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well.. gt sum inspirations for tis blog.. but b4 tt, let me write todAe's events 1st.. well, todAe quiTe sLAck... had emaths todAE but tink mr woon nt heRe.. so we wEre actl, supposedly to be studying.. but yanli, lingyi n me sTarted chit chatting.. den cant sTop liao ma.. so chatted for e whole one hr! hahaz.. so shiok.. noe alot of funNY tings.. hahahah!!!!! okok.. den aft tt, had EL.. msphua lyk sot dao lyk tt.. suddenly aSked us," eh... y sit so far from me.. lyk tt how u feel e loVe n waRmth from me?" haha!!!! stupid lo... wads got into hER??? well... i dono.. hahaz.. many of us don actl.. hahaz.. den haD bio.. micro-organisms relli damn intErEStinG! i lyk it.. so cOoL man.. den had rEcess.. aft tt is MT lesson.. went libraRy to sTUdy... lingyi let me lisTeN to a v sAd sOng.. ya... den listen liao realli felt sAd... =(( okok.. den had amths.. mr ching rEalli funni se.. hahaz.. he lost abit of his voice, still can joke ard.. den tt aLVIN aR!! hahah!! his lafTer realli.... tak boleh tahan sE!!hear liao oso will laF... omg.. finaLLi lessons endEd! went str8 home.. slePt, watched tv, bathed, den go sCH study.. supposedly la.. but our mstan haven eAt ma.. so went mac, shun bian go dERe study.. oso is sUPPOSEDLY hv to study la.. den sTarted toking liaoz.. in e end din sTUdy at all.. hahaz.. conv was so funnie... dono y.. hahaz.. den went home.. yuPx.. ok! nw my inspirationS!

well.. i have many qns in my mind... wad eXaCtly is lovE? y do human beings nd loVe? isit realli difficult to balance love, studies, friendship at e same tYM? if yes, y? im realli puzzled ehx... hmmz... but i jus cant seem to find all e aNs.. tis wORld is so weiRd.. we all noe e priorities at differEnt tYmx.. but, y izit tt we choose to put e ,supposedly to be, priority at the back instead of the firsT? y do mosT ppl owAz put demsELves in front of others n eXPeCt others to put dem in front of any1 elsE? y do ppl owAz lyk to be pampered but detest pampering ppl? y do ppl onli realise e imptance of sth/sum1 onli when dey've lost tt? y do ppl want to hold on to sth when dey noe tt dere's no result? WHY WHY WHY?! hmmz.. well.. i guess, nobody has e ans ba... if any1 has, pls tag!! i'm realli dying to noe.....

Have we all misinterpreted the definition of LOVE?

hmmz.. todAe had chem remedial in da morning.. well, i aCtl woke up at 0810, but still, managed to reach sch at 0847? hahaz.. i was earlier than mrs tong tho.. hmmz.. den did e practical.. our cls decided to go thru e practical insteAd of having e tEst on fuels, alkene n alkane... ha! escapED! but sth happened ltr on.. our cls was realli atrocious! we actl pisSed mrs tong to suc an extent tt she drovE off from sch, leaving our cls in e chem laB alone.. we weRE realli stunned n helpless.. trIed calling n msging.. but she din pick up n din reply.. omg.. we realli fElt dui bu qi heR lo.. oh my................. we sld realli rEFleCt on our aTtituDe ehx.. reAlli very very wrong of uS lo.. haiz.. hopeD our cls realli noe our vERy bIG prOb n change...

aFt tt, we aCtl had prelims oral.. but many of us din wan to take cos ms phua changed her sequence of testing.. so some of us argued.. hahaz.. well, seems lyk we din leaRn from e mrs tong caSe? hahaz.. nvm.. to change, we nd time.. heEx.. but in e end, stil had a fruitful lesson on oral from ms phua.. e pic was realli diff but aFt ms phua's tiPs, gt sum idEa on how to describe n do well for tis kinda pic.. aFt tt, tt sot sot sHasHa suddenly craved for ljs.. hahaz.. so aCcompanieD her to eaT.. chit chatTed quite alot during tis peRiod of tym.. haiz.. realli missEd e dAes when we wEre to cAReFRee lo... haiz.. so many tings had happened within e short but long 2 yrs... haiz.. rather sAd ehx.. nvm.. den afT eaTing, we still chit chatted awhile, den wEnt home le...

sLept for awhile while at home.. den woken up by my bro's shriek as he wAS on e com, playing sum stupid games.. hahaz.. den yl msGed.. decided to go jp library as it waS rather late n was a chore n a long trip from my hse to je library.. so decided to save e travelling tYm, thus went jp library.. hahaz.. studied n studied.. on da wAe baCk, we chatted... yl hit my hurting truth.. well, i guesSEd i finalli undeRstand my prOb from her.. i hopED it's realli lyk wAd she sAid.. a punishmeNt.....................

A punishment? I accept.

hmmz.. well.. din feel lyk blogging aCtl cos nth to blog.. but, since my sis on her laptop, i use lo.. hahaz.. nan de ma..

haiz.... evdAe study study study lo.. as usual.. sTarT to tink alot liaoz.. lyk wad if i don do well? wad if e daes when im struggling in library don show its reSults on my prELimS? oh no... oncE agn, i feel e sTreSs ever since sTepping down...

hahaz.. anw, had a dAe off my books on sAT! actl not la.. still attended history makeup lesson in dA morning... when it's ovEr, we went yl's hse.. might hv caused some of us to be =((.. realli sry if we did... hmmz.. when on da wAy out of sCh, i realised i forgt my shoebaG!! hahaz.. den rushed back, tinking tt mr lau used another rm for his lesson.. but we(yanli n i) were wrong! hahaz.. of cos paiseh to enter la, cos we skipped mr lau's lesson ma.. so tot of wAEs to retrieVe my shoebag.. den tried msging lingyi.. in e end, she helpeD me ehx.. arRggH!! so toucheD!! lyk xue zhong song tan lyk tt lo.. hahaz.. ** thanx lots lingyi ** muacKkx!! hhaaz.. aft tt, we all headed to yl's hse to sing n play vball! yeAh man! i finalli sweAted aft so long.. hahaz.. e feeling was gr8 yet felt v tirEd.. den went back her hse n bathed... rushed all e wAy.. den went over to eat n den joined in e NDP celebration, as "audiences", at TJCC.. well, e stupid wc kept am chio am chio lo.. hahaa!! kanasai! hahahaz... wads so funny? aiyo.. hahaz.. sAw e rEst v cool... wAh.. but, lucki i not in UG ehx.. i tink i cant tahan e long stand ba.. i'll faint!! **RESPECT!** =)) den went home to watch sUPeRBaNd finaL compeTiTioN.. omg!! milopeng actl champed lo.. wad e hell...!! im so angRY! i don tink dEy deserved it.. well, maybE cos i suppoRt SOUL ba.. ttz y im biasED! hahaz.. nvm.. acTl i rather =)) wiv souL as 2nd.. cos usualli, 2nd owAz gt a brighter future.. take sLy, kelly for example ba.. hahha! sOUL is rEALli cool tt dAe!! heEz..

anw, heArd sth which realli fumEd me.. wAd cRap is tt.. haiz.. our efforts all gone down e dRain... da bian se.. hahahz.. ok la.. well, we shall jus faCe e fAct.. wads impt is giving yr bEst in evting we do.. n im VERY SURE we DID!!! **angry**

hmmz... ive another ting weighing on my mind for 17 daEs... well, i cant decide.. i'll leave e decision to u... cos i noe im e one who caused evting.. no matter wad, i'll respect yr decision...

Eternity. Is there really such thing?