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LONG KANG.. yucks..
[29.12.2006]
tis morning wEnt sha's hsE prActiSe dAnce.. i wAs laTe for 35mins.. hahaz.. i took my tym aCtl.. jus no motivAtion to movE quiCk, to b in tym for dA prActice.. maYbe cos of my dRim yeStd nitE.. wAstEd lotS of brain juice... hahaz...

orItes.. we prActisEd very supeR damn fAst lo.. go thru all dancEs, awhile jiu ok liaoz.. so we decidEd to watch dvD! yeA man~! but chosE a wrong show.. waTched a Thai show -- LONG KANG... it's bout a curSe.. damn disGusting.. gt one gEr kena e curSe den being forCEd until she dig both her eYes out.. tmd.. wan puke lo.. how she dig, evting was shown lo.. tmd.. hahaz.. realli scold lyk mad.. cos im sCAred n disGusTED! er xin da bian.. another guy kena ma zui.. but he still can feel, jus tt cant move, cant shout.. wah lao ehx.. he keNa jus boiled wATer--whole body.. he cant shout!!! can u imaGine how teRrible e feeling tt wAS?! tmd.. den dono la.. whole paRt i din watch.. hahaz.. too aFRaid to wATch.. but i heARd sha sae e guy kena choppEd.. wth man! sucky! still gt sum othERs.. oh ya.. e male leAd de ah ma aCtl was starvEd to dEath in a cupboARd.. but nobodY noes she's a ghost.. u noe wAd she aTE??? she sAe she's very hungRy.. so she was eAting her peT CAT! simply digging e cAt n eAT.. tmd... we wEre all traumaTisEd.. no appeTitE man! on da wAe home, sAw sum sTray cats.. c liao oso sCAred la.. hahaz.. kanasai.. zao zhi dao dun watch tt.. hahaz..

aFt tt, went home.. realli very tirEd.. so wEnt to slp.. den plaY wiv man man! heEx.. aFt while he jiu went home liao.. 2 dAes ltr den can c him aGn... **miss him!**

tmr gg out agn!

Devoted little shit.

dance bbq
[27.12.2006]
aiya.. actl tis morning planned to go kboX wiv yq yl dEy all.. in e end cant.. sAi man.. nvm.. forGt it.. sing at yl's hse tmr! hahaz.. orItes.. todAe aFtn weNt queenie's hsE.. she open e laSt tym SYF disc let sha n me c.. so cool man! totalli is GOLD lo.. but.. haiz.. hahaz.. forGt it.. den waitEd for yc n stella.. sth cropped up.. so dEy rEAched an hr's ltr.. meanwhile, sha n i haD our lunch aT queenie's hsE lo.. heEx.. had maggie meE~! woO!! den prActise, chaTTed abit jiu go off liaoz..

nxT we go jSS bbQ.. at firSt many ppl responsE sAe can de lo.. we calculaTed.. those who sAe ok, total gt aRd 60+ lo.. in e end, i tink onli half ar.. hahaz.. aNw, we had our fun.. tho nt realli tt fun la.. sang bdae song for mrs tong.. her bdAe on 26th which was yeStd.. happie burFdAe!! ^_________^ aTe quite alot.. but lyk nt realli full.. hahaz.. nvm.. finalli sAW meIQI ehx.. we lyk very very long nv c eAch other liao lo.. heEx.. my grADuaTIon bookLET!! haha... went baCk aRD 9++.. sha paSSed me xiaozhu's album ------> SPESHOW! wooH! so shuang~! thanx sha~! luv ya loTs! heEx... jiu go home liaoz..

tmr gg jjc awhile.. hope can entEr.. 2pm gg yl's hsE watch dvd.. hahaz.. mr real motive is to SING! **evil laF** hahaz.. bye~!

