NEON c o u t u r e

todAe..

[31.03.2006]

hmmz.. toDae is fRIdaE! shOrt dAe! but still v sLeEpy n eNergY-leSs.. ahaz.. i rmb durIng e eMaths leSson, linGYi, yAnli n i weRe discUssing bOut analogY for leSsons.. u noe wAd we cAMe up wiV? hahahahz.. heRe e analoGy goeS:!!

teaChers = utErus

leSson/knowLedgE = liNing

pupiLs = pAD

[during mensTruation] teaCher pass knowleDge to us.. so, during mens, lining is sHed off from the utErus riTE? ya.. similar to tis, the teAchers "shEd" the knowledGe to us and we, as e pad, haVe to hold the knowLedGe wEll.. a bAd paD will leAk or ovErflow.. haha.. a gD one will be aBLe to hold eVTing wEll, no leAkaGe, no discOmforT, eTc.. hahahaz.. wEll.. ttz sTh to peRk ourSelves up duriNG dA lonG n borIng leSsons.. heEx..

oRite.. toDae aft sCh, we oso wEnt sCieNce cENtre for a physics tok.. hmm.. aCtl i oso nt v sure wAd is it aBout.. but i did learn sth... err... nano = 10 to e pwr of -9.. hahaz.. n oso.. SA/V.. sth lyk tt.. hahaz.. sEhx.. i was lisTening aTtenTively at first.. but den, as tym paSs, i lost cOncEntratIon.. den fAlling aSlp liaoz.. hahaz.. so i sTartEd drAwing cRap to kip mysElf aWake.. well, ttz nt a bad wae.. heEx.. so i dRew n dRew n finalli, eVTIng wAS ovER!!! yea.. den wEnt baCK sCh, dEn go home liaoz.. oh yA! b4 we leFt sCh for sCienCe cEntRe, yaNgce, bEnita, jeRmaine, rAcHel, leANggIch, n sOme otHErs [sry.. forgotten who..] went the CHocOLaTe fActoRY!! hahaz.. aCtl to be specific, is MEIJI fActory to bUy cHoc.. yaNgcE hElpeD me bot 1 dArk cHOc n 1 wHIte cHoc.. i gave her a bUdgEt of $5 aSk her anyh help me buy.. but must buy dARK cHOcolaTe!! yeAH!! dArk cHoc is nicE!! woOHOo~!! hahaz.. tHAnkX yANgCe!! =)) eatIng cHoc can maKe one haPpi.. i hEard tis from yAnLi.. eAting too mucH choc aT a tYm can maKe one fRusTraTed, sTress.. i hEaRd tis fRom yEeLe.. hahaz.. so.. eAt but eAt e rIgHt aMt lo! heEx..

okKieX!! ttz bout all fOr tOdae.. go off lo! =))

Somethings are meant to be hidden in the heart, not expressed through mouth. But, the world is contradicting. Somethings are supposed to be said out but are forced to be kept in the heart.

i juS rEceIVed a bad neWs.. it's a news tt i wUn wIsh to heAr a second tym in my lifetym.. human beinGs are fRagiLe.. onCe is eNuf...

peRspeCTivE (our CME lesSon todAE..)

hmMz.. toDae our CME lesson wAs on peRspeCtive.. so mRs tHai leT us sEe some intErestIng opticAl illusion imaGes.. well.. i tink she's ritE.. sUmtYms wAdeVer we sEe might not be wAd otHers sAw it to be.. n we may finD tt otHers find it haRd to sEe it our wAy but, tings aRe lyk tt.. orITe.. so todAe aDd sum piCx of opticAl illusIons ba! eNjoY!

aFt tRying for an hr, i jus couldnt uplOad dA picx.. owAz gt eRror... so.. no choice.. go tis webby n c ba! heEx.. http://www.2atoms.com/weird/illusions/001.htm

jus lyk niCk's liFe.. hahaz...

[27.03.2006]

hmmz.. eVdAe sAme routIne.. wAKe up, wAsh up, gO sCh, sTUdy, sTudY, sTuDy, eAt, (dANcE), sLp, wATcH tV, baThE, do hMwk, sLp, rEpeAt.. wAhHh~!! sIanz!! if yoU liFe wEre a moviE, would it be a gOoD onE?? i tink mine will juS be lyk niCK's.. make ppl sLp onLi.. hahaz..

sOme ppl sLd noe ba.. i complaIned to dEm liaoz.. nowAdAes sEems lyk moOd sWIng v li hai?!? hahz.. sTupiD la.. maD liaoz.. but i contROLLeD! hahaz.. li hai ritEx? muahaha.. rITe.. anw, dUe to sUm rEaSonS, my moOd eVdAe aFfEcted la.. i sHall nt tEll u waD r dA rEasOns!! =pPp hEex..

aIya.. aCtl i toking cRap la.. dono wAd to sAe ma.. hahaz.. now don fEel lyk doing hmwk, so cum herE cRap lo.. well, tis is a gReAt place to tOk cRaP!! wOoHoO~! hahAz.. sian diaoz.. aiYa.. wAd to sAe lehx... let me tink..

