.02.2007]
yEStd was e dAe we wEre all awAIting for.. e rEleAse of olevel reSults.. i sLept for a veRy long tYm.. i'm jus tirEd.. dono y.. hahaz.. well.. i rEAched yl's hsE at 2 lyk tt.. when i rEAched, dey all rEAdy to heAd sch liao.. so jus go in den cum out liaoz.. took bus to SCh.. din haD e mood to chitchaT... i dono y.. nowADaes i lyk cant communicAte wiv huMAn beings.. hMmz.. jus don feel lyk toking.. if tok, oso tok usEless tings, tings tt i don lyk to tok bout.. dono y la.. maybe ttx wAd happen when e horosCOpe happens to be e unluckieSt in tis yEAr.. hahaz.. so authistic tis yeAr lo.. i don rEalli cAre.. well.. shall nt eLab.. heehee...
in da end, when e rEsults releASed, i got 16 n 13.. eXActly e SAMe as my sis.. well.. im nt rEalli sAtisFied.. maybe becos of e ppl aRd me ba.. im realli confUSed, worrieD, bad mood-ed.. sai.. wad a stupid sCOre... can i realli cope wiv AleVelS? or sld i entEr poLY? i reali dono.. im considEring rEal hArd now.. well.. let me tink ovEr it cARefulli ba.. hmmz...
tmr may follow my sis go sEARch for nY clotHes.. dono.. c how.. evening will hv 4-5 BBQ at lingyi's hse.. not realli excitEd. as i sAid, im nt gd at socIaLising nowADaes.. i maY jus sit down dEre n sTone n eAt.. dono la.. im jus tinking too much....
Sometimes knowing for long just makes one think too much when things aren't the same as before. This is not the first time I'm saying,"Human beings just think for themselves and just themselves ONLY." This may not applies to EVERYONE but it applies to people around me.
claSs gaTherIng.. <07A02>
[08.02.2007]
haiya.. aCtl tis morning gg kboX wiv da rESt of my class ppl de.. in e eNd, keNa naGged by my mum.. she nds help wiv e pineApple tArts orDer.. well.......... i hv no choice but to sTay at home, takecAre of da babY so tt she can do her orDErs.. sai lehxx... hai wo cant go sING! i damn long din sing liao.....! well, anw, i tink my voicE sPoiLt.. hmmmmmmmm....... damn sAd...... dun tok bout tis le.. sAd...
so morning stayeD at home.. den aFtn, FINALLY yeELe asked me go sch hand in O2 form! yeA! can find vaLid reason to leAVe home liao.. hahaz.. so got rEAdy, finalli, reAched sch.. hand in form, play vball, drink rooT beEr floAt, chaTted, heADed to jp mit yq.. heEx.. shopped.. bought ring n rubberbaNd for hair.. den wEnt off for class bbq at sZe ying's hse! heEz.. evting sTArted quite laTe.. well.. honeStly speAKing, i din realli enjoy alot.. i tot i'd be aBle to rElax mysELf n hv fun wiv my clsmaTes.. but, it's nt tis cAse.... 2 reaSOns.. not close wiv dem is one.. e other ting tt maDe me so uptight is e tot of TMR,230pm... hai.. realli very worried.. i rEalli tot i ill forGt by playing... but..... aiya.. damn sCAry la e fEeling.. kip imagining.. kip picturing e sCene in da hall.. wah piang ehx...... okok.. shall stop tis ting heRe.. haiz.. good lucKs maN!
tmr sum gg out to buy sth.. i dun tink i'll tag along.. i may onli go sing.. hahaz.. very tirEd todAe.. jus feLt lyk slping [hopefully i can fall aslp toDae la..] all e wAe.. hmmz.. c how tmr.. i may jus str8 awae go sch from home at 2.. who noes.. c tmr how lo...
reali good lucks to EVERYONE!
I really dont know how to stop myself from thinking.
rEVeLation..
[07.02.2007]
todAe was reVelatIon 20o7.. supposEdly wad i heArd, it was meant to be a very sAd, very emo event... but, i dun tink any1 was sErious.. maybe used e wrong person to build up atmosphERe ba... sld hv usEd mr LeOw.. he's damn gOod at tis kindA ting maN! but well, i realli din feel sAd at all ehx.. haahz.. well, maybe all of us jus chose to ignoREd e fAct tt it's e eND of orientAtion.. ttz y we chose to tok insTEad of lisTen when mr chua wAs doing e emo spEEch.. hmMz.. maybe tis is wAds in our heARts ba.. who noes.. =))
aFt tt, planning com gotTa gather.. shuqing n i went toileT.. heEx.. den rushed baCk, dey having MASS DANCE!! woOhoO~! we tot of dancing tgt..i dance guy de paRt.. but fRancis came n aSked us to go sTAge cos soe moe n sing kiat dancing tgt.. haahz.. so we rusHEd up without seCong tots.. heEX.. cool sia! den sTArted dancIng.. "she bangs" if i'm nt wrong.. hahaz.. den hv chickEn dAncE~! heEx.. shuang.. aFt tt, we all gathered, decided to set our dinner dAte on e 13th fEB! heEx.. okkies.. den aft went toileT wiv yL.. meT beNja.. tok awhile den leFt us in suspeNse.. wADever.. hahaz..
den went kFc wiv ogmaTes.. originalli wantEd to eAt liao den go back sch plaY vball.. bu t i reAlisEd i becum very tirEd.. hahaz.. den i deCIded to go home n sLp.. n tRue enuf, when i rEAched home, i realli slept lyk a log.. DEAd.. hahaz.. den woke up for dinner, play com..
tmr gonna pon sch.. we all having clAss outing.. waliao.. cant go kbox.. can onli join for bbq.. sAI! i long long long long long long tym din sING LIAO LA!!! sai! hahaz.. okok.. den jiu shi lyk tt ba.. awAIting fridae's arrival wiv mixEd fEelingS... =))
If I still need you how?
LovE fieSTa 20o7!
[03.02.2007]
todAe, we jus haD our loVe fieSTa 20o7, wiv us, as e planning comm! heEx.. tho i aDmit my role was indEed very small but i did as much as i clD le.. can heLp, i hELped, or at leAST tRIED to heLp liao.. well, i dono.. i sTill feel so empTy.. lyk din do eNuf lyk tt.. well, nvm! did wADeVer i cld! =)) during e eVEnt, walked here n dEre, rEst awhile at my cls's stall, den continue walking, seaRching for tings to do.. hahaz.. impt tings tt happened wEre: powEr suppli BIG PROB! heEx.., dANced wiv BenjA [oh my darling & SHE BANGS!], sprayed blue red n green on my hair,bubble tea stall's prOB, sAw sEC fRenS!anw, lovE fieSTa o7 was a sucCEsS deSPitE e unseeN situaTions..! speCial thanks to da tcheRs n dA j2 senioRS!=))
aFt evting, we took sum photos [gt tYm den i post up ba...] wiv da sEnioRs n fRens! heEx.. lyk faRewEll sE.. hahaz.. den we heAded for our dinneR! deRE weRe shuqing,yeele,amanda,jinhui,zhenyu,bingqi,izzat,desmond,geokwoon,kenneth,ivan n me..[ sry if i leFt any1 out].. bryan [J2] joined us shortly.. we chit chaTted while eAting.. well.. memorIes.. heEx.. it waS so touching when we noe wAd brYan did for us.. wow... reaLLi sTunned... thans anW! ^______^
False.Fake.Liar.