I will miss my secondary school liFe ALOT.

bad auntIES!
[26.12.2006]
tis morning wENt sCh dance cos it's rAIning.. so we cant go tJcC praCtise.. waitEd till 11++ i tink den we stARteD while e rESt go do pit tings... gt stella,ss,me.. so we staRted dancing.. den till i tink 1++ den we stop liaoz.. had our lunch den sEt off to bugiS...

shoppeD for awhile.. den decidEd on one baG for sha.. wAH.. tt auntY ar.. baD attituDe, baD qualiTy of itEMs, baD evTIng jiu shi le la.. sai lo.. shall nt elab cos nw my mood damn BAD! walk walk walk den go home at aRd 6++...

reachEd home, aRgumeNt agn.. same old dAMn isSUe.. sAi.. i realli disLyk tis family in sum wAEs.. sUCks ehx! tt is y my mood SUPER BAD NOW!

tmr cant go kbox le.. maYbe cant even go for dA bbQ ting lo.. sAI...

Stupid.

work..
[25.12.2006]
yeStd aCtl no work.. hahaz.. but my mum don wan go shopping ma.. den i sTay at home oso zo bo.. so i deCidEd to work.. replaCEd dEs.. but aCtl not in da mood to work la.. so din work very haRd.. hahz.. slaKCed ALOT.. heEx.. aRd 6 plus, ct n izzAt came back.. den we went up find chris.. he wAns us to work til 8.. so we went to help out at e cAshier.. helped to paCk e items into plaStic bags..socool maN! lovE tis job lo.. tt flyeRs ting lyk shit lo.. wAD e hell.. hahz.. told chris tis.. he naGged abit den pulled me to e jaCkpot.. but oso dun nd me wAD! he call me go dEre dAnce for e ppl to c to entErtAin dem eh! n he's not kidding.. wAd e hell... of cos i WON'T!! waD plaCe is tt? cummon la... in e end, he still don leT me go baCK e cashier dEre.. sai lo.. so i sTOned at e jaCKpot dEre lo.. shit.. hahaz.. aFt tt jiu end work liaoz..

den met des n yl for dinneR.. aTe at food repubLIc.. joked alot.. cRapped aLot.. heEz.. so shuang.. eat liao jiu go home liao lo.. chatted alot wiv yl on dA tRAin. found out tt e highER social status de ppl de livEs aRe damn complicAted.. wEll.. ttz vEry sCARy.. simple life doesn't eXisT in their world.. y mus dEy make demselvEs so tirEd aR?? haiz.. human beings........

todAe plaNned to go eAt steamboaT as dinner wiv others! yeah! hope can be executED~! bbq pitS omos done! leFt cleaning up! yeAH! BIG job ending too! yeAH! money rolling in!!! yeAH!!!

Merry Christmas to all! ^____________________^

desmond's plan.. hahaz..
[24.12.2006]
todAe wEnt work eArly in da morning... starTEd work at 1130... so tirIng.. slp oso nt eNuf.. hahaz.. my performaNce costumes all haven wASh lo.. so smelly.. hahaz.. disGusTing nehx.. anw, met e yh,des,yq,ct aT 1015.. as usUal, i wAs e LAST to rEach.. hahaz.. on our wAe dere, we chit chaTtEd alot.. tt dEs dono aCt wAd sE.. i tink aCt cool la.. hahaz.. don wan tok sia!! hahaz.. den don tok lo.. haha... so happi ehx..

sTart work.. ch***to***r as usual.. sAw us but act din c.. owAz lyk tt one la.. hahaz.. den gave us eAch one sTAck of flieRs.. = 2000 pieCes.. den gave out lo.. was suffering when working.. due to sum probs.. hahaz.. but, still ok aFt tt... heEx.. went to find yL during our bREak tYm.. hahaz.. sit for awhile jiu go off liaoz.. bot an eaRring from her.. chaRity.. hahaz.. how shan liang am i man! hahaz.. we carrieD out DESMOND'S PLAN... hahaz.. so funny.. lan plan.. jkjk.. heEx.. shall nt elAB.. hahaz..

aFt tt, we worked till 7+++ lo.. den cldn't finish da flieRs.. so gave baCk.. den went to eAt.. walked damn long.. cos lotSa plACEs all no plaCe to sit.. in dA end, wEnt to da haWker.. hahahahaz... tt ah peh dEsmond ar.. imitaTE rAIn ehx!! hahahah!! lame shit sia!!! funny until~~~~!!! hahahz.. joke here joke dEre.. so happi.. oh ya.. thanx yh for lending me dA mP3.. heEx.. kept me entERtAineD oso...