----thinking in progress----

eHh.. tOk bout my wisHes ba.. other than those i lisTed in "The Girl" navigation, i have more wisHes..! hahz.. i wAnt a nice nice wAllet, more nice nice clothEs, more nice nice sHOes, more nice nice accessorieS, etc, eTc.. hahaz.. all tHeSe r jus being maTeRialisTic la.. im nt so sErIous.. aS in im nt rEalli tt maTerialistIc.. hMmm.. wAd i rEalli want is a liFe tt i wAnt.. nw, im lyk beIng tIed to rUles, tt sumtYms im tIrEd of following.. haiz.. sIanz... i hope i cAn hUrRy gRaDuate n do tinGs the wAy i want to, sAe tingS i rEalli meANt, eTc.. hahaz.. i mean, tho' i do tt quite ofTen, but dEre wERe tYmx i rEalli did tinGs e wROng wAy n dEy tuRned out wRong.. [hmm.. i hope u undErstand wAd im tRying to sAe.. yA?? hahaz..] aiYa.. u noe.. tis is an oPen blog, ppl all aRd e woRLd can view.. can onLi sAe sUperficiaL tings onli.. thoSe dEep insiDe me de rEal fEelings nt convEnieNt to sAe bahz.. hahaz.. aiyA.. waDeVer la.. sIanz.. tIRed of my liFe.. hahaz.. [do i sound lyk im going to commit suicIdE??! hahaz.. don worry.. i wun..] hmm.. nvm la.. eNDure for 7-8 more montHs lyk tt.. den i shAll be able to leAd MY liFE!!! yEAh!!! *alwAys look on the bRight sidE of liFe*

Some things are not meant for a third party. It is best kept within the related people. If not, it may hurt u, the second party or sometimes, the third party. Just that you don't know.

phOtos..

[25.03.2006]

hMm.. nth la.. jus wana sHare dA qUeEn eLi vIsit phoTos! cos i now noe hoW to uplOad liaoz!! hahz..! eNjoY!

(at nAtioNal library, wHen waIting for qUeen eLi's aRrivaL-- khai,vic,aaRon,wc,gw,zC,izzaT,yq,me,yL)

(at nationAl libRarY, when waIting for qUeen eli's aRrivAL-- yL,izZat & me! prEs tEam!! cool! but yL saEs i very sHOrt.. waA~!! hahaz..)

(tis is dA qUeEn eLi we've wAItEd for hrS! haha..)

(anG moh kinna.. sHuai ritE?!! haha.. fANg xIn.. i wun dEvour lil' kiDs.. but.. yL n yq.. hArd to sAe.. hahz..)

(aT SP de aUditorium.. me, yQ n yL)

[25.03.2006]

tOdAe wokE up aT 8am++ to rEply msG.. aFt tt, fEll aSlp agn.. dEn wOke up at 12++!! omg! haha.. pig.. dEn wAke up liao watch sNow aNgel! woOhoO~! lovE it! hmmz.. aFt tt jiu go do hMwk liaoz.. but onLi do liltTle bit.. no moOd sia.. hahaz.. bu zhi bu jue, 5pm, going to 6 liaoz.. den wEnt jogGIng wIv my mUm n bRo.. jog liao den bot icEcReam to eAt.. hEex.. sHioK.. but lyk jog (burn fats liaoz) den eAT icecream (aDd faTs) lyk tt.. defeats e purpose.. hahaz.. but nvm! =pPp

orITe.. tis is my boRIng dAe.. hahaz.. ttz all for toDae.. but, aCtL im rAther hAPpI todAe.. heEx.. due to cErtain rEasonS.. haha! shan't tEll u!! =pPp

Little things can touch and melt people's heart. Don't you agree?

(took at MRT station aFt kbox-ing, mE, sHa n yOngEn)

(took in dA tRain wiv yOngEn, tAKeN by sHa)

sPorTs dAe + kbOx!