aFt tt, went to buy biscuits, choc.. den jiu go yl's sTall wait for her.. pei her go home.. hahaz.. chit chat abit, den i find mysELf weird.. haahz.. wiv da 2 guys.. hahaz.. jus wEird.. den jiu i lisTen to my music, dey all chat.. so, helpeD yl paCKed sTall at aRd 11 ++... den finalli can go off.. heEx.. we ran man.. cos laSt tRAin.. waliaoz.. long tYm din run.. haha.. so cham.. suddenly gotTa run.. wah piang eh.. hahaz.. on da wAE back, chit chaTted, jokeD n lafeD alot.. heEx.. my choicE of staying wAs ritE! hahaz.. luvEd e fEeling.. so happi! long tYm din feel tis wAe liaoz.. except when wiv sha.. heEx..

nw at home.. tmr no nd wAke up eARly.. so tonitE gonna pia my pokEMon.. hahz.. c how la.. cos nw oso tirEd se.. play until i tak boleh tahan ba! cya! ^____________________________^
24th dec=my mum's bdAE! happie burfdAE~!


How long can we stay as we are now?

disgusTing show expeRieNce..
[22.12.2006]
meT ss at 1100 to go queenie's hsE prepaRe.. den reached at aRd 12++.. went maC buy sum tings to eAt 1st.. when go back queenie's hsE, start makeup liao.. no tYm to eAt se.. so leFt e fillet dEre to cold.. hahaz.. sian diaoz.. den sTArt prepaRing.. aRd 130++, we leFt dA hsE.. went down, WAITED (1st wait) for e man to cum fetch us dEre.. we sepaRAted into 2 cAbx.. e one tt i took reached 1st, tgt wiv ss n sTella.. so we WAITED (2nd wait) for e rEst to reACh.. wAited SUPER LONG maN! hahaz.. den toked lo... sAW abit n heArd e voicEs cuming from e show plaCe.. eEeEe.. lotSa cheeRings,whistlings by e foreign workERs.. [cos e show is lyk reunion for all foreign workers.. i mean.. bangladASh.. yupz..] finalli e other cAb rEAch.. wiv dA man.. den we WAITED (3rd wait!!! wad e! undEr da sun okkieS!!!) for e man to gEt his tings... finalli, we can go in!!

when we WALKED IN from e BACK, e bangladash who sAw us whistled, cheeREd, shout lyk maD dogS lyk tt.. hahaz.. queenie sAes dEy lyk never see womaN in their whole liFe lyk tt.. hahaz.. n i aGree wiv hER.. damn disgusTing.. so went to our changing room.. brieFed, prepaREd, changeD.. 1st dancE, cua tio.. very sCAry.. we have to squeeZe thru e crowd (ALL BANGLADASH MEN) den finalli gt up on sTage.. e DJ gt prob lo.. every dANce he oso plaY damn eARly.. haven even rEAch stage stARt music liao.. mad... hahaz.. so rush rush rush.. abit luan.. nt our sTandARd i tink.. hmmz. we're aFfeCTed by e audiencEs la.. realli.. even gt ppl sit by e stage lo.. wAd e frEak.. kip taKing photos, sneEring, giggling.. wAh piang.. jus oogLed at us la.. e fEeling damn uncomfortable lo.. but no choice.. still gotTa cArry on wiv da show..

2nd dance balleT.. oso okok.. but still gt blank paRts.. forgt sTeps... hahaz.. funnie sia.. den my dRess omos open!! i mean it's jus when i get up from e grd, i aCcidentAlli stepped onto my dRess.. leFt abit jiu exposEd liao ehx.. (but insidE gt baSE la.. so if exposEd still nt too bad.. but in tt plaCE, exposEd, i tink.... im dEAd.. hahaz..) den heng nxT sTep is i fAce behind den sum hands aCtions nia.. so i use one hand to quickli aDjust.. damn sCAry.. sUcky fEeling.. hmmz.. oh yA! i gt touched by a MAN when on my way to sTAge.. touched my hand sia.. FFFFFFFFFFFF.. realli disGUsTINg... but tt tYM too luan, din c who, din noe how to rEAct oso.. sai.. nxT tYm must leARn to tEAch moleSTeRs leSsons.. sai lo..