[24.03.2006]

hMmx.. todAe is ouR sCh's 42nd aNnuAL spoRts meET! hmm.. i'm e tYm rEcorDer.. hahz.. so cOoL eHx.. e ppL's rEsuLts all in my hANds!! dUring e bEginninG, we all rAthEr bLur.. but eVting wAs orItes witHin a fEw rUns.. not much maJor misTakes.. of cUz, with dA heLp of Mr nuR n Mr Lee, eVting dEN beCOme sTabLe so quickli.. sTood undEr da sUn for houRs.. now tAnnEd liaoz.. hahaz.. aFt tis "rEcorDEr" joB, yAnli n i aRe aCtl e pRizE winNers gAtheRerS.. budDen eVting sEemz so disOrGanizEd! so we wEnt to rESt liao lo.. hahaz.. eli tAKeovEr.. aFt tt, eVting is fIne liaoz.. heEx.. gOOd!! dEn rEsulT is aS sHowN beLow:

1st --> AI

2nd --> QIN

3rd --> ZHONG

4th --> CHENG

aArRgGh!!!! wE gOt laSt, eVEn for cHeERing!! zHU!! hahaz.. but, nvM, cHEnG hSe, at leAsT our spiRIt wAs dEre!! hEex.. wEll donE! tHnx to sEc2s n 3s..! wEll, we din wIn tis tYm rounD, but im sUre we all leArnt sth fROm tis.. so, leArn n impROvE! nxT yr, gEt our sUppoSed-to-be cHamp baCK!!! hahaz.. jiaYOU lo!!

aFt sPorts dAe, yE, sS n mE wENt sUntEc de KbOx!! hahaz.. rAther fun.. wE zhan le ppl de pian yi.. wEll, i sHall nt go inTO dEtAiLs.. hahz.. =pP sAng n sAng n sAng.. wOohoO~!!! fUn!! aft tt, aCtl wAn eat le jiu go eSplaNaDe tAke photOs one.. but my mum cAlleD n rUshed me hOme.. so... sRy yE n sS.. nxt tYm ba.. sRy sRy.. hMmz.. wEll.. tTz bout it.. i sHall eNd liaoz.. byebye!!

Sometimes we don't realli know how to react to certain circumstances. For example, when we don't know whether to cry or to smile, i think it's best for us to smile. Keeping bright smiles everyday will be able to ward off all negative situations.

rELaXed!

[23.03.2006]

hMMm.. tOdAe fEelinG quitE =)) hahaz.. but eArLi in dA morNinG, i sAw sTh i don lyk.. hahz.. but nVm.. forGt bout it.. sMaLL tinG lai de..

aFt tt, gT e maThs leSson.. hMm.. e mS nG ar.. v cHio eHx.. yuAn kaNg cAnt conC on e LESSON itsElf.. hahaz.. but foR me, i cANt undErstand.. but LinGyi eXplainEd to me jiu qUite oRite liaoz.. hahaz..

dEn cHinese leSson, we lisTeneD to <>!! hahaz.. e fLAsH vEry sTupiD la.. e "JJ" is so disGUsTinG!!! yUCkx! hahaz.. riTe, anw, cOntInue..

aFt tt, i rMb we go bIo leSson.. haha.. wAtch poRN.. hahaz.. no la.. juS wAtched e viDeo on the 9 monThs of prEGnancy.. wOw.. i sUddEnLi rEalisEd life is sO aMAzIng!! from a baLL of cElls, we gRow to sUch big sIZe.. hahaz.. but sOme sCeneS are rAthEr disGusTing.. eSP whEN e eGg cAme out fROm dA GrAafiAn follicLe to dA fAllopiAn tUbe.. sEems lYk it's vEry painfUL but aCtl no fEeling one.. aiYa.. but e sCEne is juS veRy disGUsTing la... yUCkx.. hahz..

aFt bIo, wE hAd a maThS leSson.. haIz.. sIanzZ.. e tESt is sUPer difficuLt.. hahaz.. eVen tho' is opEn bk tEst.. hahaz.. sEhx.. but mR cHing rEalli v v v hUmorOus.. hahaz.. he sAid he gt silVer for his IPPT.. hahaz.. den his 2.4km rUn is 11 min ++.. rEaSon for him running so wEll is: he imaGinEd siEW kWOng cHasinG beHind him!!! hahahahha!!! wAd cRAP!!!! hahaz... sTupid.. but wEll donE!! suaNed sk!! hahaz.. =pPp

dEN aFt a matHs, hAd hisT.. sTayed back for a lil' wHile..

dEn go sC rm.. wEnt to eAt wiV yQ, wC, gW, yH, khai, (vic).. hahz.. whEn vic bot food n wAs aBout to sIt doWN, we all sTood up.. hahaz.. sEhx.. chiLdish hohz.. but we enjOy!! hahaz.. =pPp

aFt tt, acTl meeTIng tEacHers for disCussioN but a lil's while onli..

dEn waIted for yL n yC.. dEy haVing cHi tEst.. aFt tt, we wEnt to eAt n cHat togEthEr.. hahaz.. aFt tt, ms tANg came in SC rm.. den we cHat n cRap n chat n cRap n cHat n Crap.. bu zhi bu jue, tYm is 6 pm liaoz.. hENg mS yEOng cAMe n bG mStang hOme.. hahaz.. if nT i dOubT we'll notIcE e tym ba.. hahz.. wEll, qUite enjoYabLe ba.. dEre were zC, mX,vic,yc,yl,me n (izzat: joineD ltr).. hmMm..

oRitEX! tmr is spORTs dAE!! cHENg hSe goTta jiayou!! tmr i hv a sLack yEt impt joB.. hahahz.. im e prIZe winneRs gatheRer, togEThEr wiv yanLI!! hahaz.. orITex.. tTz all ba!! =))

mo ming de shang gan + kuai le de yi tian!

[21.03.2006]

hmMz.. toDAe b4 sCh ends, e wHole dAe sEems so dull n lonG.. i dono wAds got intO me.. but, jiu shi sudDenLy fElt very vEry vEry sAd.. but i reAlli dono dA rEAson.. i dono is sAd or tOuchEd by sOmeone's aCtions or wAd.. wALiao.. jiu shi mixEd feelings jiu dui le la.. jus feLt lyk cRyIng.. hahaz.. but of cuz din cRy la.. siao ar.. hahaz.. anw, jus very lOw la.. weiRd ehx.. maYBe im mAD?? hahaz.. rITe.. aNw, i founD my wAy of rEleAsIng my fEelingS!! hahaz.. it is to vANdALisE!! but of cus not on tAble or wAdsoeVEr.. i vANdalisE pp.. hahaz.. jus sCribble aLL dA anger, unhappiness,sTrEss,blah blah blah.. hhaz.. it's a vEry gD wAe cos when u sCribble, ppl wun be able to undErstand wAd u r tRying to sAe but at e sAme tym, u r able to fa xie!! hahaz.. linGYi tRied tis meThod n it's usEFul!! hahaz.. maybe u cAn tRy too??! hahaz..

oriTex.. anw, tOdAe vERY sTuPId la!!! yEsTd orEdy run jurOng paRk liao.. den todAe run 2 rDs sChool compound aGN!!! zhu la!! hahz.. muscle cRamp liaoz.. den aFt sCh sTill got dANcE!! tmr i tink i cANt wALk le ba.. hahaz.. jkjk.. orITe.. todAe dANce.. hMm.. nt too bad.. gt to dANce laSt tym de eXeRCisE.. wooHOo~!! hahaz.. but wAd maKes me vERy haPPi is tt all of us reALli chaTted lyk laSt tYm.. tho' nt eXacTly da sAMe, but im rEalli very haPpi.. hahz.. ttz y i sAe is kuai le de yi tian! hahz..

okkieS.. ke yi liaoz.. let me end heRe.. cos i dono wAd to saE liaoz.. liFe's sHOrt.. tReaSURE... eSp ppl aRd u.. so aS not to rEgRet aFt yr dEath.. hahaz.. sEhx.. ok.. nvm.. end heRe le.. go bAThe liaoz.. byebye!!

Friends are for a lifetime. Treasure them cuz they are the ones who add colours to your life, who are able to change your mood from bad to good everyday.

*ps.. quote from lingyi: ADEQUATE AMOUNT OF STRESS = MOTIVATION!!*

contRadiCtioN..

[20.03.2006]

haIz.. sUddEnLy felt lyk evTinG in tis wOrld is cOntRadiCting.. well, aT the veRy leAst wAdeVer i tink, do, saE arE contRadicting some tYms.. i rEalli dono wAd am i tRying to dO ehx.. for cErtaIn tinGs, i ming ming fEel tis wAy but when tIngs come out of my mouth, it's e opposItE meAniNg.. but u don undErstaNd the reAl meaning..(chim ehx..!) hahaz.. wAd cRap.. aiYa.. but at cErtain tYmz, cErtain tings n dEcisions aRe maDe to fulfill cErtAIn sitUatIon.. n aGn, u don undErsTaNd.. but now, we have all leArnt how to take tIngS eAsy n leT go eAsily.. tis maY be gD, maY be bAd.. haiz.. tis tYM round, im rEalli tRAppEd.. tis is e 1st tYm i felt sO hELpleSs.. eHh.. acTl i tink is 2nd tYm ba.. haha.. dono la.. but i can tell u, it's nt a nicE fEeling.. i noe u too haD wEnt tHru tiS, but arRrgGhH~!! hahaz.. i dono wAd i toking le..! orITe.. tis parT is for e onE who undErsTAnds.. if u undErsTAnd, im rEfeRring to u.. yUp.. u.. jiu shi ni.. hahaz.. if u don undErsTAnd, tReAt tis as cRap ba.. cos i oso dono wAd im wRIting.. hahaz..