3rd dAnce pop song.. disGUSTING! i did lotSa wrongs.. n very stupid oso.. hahahahz.. i fACED ss n dance ehx! hahahahaz.. can u imaGine how stupid did it lookeD lyk when e rESt all fACe corRect dirECtion!??? hahahahz.. damn funnie sia! hahaz.. but tt song wAS a mESS... realli...

laSt dance chacha.. im nt cleAr of da steps.. blankEd lotSA tYms.. sian diaoz.. wORST performance eVEr..haiz... dun desERve e paY ehx.. but i still took.. haha... aFT show, went baCk queenie's hsE till 5 or 6 ++.. forGt.. she shaRed her expeRiencEs wiv us.. very funnie, very sCAry, very exciting.. hahaz.. aFt tt, ss n i went vivo.. helpeD yl n mx take flyeRs, den went shopping.. sha bought sum xmas gift at e same tYm, seaRching for hers.. hahaz.. cos she bot me a gifT n i promisEd to gEt her one too.. heEx.. so shuang.. den shopped till aRd 9++ jiu went home le.. took bus 30 all e wAe from vivo to jss. hahaz.. chaTTed alot.. cool ehx~ heEx.. den i took 24o home from jss..

lethargic... i don wan perform at those plaCEs again le lehx.......... haiz... hope dun hv liaoz... hahaz.. don lyk to be oogLEd by MEN....fReAKS!

Disgusting men. [Referring to those D.O.M]

dance + bbq pits
[19.12.2006]
tues actl gt work.. sEt alarm at 0915.. woke up, on phone saw queenie's msg.. wants us to go back sch at 1130 to rehearSe for fri's show.. wAh.. cua sai man! asked dEs to find replacEment but cant.. hahz.. expeCTed la.. so laSt min.. den trIed to push away dAnce but cant.. too rush.. fri show liao but still gt 2 dancEs nt cleAr yet.. so bo bian jiu called chloe.. explained, apologised.. realli no choice... i rather go work aCtl.. hahz.. cos gt money n i worked vERY fEW daes onli lehx! sai lo! hahaz.. but nvm lo.. go dance.. fri jiu can eArn money lo! heEx..

so reached sch, dance.. queenie toked to stella n i during dA luncH brEAk.. wow.. ren shen da dao li.. afT her "sPeECH", it realli maDe me tink aLot bout liFE n loVe.. [cos tt "speECh" was bout lifE n lovE! hahaz.. n work too..] hmmz.. i sTartEd to rEAlise tt actl i owAz zuan niu jiao jian... ya.. she sAid, when tings becum so difficult for us to decide, to live on, take many many many sTeps baCK to take a look at tt prob we're faCing.. actl it's jus a vEry sMAll ting nia.. she oso sAid.. we do not find a gUY who has same hobbies as we do.. we find one who haS similar tinking as ours.. which is quite tRue.. diff tinking = diff opinions = more n more knots tied in our heArts = a failed maRriage.. ya.. i agree...

aFt tt, went to help out wiv dA consTruction of bbq pits.. des,gw n an ex-student weRe dEre.. went in alumni rm 1st.. ate abit.. watch tv cos was raining heavily.. watched sTep up.. but din finish jiu hv to sTArt work liao.. so borroweD e disc home to enjoy! wow~!! lovE da shoW~!! den wrok work work.. jus make cement, help hold e big big cloth [dono waDs tt called], took lotSa wood... lyk tt.. hahz.. very dirTY siA!!worked in da rAin.. thus, our shirts hv: rain,sweat,cement,dirty water.. eEEee..~! suck! hahaz.. go home immediatEly go scrub off dA cement on shirt.. scARed will stick dEre 4eVa.. hahz..