okkiEx.. anw, had a tou yun mu xuan dAe todAe.. hahaz.. so fUnNy.. cos laSt nite i sLePT at 1.01am.. den when going to fall aSLp, e couGh (vEry long le.. sTil haven hAO..) cAMe.. den i haD to sit up n cougH evTing out den i wEnt to slp agn.. den b4 i cAn get to sLp, i had to gEt up n cough aGn.. tiS waS rePeaTing itself thruout e nitE den in e end, it's tYm to wAke up le.. so i don rEalli noe how long have i sLePt.. i tink aRd 1-2 hrS ba.. so go sCh liaoz jiu havE hEadAche.. hahaz.. sLept durIng ms phUa's leSson.. but i rEalli caNT tahan la. sRy msPhuA! hahaz.. bUt aNW, nw heAdaChe hao le.. hahaz.. oRitex.. i going off le.. beFOre i go off... i wAna sAe..

HAPPY BIRTHDAE YANLI!!! =))

To everyone out there, remember. Whenever there is unsatisfaction with someone, it's always the best to voice it out. If not, things will never be solved and will be there forever. this is definitely not a nice feeling for u and me. =))

laSt shOppINg cHAnCe bEforE O le ba.. i beLIeve..

[17.03.2006]

hMm.. todAe, the 18th of maR is borIng.. leT's tok bout yeSTerDAE!! hahaz.. in dA morNing, sITi aSked me if i wAn go sWimmIng wIv yc n her.. hmM.. actL reaLLi lonG tym nv sWIm le.. fELt lyk sWimmIng but dOn hV e moOd to sWIm.. so rEJecTed her.. sRy ya.. maYBe nxT tym ba.. ok? hEex..

aFT tt, izzAt, yeELe n i acTL meT at 0830 to do SLC stuff.. hahaz.. but in dA enD ar, tt yL came at 9++.. hahaz.. so we stARtEd abit witHOut heR 1st.. heEx.. bu hao yi si.. aFta tt, izZAt, sAb, dEs, yL, yQ n me went to eAt at fooDmoRe.. den wE wEnt to sUPeRbOWl, tinkIng of enjoyIng ourSelvEs dEre wiv the aRCaDE.. but in e enD, we realIsed tt witH scH shIrT, we cant play.. hahaz.. i don mind la.. cos tt tYM i sTOmaCh pAIn(dono y).. but e rESt sEemeD v siAn.. hahaz.. den we dECidEd to go sHoPpiNG!! hahaz.. we aSKed sitI n yC alonG but dEy wANteD to sTudY at Je/Jw (forgt le.. v luAn btwn e 2 library..) library.. hmmz.. sHOppIng wIthOut dEm not rEalli vEry peRfeCt.. but, yL, yQ, mQ(caNt concENtrATe on hMWk.. so waNteD to sHOP..) n i, e 4 of us, waNteD to go sHOp ma.. so.. wE stIll wEnt..

we all went home to chaNge 1st den meEt in e tRAin.. hahaz.. vEry qIao ehx.. yL, mQ n i met at laKEsiDe mrT ma.. den dA 3 of us worE pinK shiRt wiv a skiRt.. hahaz.. dEN yq, izZAt, dEs n wC met at boon lAy mRt, all of dEm wore bLAck sErieS de sHIrt.. hahaz.. sO cUTe.. orITex.. den beCos yq, izZat, dEs n wC got up at dono which paRt of dA train n yl, mq n me got up at the hEAd of dA trAIn, we din miT sTr8 away when wE wEnt up the tRain.. dEn we deciDed to meEt at rAffLes.. hahaz.. fUnNy se.. yL, mQ n i wErE chatTIng aLong e wAy tt wE forGt to gEt off aT rAffLEs.. hahahz.. bUt lucKiLy e dOoR havEn cloSe den wE reALisEd liaoz.. ahaha.. so qUicKLi rUshEd ouT.. hhaz.. diu lian..

den wE wEnt hEeRen to sHop, aimleSsLy.. dEn we dEcIdEd to buy yAnLi's gIft.. (found an aIm!!) but, aFt tt, we wanTed to buy sImilaR ear stuDs den sLOwlY, we fORgT to bUy yAnLi's gIft.. (sRY yAnLi!! but u'll sTill gT e giFt anw.. heEx..)den we shop shop shop.. found a sQUaRe eAR stUd.. uniqUe! so we bOt diff coloUrs.. mq--> gReen, yQ--> orANgE, yL-->purPLe, me--> rEd! haHaz.. we all lovEd tis eArstuD! heEx.. wE deCidEd to wEar togEThEr on e 1St dAe of sCh.. tTz e onLi reAson for me to looK forWarD to sCh rEOpeN... hahz..

oh ya.. i rMb sEeing a sHIrt wIv intErEstinG worDs oN it.. hahz.. [1/4 FISH 3/4 DUCK] hahaz.. u owNselF tInk ba.. heEx.. orIte.. aNw, aFt buyIng e sTUds, we wEnt to tAKe neOprInt.. so cool!! 7 ppl (yL, mQ, yQ, izZat, dEs, wC n mE!) sQUeeZing in e sMall lil' sPAce when tAKing phOto.. hahaz.. niCe pHOTos tHO! heEx..

aFt tt, we all wEre hungRy liaoz.. hahahz.. dEn we wEnt cIne to eAt.. aFt tt, we bOt anotHer paIr of eaRstuDs dERe.. hahah.. sEHx.. funny hoh.. tis tYM rounD, we bot rOund eArstuDs.. we reALli chose for vERY VERY VERY long tYm.. rEGaRDless if it's eAr sTUds or photos.. wE reaLLi took a VERY LONG TYM.. n.. wOw.. e gUYs wEre reALli paTienT eHx.. haha.. dEy folloWed us whRevEr we wEnt, waItEd for us paTieNTly n din gRUmbLe... hehe.. wEll donE! lyk wAd yL sAes, tReat it as a tRg for futUrE!! hahaz..

aFt tt, we wENt homE le.. on dA way hOme, we cHattEd bout eVTing undEr e sKy.. so meMorABle.. lonG tym din hv tiS kindA fEELing.. a fEElinG oF bliSs.. heEx.. orITe.. rEaLLi hAd a greAt dAe.. rEAlisEd tt aCTl we wEre lyk bEfOre.. hmm.. ok.. nvm.. rEAlli eNjoYed bEIng wiv fREns.. rEALLi.. thnZ for giVIng me sUch a gREat dAE.. tHNx!! =))

sEcondAry One cOnfidENce buiLdinG cAMp

[13.03.2006]

hEYo!! so sHIok.. had a 2 dAEs 1 niTe camp on the 10th n 11th of MAr 2006!! wow.. so cool.. it wAs orGanisEd by the 23rD sTUdEnt cOunciL as well as sum of the sEc3s.. tHEy paRticipaTEd as well! heEx..

gREaT expeRIencE.. it was totAlli diff from a SC camp.. wow.. those buncH of monKEys.. hahaz.. finalli undERstooD wAd is sTart from the bASicS, sTaRt from the vERY bEGINNING.. "ask cAMpeRs to ShUT UP!" and "gave dem punishments when dey were too nOisY.. [hahz.. lyk pri sch kids ya? but realli no choiCe.. dey were chatting all e way.. these were e onli ways to make DEm kip quiet n LISTEN to us]

hmmz.. well, anw, i wAs in-chaRge of wORksHop n nitEwaLk.. workShop no pROb.. evting waS fine.. but nitEWalk,........ omg!! sTUpiD yet hilarious(to others.. ahah) misTAke! sEHx.. my watch was fAst by 1hR.. thEreFOre, e gAMe stoppEd 1hr eaRLiEr! haahahahz.. sTUpiD lo.. den yuan cHeng n i quickli tInk of a bAckup for e cAMpeRs.. hahaz.. seHx.. from yis, i leaRnt tt i sldn't sEt my tYm as 24hr during cAMp.. if i sEt at 12hr, tis ting might not hv happened ba.. hhaz.. zHu ehx... hmm.. nvM ba.. who don make misTakE? who don hv paSt? as long as we leArn, gROw n not to ever make tt mistaKE agn, i tiNK tTz a leSson leaRnt..

ritE.. anw.. leTs continue.. on e niTe tt wE slepT, we all [gers] carried benches out to the paRaDe sQUaRe and sLEpt.. gAZed awHile at e sTarz [tho' dere were v few at tt pt of tym...] and den aft a while, i fell aslp.. tt was ~ 12++.. budDen... at 115, i suddenly woke up.. zhu la.. is cos of the stupid mosquito bites den i wake up.. haha.. aft tt cant get to slp le.. it was very cOld oso btw.. when i woke up, mQ woke up too.. ahhaz.. we 2 den cant slp le.. jiu go chat wiv deS n khai.. (dey din slp) felt a little hungRy.. so got sum cofFee n tEa.. hahaz.. den goTta do nighT patRolling.. i wAs supposed to paTrol with yQ n mQ frm 130 to 300.. hahaz.. den we did lo.. we paTRolled with vic too! [cos 3 ppl walking together in e middle of da nite is very dangERous ehX... hahaz..] in total, we paTroLLed i tink... 4 to 5 tYms ba.. we weNt to the gUys bunk too.. alot ppl was naked[top part of body onli!!] hahaz.. nth amazing tho.. hahaz.. =pPp

rite.. anw, aft our paTrol tym, i went to Sc rM to plAy with our hamsTeR [named: si gui].. hahaz.. i tink played for 3 tymS ba.. den i ntH to do ma.. so went to gEt sum slp for aRd 1 hr..