[20.12.2006]
todAe.. morning woke up at aRd 10++? yuPx.. den sha came my hse at 1 plus going 2.. we haD our lunch tgT! long tYm din eAt tgt liaoz ehx.. so kai xin!! ^_________^
den playeD wiv man man awhile.. she watched tv, i go bathe.. when im done, we continued watching dA show.. very nice.. [gui lai dian] den jiu heAd off to queenie's hse lo.. when i step out of hse, 1st, i forgt to take my pills wiv me.. so i went back.. den we took da lift go down.. den i reALised i din bg phone! hahaz.. stupid sia! so went back to taKE.. ahaaz.. finalli we can set off den.. hahaz..

reacheD queenie's hse, she's out wiv her family.. so hse onli hv stella,yc,ss,me n lao shi's maid.. serene joined us shortly.. den jiu start practising.. lao shi came back.. den staRTed reheaRsing.. in e end i got to dance dA chacha.. erm.. i din realli wan tho.. too rush for my memory.. i realli cant rmb ehx.. i'd rather don dance than do a baD one on stage.. hmmz.. hope sth will happen n i don hv to take tt dANce.. hahaz.. realli cant do a gd job.. but e rEst, im ok.. at leASt nt luan.. practised quite a few tyms le. so hai hao.. well.. owAZ very rush.. owAz im e one suffeRing cos my memorY is dA worSt.. aiyoz.. nvm ba.. jiayou for fri's perFormaNcE~! hope evting will be shun shun li li...

arD 8++,we went downstairs to buy heels.. but unfortunately, e shop din hv sum of our sizes.. so no choice but to give up.. but it wAs realli very nice.. bronce heels, wiv a ribbon strap.. very dANce.. hahaz.. took yc's dad's car to jp [thankx! =))] den took 24o.. now very tirEd.. tmr's working.. wiv 4 other ppl! so cool man! hahaz.. cya u guys tmr! buhbye~!

Doomed to failure.

feel so bad...
[18.12.2006]
hmmz... feel so bad.. we GAVE out ALL flyers... yeah.. we DID... haiz... felt so bad...... shall not comment...

i dislike gg to work... cant be tgt wiv frens while working.. cant chat.. cant motivate eaCh other... felt so loneli... hate tt feeling.. hmmmz.. nvm lo.. lyk wad ct told me.. endURE......

dono wad to blog.. haiz... weirD feeling todAe... tmr gonna fACe BIG agn.. face those ppl who treat us as air... faCE e big flYERs... boring joB! cant we do sth elsE?????? sai! nvm.. i look forwaRd to wEd.. sha's cuming my hse! eat, play wiv baby.. den we go dANce tgt! yeAH! wED....! finalli a dAe i can smile[from da bottom of my heaRt].... hahahaz..

Lies. I'm so sorry.

whole dAE at hOme..
[16.12.2006]
haiz... in dA end, my indecisive mum decidEd not to go m'sIa le... sai lehx.. hahaz.. den i hv to sTay aT home n rOT! heEx..

morning, wEnt maRKet have breakfAst tgt wiv sis n mum... long long tym din go maRkeT hv breaKfaSt lo.. wEnt jw de maRket... den went home, watch tv... sleep.. hahaz.. **lyk piG ehz!** hmmz.. aFt tt, paCK room's tabLe.. jiu nth much liaoz...

oh my.. i realli gaineD lotsa fAts ehx.. eat liao slp.. slp liao watch tv.. den slp agn.. i owAz wantEd to go yl's hse to sWim.. but not i bz jiu shi e reSt of da geRS not fRee... so i din even bother to aSk.. okkies... i tink i'll find a dAy go swim wiv dEM..! hopefulli nth will PREVENT me from executing my plan.. hahaz.. gers sld noe.. realli haTe e me now... so fAT! disgusTIng piG! hahaz.. ttz y, aT nitE, i suddenly did sum eXeRcises.. hahaz.. cos hsE onli gt my bRo n i ma.. so jiu exercise abit lo.. don dAre to go outside run.. dun tink i can even complete one round of my hsE esTate now eh.. hahaz..

hmmz.. oso, another baD neWs... i tink i'vE losT my voice.. tho' laSt tym sing oso nt very nice, tis tym round even more worse.. dono y.. sincE laSt tym when i fell sick aFt tt m'sIa trip, i've been unaBle to sing lyk b4.. realli dono y.... tried very haRd to sing lyk b4.. BUT!!! haiz... dono wAd happen... laSt tYm can sing to a cErtain high pitch.. i mean nt tt high la.. is my personal de high.. but now~!!! oh my~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! heLP!!!!