aft tt, at aRd 4++ lyk tt, i rmB khai, fahmi n sumbodY elsE[sRy.. forgT] was runniing.. i joined dem! but... dEy rAn 10 roundS, i rAn....... ONE ROUND!! hahaz.. tirEd la.. hahz.. aft tt run, siti, yangce, sab, zhi chiaw and sumbodY else [sry.. cant rmb agn..] went to play bball.. of cuZ, i weNt to plAy too! but nt bball.. i plaYed vbAll.. wiv fahmi, siti[at first for a while], khai, zhi chiaw [oso for a while].. wOoOhOo~!! don u tink ttZ jus so cooL?!?! plaYed tis kinDa ting in the middLe of the nitE when the cAMpeRs were zZzZzing.. hahaz.. 23rd jiu shi so weird de.. hahz.. but i juS lyk it.. =pPp heEx..

anw, aft playing, we went to slaCK agn.. oh no.. by dEn, i sTartEd to fEel tirEd.. hahz.. at aRd 5++, i went to slp awHIle.. den gEt reAdy for rePorTIng le.. hahz.z. lucKilY still rAtHer eneRgeTic e nxt dAe.. still caN taHan.. wow.. on dA 2nd dAe, e campERs improVEd le.. their noise level, respECt level, etc all improVEd.. [reLIevEd! at leaSt our efForts nt wAstEd.. heEx] very happi.. den did our joB at diff acTiviTiEs..

im sRy to dA telematCh ics.. i vaguely sAw e field gt tings but nv c ppl den i tot evting sEt up hao le.. den i jiu go sc rM slaCk.. aft a whiLe, i sAw yc, st,des n sumbody else [... sRY!! i fORGT AgN!! hahaz..] preparing.. den i reALisEd oh no.. i waStEd my tYm.. den i hurriedly rushed to dA fieLd with a mug of cOLd wATer for them.. [haha.. nicE hoh.. =PpP] it wAs a sUPER SUPER tErribLy hot dAe se.. den aft drinking, i help out liao.. helpeD to aRRange tingS.. wA.. jus a lil' while, gT tanNEd le.. hahaz.. st even gt bURnt.. hmm.. poOr ting.. but anw, e rESult of the tELemaTch was raThEr gd.. [efforts hv not gone to wAsTE.. heEx.. =))]

wEll.. i juS wana sAe.. 23rd sTudENt cOuncIL.. tiS caMp waS indeEd wELl done.. cLApS n cHeers for our tirIng cAMp commANdANtS!! dEy were reaLLi gReaT!! [all smiLes.. hEEx] oh ya.. dEs [one of da commandANts] bdAe fell on the 11th.. so cooL.. we sANg bDae song for him during miDnite.. [beFOre 1am] hOPed he enjoYed himsELf!! =)) orITe.. i shall sTOp heRe.. wAd a long entRy.. i shall end off with my tRue fEelings..

i juS lovE ouR batch so muCh.. i sIncEreLy hopEd tt eveN aFt 23rd StudEnt cOunciL sTep down le, we can sTill sTay waD we aRe now, closE as eVer, haPpi as evER, unitEd as evEr.. ALWAYS READY, EVERY WILLING!! LEAD WITH HONOUR!

return liaoz..

[09.03.2006]

all right.. for this post, i shall use proper english, except for the punctuations.. haha..

okay.. actually i don't have much things to write about. i've jus finish reading someone's blog and i suddenly have the urge to blog. heEx..

let's talk about life today. what is LIFE? to me, LIFE is just like a piece of clean drawing paper we each have one right from the day we were born.. a meaningless LIFE will be the piece of paper, still clean right before death.. a wasted LIFE will be the piece of paper, dull, mouldy right before death. a well-spent LIFE will be the piece of paper, yellow, red, blue, green, orange, etc, all kinds of colours on it right before death. all these colours on the paper are what we've done in our LIFE. if we committed crimes, our paper will, no doubt, be dull and mouldy. if we were always waiting for people to wait on us, to provide us with whatever we need, our paper will be clean because throughout the whole of our LIFE, we've learnt nothing, achieved nothing, contributed nothing. should we be able to have some great achievements/contributions in our LIFE, our paper will be colourful. [actually i don't know what i'm writing about. im tired now and my mind is totally blank. haha. will re write on the topic LIFE another time]