Now I don't have to put you at the back of my mind anymore! I've recover from that severe injury!

^________________________^

sICk...
it been sum dAes sincE i blog lo! has been siCk thesE fEw dAes.. is aTe sTh wrong.. but i don tink so ehx.. den cT saE maybe is sTomaCh flu.. yupx.. i tink is sTomach fLu ba.. vEry cham sia! vomit lotSa tymx..

[11.12.2006 - 12.12.2006]
aRd 3am to 4am lyk tt i wEnt vomit liaoz.. very tong ku aR... den went baCk to room.. slePt for aWHile, woke up aGn.. vomit agn.. den decidEd to jus slp in dA toileT sinCe nd to vomit so many tYms.. hahaz.. dEn i tink i slEPt till 6plus, omos 7.. den wEnt back to room... realli cant tAhan.. aRd 9plus, mum wOke up.. i rEalised she oso keNa.. my lil' cousIn n my uncLe oso kenA.. even my grANdps kena..! hahaz.. but we live at diff hseS lehx.. ttz y i don tink is food poisoning... cos my lil cousin wantEd to go c doc, so my mum forCed me to go tgt.. i aCtl gt no eneRgy at all liaoz.. but.. ya... jus go lo.. omos faint maN! wiv e scORching sun... haiz.. on da wAy baCK, i even vomitEd.. sai lo... my imaGe aR... hahaz.. heng tt tYm noboDy sAw.. hahahaz.... went home, cldn't eAt anyting.. or rather no appetIte.. AND.. e medicine sucks lo! whole BIG packet of yao fen! yuCksS!omos chokE! slePt VERY early tt dAe.. had no choice but to aSk dEs to find me a rePlaCEmeNt at woRK on wEd.. enerGyless~...

[13.12.2006]
woke up, wEAK.. but feeling abit beTa... hmmz.. tis dAe aCtl gt dANce praCtice lo.. but i can't go at all... stupid sia... hai me cant paRticipaTe in da chacha dAnce.. sai lehx.. hahaz.... lie aT home lyk fei rEn lyk tt ehx.. tRied to eAt porridge.. **** evting out aGn.. hahaz.. hmmz.. basicalli haRdly aTe anyting oso..

[14.12.2006]
on tis dAe, quite ok liaoz.. can eAt tIngs finalli.. but still feeling VERY WEAK... considEring e fAct tt i've haRdly eaten aNyting for da paSt 2 dAes.. walk oso will giddy.. hahaz.. lyk wind blow will fLy awAy lyk tt.. hahaz...

[15.12.2006]
todAE, quite ok liaoz.. wENt JJC to appeAL for their 3mth courSe... kena suan by an ah pek dEre.. hahaz.. kns la.. let's nt tok bout him.. anw, i tink their dAnce tchr-IC [infer de..] toked to yc n me.. gt sum hope to entEr i HOPE.... den jiu walkeD home.. feelin weak.. hahaz.. rusheD home.. playeD wiv da baBY~!!! he's called maNfREd... we all call him "maN man".. hahaz.. supeR cuTe sia! lovE him~! ohh ya.. tmr gg maLaysia from aftn till nite.. hahaz.. buhbye~..

I feel so relaxed now. Maybe because I've overcome my biggest problem. YOU.

baD moOD!
[11.12.2006]
todAe very bad mood.. dono y.. rEAch home jiu heAr tings i HATED... disgusTIng... n agn, it's bout moneY.. y izit tt my family can NEVER leave e tot of MONEY??!! y izit tt evtym we quarrel, it's OWAZ cos of moneY?? owAz will link to monEY?? well.. i jus dislyk it... money money money.. cummon la.. dEre're many moRe tings tt aRe much much more impt than moneY... lyk, tYm spent tgt as a FAMILY....

well.. todAe work aGn.. gave out flYers at sAme plaCe.. todAE's crowD much more unfRenly than laSt sAt's... i simply haTe ppl who trEaT flyeRs distributors as AIR.. hahaz.. jus simply look e other side, lyk we transpaREnt lyk tt.. jus sAe "No, thanks" or show sum hand signs to signal to us tt u don wan la! hahaz.. sai lehx... well, nvm.. still managed to finish my job todAe! gt 1hr's paY for fRee.. due to sum mistakes by BIG.. yeah man! hahaz.. zhuan dao..

tMr gg baCK to sCh.. consTRuct bbQ pits.. oso go danCe see see lo... my arms are weak nw.. n im hungRy.. plus nw in baD mood... wahseh... go eaT ba.. maybe eaT liao mood will b beta...

Money can't make world goes round everytime.

changed hairstYLe! ^___^
[10.12.2006]
aft working for 2 dAes, my left arm nowgt muscle sia! hahaz.. cos i used lefT hand to cArry e VERY HEAVY STACK of flyers.. hahaz.. todAe supposed to work.. but i changed dAe wiv fAhmi.. cos i wan watch sTars aWArD... xie zhi n renfu camE!! wooHoO~! cool maN! so todAe aRd 12++ went vIvO to "heLp" yl dEy all wiv their aRts sTall tingY.. din help much anw... bu hao yi si! heEx... but at nitE, i wAs told tt one of my paintings wAs sold out to 2 ang mohs! woO~!! eARned $20.. hahaz.. shuang gan!

arD 1650, i went off.. to do my haiR! changed hairstyle lo! curled below.. but it's veRy meSsY ehX!! nt very nice... nvm lo... hahaz.. wAd to do.. den watcheD sTArs aWard.. quite boring tis yr.. their zao xing ar.. wah.. mostly all very OLD, NOT NICE!!hahaz.. but i don cAre.. cos my xiezhi gege is heRe!! wiv rENfu papa!! hahaz.. yeah..

okkieS... todAe jus lyk tt ba.. veRy summaRisEd ehx! hahaz.. well.. leT's end heRe! okk.. tEll u schedule nxT wK!

moN - work
tUes - go back sch [dANce + bbQ piTs]
wEd - work
thuRs - work
fri - dance
sat - dance
sun - dance

busY ehx! but im enjoyIng~!! gg to slp nw.. if nt tmr no eneRgy work.. buhbye~!

Now I understand why people need love.

1st dAe @ work..
[08.12.2006]
todAE 1st Dae at work... very tirED ehx.... leg very tired, hand oso... i was telling yq i will hv muscles soon... hahaz... realli ehx.. well... nvm.. no eAsy moneY yA!?

todAe leARnt sth form e Raffles plaCe... educaTed SPOREANs are PROUD... hahaz.. ttz how i feel aFt "interacTing" wiv e office ppl dEre.. hahaz... dono la.. maybe i tink alot agn..? hahaz..

sAw many tings.. cos im alone when distributing, ttz y wheneVer i sAw a gRp of fRens, couples, loner, IN ppl, old-fashioned, i tink alot...... rEalli.... aiyaya.. vIRgo! hahaz.. ok la... i oso don wAd to blog liaoz...

nowAdaEs getting more n more frustrated of mysELf... dono la.. so weird...

I m forced to fake a smile, a laugh everyday of my life.
My heart can't possibly break when it wasn t even whole to start with.

[08.12.2006]
woAh! long tYm din blog.. cos com spoil... nw ok le.. yeAH! can blog lo!!