well.. LIFE is short. we've got to grab all opportunities to SMiLE =D, to share, to learn, to contribute and most importantly, to ENJOY!! LIFE is nothing without entertainment, family and friends.. don't you agree?? heEx.. so, to those who are now at loggerheads with your friends or family, why don't you try forgiving them or even forgive them for whatever issue it is. afterall, LIFE is short.. if u let me choose now, i'd rather treasure everthing i have now instead of trying to "zhuan niu jiao jian", trying to bear the grudges in heart forever. this is not the way ya? so, the learning point from this post shall be: LIFE IS SHORT.. APPRECIATE WHATEVER YOU HAVE IN THIS MOMENT AND NEVER LET GO THE HAPPINESS.. SMILE WHENEVER YOU CAN BECAUSE.. LIFE IS SHORT..

don waN!!

[05.03.2006]

hmmz.. nowAdaEs tinking aLOt se.. hahaz.. tinkIng bOut eVTinG undEr e sUn.. coNcErns me or not.. hahaz.. sIao liaoz.. but tInkIng too muCh maY sumtYms be heLPfuL to heLp humAN beinGs chANge to a bEttEr sOuL.. rEfLEcting baCk, sum tinGs i'vE done n have dEcidEd bEfore are wROng and are orEDy showIng neGatiVe eFfeCts on mY LifE.. hMmz.. of coS i wUn reVeAL wad are e wROng moVes in my liFe la.. tis is onLinE diary lehx.. u r not going to noE wAds dEEp insIDe me.. muahahaha.. [eviL lAUgH =pPp] well, anw.. life stiLL goEs on.. [quote from a maths teacher.. haha] sEtbaCks are jus "sTAtioNs" to pass in orDer to gEt the ticKEt to a sucCessFuL futurE.. hhaaz.. tTz y im aBLe to sMiLe n eNjoY Life even wHen im not fEeliNg ok insIdE.. heex..

orItex.. dEre aRe tinGs i cAnt toLerAte at tiS poiNt of my LifE.. hmmz.. i juS dono how to put intO worDs to prEVeNt the continuation of the untoLErable tinGs happening.. well.. jus prAy haRd tT all thEse will paSs rEAL soon n i'll be abLe to gEt baCk my fReeDOm n do tIngS i rEaLLi wished and also to "rEPaY" the ppl whom i've leT down due to e wRonG dEcisionS and wROng woRdS usEd on dEm.. tIs maY be e moSt difFicULt to aChieVe but i'll sTiLL do my bEst to make it haPPen!! hahaz.. [well.. at least i've tried to 'RepAY'.. ]

hmm.. my liFe is so eNerGEtIC tIs yEaR!! monDae to sUndAe everyDAe occupiED!! [sAt chEm remedIaL.. sun tuitIon..] hahaz.. rAthEr tirEd [owAz complaining to fAmiLy] but aCtl e tRUtH is im eNjoyIng!! =pPp nt eVerY1 has tis chanCe de wor.. haahz..

hmmz.. looKinG baCk at the tZeLiN yrS agO, i rEAlisEd tt i'vE reALLi becum a neW peRson.. in tErms of character, the method of solvIng prObleMx, the wAy i tInK, durAtion foR rEfLecTion, the wAy i sEtTLe prObs with mySelF[whenever im sAd, angry, stressed out, agitateD,etc], the wAy i fAce my LifE... ever since sEc 2 last part of the yr, tings sTartEd not to go as smoothly.. [dono y oso..] i used to use tEars to solve proBx.. but frm sEc 3 onwArds, i sTaRted to noe e usEleSsnesS [is dEre such a woRD? haha.. dono..] of using tEars to solve probx, but i sTilL beLieVe tt saYIng out wAdeVer is inside yr hEaRt is the onLY medicine for the illneSsEs called sTrEss, unhappineSs, angeR, men[in hypy], and all other neGativE fEElinGs.. shaRe yr probx wiv ppl whom u TRUST.. [tis is impt..] now, i aCTl kept tingS insIde my heArt for long long tYm.. as a rEsult, i fEEl irritatEd at all tYms and realli unaBle to ovErcum mysELf.. but my sis talkEd me into shaRIng my prObs with her.. dEn, i realisEd tt i'vE leT go my worrieS and eVting tt has been bottled up for wEEkS.. i feel so reLaxEd aft tt.. TIS IS TRUE.. heEx..

orIte!! i'vE finisH my leSSon!! hahaz.. jkjk.. i've finish my reFlection for my sEcondARy sCh period up to tis pt of tym.. hahz.. so.. to end off.. i'd lyk to adD a neW belief i had..

~all relationships will end soonEr or laTer.. including friENdship and loVe.. onli kinsHip will be forEVer..~