[01.12.2006]
tis dAe.. went job huntIng wiv dEsmond, yq, izzaT, fahmi... ya.. walked till leG v sour.. we onli tRied vivo + haRbour front centrE.. yuPx.. in e eNd went the BIG.. but i tot it's calleD mEgastoRe.. hahaz.. well... nvm.. we cRapped quite alot dEre.. hahaz.. dEn wEnt to hunt in e sAme shopping centRe agn.. hahaz.. lyk shopping more lyk job hunting sE!hahaz.. aFt tt, dEy went off, i wEnt for peRformancE! oh ya! our dEar mr desmond goh... he pronounced dhoby ghaut as :"debbie goaT"!! haha!!! waD crAp is tt!! heEx...

okkieS! reAched queenie's hsE! looked aT her cRystAls at first.. den we sTartEd making up, prepaRing.. hahaz.. 1st timeR damn gan chiong sia! heEx..den super funnie sia.. we all make up until lyk go sing ge tai lyk tt.. den take MRT!!! sai lehx.. haha.. den summore weAr sunglasSEs... which wAs aCtl to cover our makeup.. but in e end, it maDe us look more funny.. a guy b4 boarding e tRain, stood outside 4 2sec b4 stepping in when he sAw us.. n he sAid :"my god....".... -_-'' sian diaoz...well.. finalli reAched neptUne theAtrE... den changed.. wa.. very gan chiong.. but, well... it has been said tt e performance was orIte.. but im sure we can do ALOT BETA!! jiayOu! den we took sErEne's dad's mini lorry home.. we sat at e back!! so cooL!! heEx.. **enjoy** ^___^ [happie bdAe queeniE!]

super tired.. reached home, bathed, den it's 12++ liaoz.. nxt dAE!

[02.12.2006 - 04.12.2006]
packed bag for msia... packed till i tink 2++... den slePt for arD... 2hrS? hahaz/.. woke up at 4 to bathe.. den got reAdy, n heRe we go~ heaDEd for msia!! heEx.. went to Afamosa resort.. but in e end went dEre to sTay overnitE onli cos e games dEre TOO EX!!! so we wEnt shopping in dA end.. bot a sungLasSes.. blue.. heEs.. niCE~! so.. ya.. 2nd dAe wE went KluaNg.. old hse.. hahaz.. slaCKed dEre.. abit sick sia.. but i tink my illness noes i'm out of countRy.. so it's been surprEssEd till i reAch s'pore on e 4th.. wAh... reAch home sTaRteD sneezing, runny nose, etc.. heng din fEver.. so lyk tt..... very cham!!!

[06.12.2006]
eaRly morning aSked yL to acc me to e dErmatologist.. cos my mum not fRee.. so i aSKed yl to pei wo.. hees.. i noe she v tirEd.. so sRy yL!! thanx lots anW! ^___^ v fAst sia.. e doc c onli for 3 mins... hahaz.. den i can go out liaoz.. funnie sia.. but it costs a BOMB! $102 in total.. e medicine ba.. hahaz.. nvm! i hope it's all worTh it!! **pray haRD!** den wEnt to JSS aFt tt.. to mit mrs tong to discuss bout e bbq pits ting! woO~! so shuang!! finalli can sTart work lo! heEx.. ppl attEnded were: izzat, fahmi, allan, geokwoon, yeele, me.. yuPx.. hopeFulli all can be done by 23rd!! heEx.. jiayou~!

[07.12.2006]
yeah! dancE farEwell.. went to buy gifTs for mdm oh n queenie wiv ss firSt.. shopped v faSt sia.. within i tink 15mins we found a very nice,cute,pretty,cool,lovely gifT at bugis! it's a handbag lyk container.. inside gt choc.. so lovely n swit maN! so we bot it!! =)))) den we heAded for paSir riS!! so cool.. but we wEre ABIT losT at first.. hahz.. very cRap la.. den finalli reACheD! dEre onli gt me,ss,stella at 1st.. so we chatted... tok alot! so shuang!! gErs tok.. haha... aFt tt, others joined... eRr... ovErall abit unsatisfied la.. but... ya.. maybe we expeCTed too much? heEx.. nvm! anw, i lovE da gifTs frm juniors n tcheRs!! thanx lotS! den went elsewhr wiv da sEc4 for sum drinks n food cos realli nt tt full.. heEx.. tok alot crAp deRe, took sum fotos too.. when i received dem den i upload here ba..! =)) yuPx! ttz bout it!!

Save me please. I really can take it no more.